Honestly, i don't really know why i complain about Cal so much. Theres isn't really a big issue (except comp sci). I think i'm just over exaggerating everything, but i do have a lot to complain about surprisingly. Nothing is really too much. I think i just have issues. It seems like in the past two weeks, i can't properly express myself. I'm not sure what i like, what i hate, what bothers me, and what doesn't. I should be more optomistic about my time at Cal. If i don't, i will think back to this time in the future and regret everything that i've done.
Theres two things that would make me very happy at this point with Cal. First is being able to understand comp sci. Currently, i'm really trying my hardest to understand the material. Never have i been as stuck as i am now with a class than now. Oh well, my GSI said everything will clear up in 2-3 weeks, so hopefully hes right. Second would be meeting a friend i can actaully call a good friend. Someone to talk to, someone to hang out with. I've "met" a lot of people, but i doubt i'm ever going to see them again or hang out with them. I just want a long term friend.
I really need to make the most out of my experience.
On a good note, i went home for two days this weekend. I played tennis on Saturday with Christine, Norman, and Anderson. Then i played tennis today with Chapin, Juice, and David. We played a set (Me/Juice vs. Chap/David), where we won 6-3, 3-6, 10-4 or something like that. It was the first tennis match i've played in about 3 months, so it was pretty fun. I also ate my first meal at Ikea, eating chicken fingers and fries hahah. I think i'm going home again in about 2 weeks. That should be cool.
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