| Are we alone, can you feel it?Look to the past
And remember and smile.
And maybe tonight
I can breathe for awhile.
I'm not in the scene
I think I'm fallin' asleep
But then all that it means is
I'll always be dreaming of you.
I always have a phase where I like one song by blink. It seems like I will be going through all the songs and then get bored of them all. But Feeling This is such a good song right now to me. The ending of "Feeling This" is so amazing. The ending is apparently influenced by the Beach Boys.
+44's new album won't come out until next year most likely. But Eminem's will come out by the end of this year (I think). That's pretty cool.
I think I'm getting tired of the same music over and over. I need new music. When I say music, I mean like my 5 favorite bands I would always listen to. And the other bands just don't cut it because they only have very few good songs, so it gets much more repetitive.
3 more weeks until school starts. And.... 16 more days until I move in. Cool. I'm ready for it. And soon, the days will fly by so fast, that it'll be Christmas already. :O But I'll be in Japan for this Christmas. :P
I have realized that one reason I don't like writing short blogs is that I don't like leaving a blog without much useful thoughts. (but are thoughts ever useless?) Maybe that's why I keep writing. Hehehoho. And right now it seems like this blog is useless again. What happened to all the Xangans? I bet there are more Xanga readers than there are posters. Stalkers.
Oh, and Hellogoodbye is gonna play at UCLA. :) I want to go watch them, if I can get to UCLA in time. It'll be 2nd time in less than one year!
So lost and disillusioned. |
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| Show me the way you moveWow. High school has definitely went downhill after I graduated. No more candy fundraiser. No more soda vending machine. No more class colors. No more butt grinding during dances. They seriously want teens to eat healthier. And be united? Where's the pride of being a class?! Where's the fun of dancing. Only front-to-front and I'm sure people will find ways to exploit such positioning. lol. Winnar. |
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| DesireInteresting. Interesting enough to me to write it here. Second time someone who decides to want to talk to me again after a long period of time of silence. Both times this year. Both came randomly. Both when I had already forgotten about them. Forgotten about what it was like talkin to them. Both, I realized have tried talking to once, but failed. Maybe that's why. This second time though, apparnetly, what struck him was that one day I told him to unblock me when I saw him randomly around in person. lol. I honestly didn't remember saying that, but I guess I did it on impulse. Interesting. What makes people want to try after my efforts were depleted? Well I guess it's nice that they want to talk again, but I honestly don't think it'll be easy unless everything is more loosen up. |
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| But still we're trying one more time.Theoretically, if I were to die being a married man and my wife is still young enough (but then again, if I marry :P), I would want her to remarry. Even if we really were the "perfect" couple. There's no point wasting a life over me when I'm gone. Maybe mope over me for a couple months or years. But not decades. Tooooo long. But I guess it does mean that I meant that much. I'd just prefer her to get over it and move on (heh, that sounded mean). Sportsmanship. It is awesome to witness true sportsmanship. There are many sportsmanships during the Olympics that stand out in my mind it is pretty awesome that there are people like that. Even after losing. But there are also people with bad sportsmanship. Kick the referee in the head? Leaving the boxing ring without saying anythingbecause you loss? He didn't even stay for the ref to announce the winner (holding the players wrist and then raising the winner's). Meh. Maybe we're just trying too hard. |
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