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Name: Rachel
Birthday: 7/18/1990
Gender: Female
Interests: GOD. FRIENDS. family! shopping! tennis. basketball, reading books/magazines. hanging with my CASTI hotties. my harker FRIENDS! . my nerders. CHURCH! watching stadium football. dance. kayaking. beach vball. karate. someimtes skiing. ice skating! doing hair like cornrows or french. go dancing and shopping and talking! loving everyone. keeping in touch. walking in the rain!. sitting on the beach. cartwheels on the grass. playing chicken in the pool. lying in the sun.
Occupation: Student
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Member Since:
11/9/2003
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| Decisions.
they are so important. and right now between two very important events: father daughter dinner dance and my biblestudy this saturday. Its the first biblestudy i'll lead for John Chang whos such a great teacher and i really enjoy our prestudies. I was sick for the last prestudy so its like my second chance to start new with being a bibly study leader espescially becuase last year's counselor for bible study leaders didnt exactly encourage me the right way. Its the first time i'll be leading with Andrew and Alfie. also Andrew's first biblestudy. also i've ditched andrew numerous times and he still trusts ill be there when i say i will. he even bet my godsister on it.
On the other hand, the father daughter dinner dance. what can i say about this? its the biggest event every year, bigger than prom, winter formal, rivalry, ringing of school rings, or any other tradition in our school. and amazingly it's spent with my father and sister. most people dont get it. its one night of the year where senior dads make fun of themselves in a dance for their daughters. a night where every senior cries and its not even close to graduation. its like the epitome of why i like my school, its not a date dance. its a chance to hang out with your dad. besides the value for it, i've paid for it and have table seating or else my dad will sit alone!
either way. i'm overwhelmed with so many decisions. i cant even tackle it. most think this is like no big deal. just figure out your priorities. well uh even if i knew my priorities, i have equal ones! family over church? like how do you even choose? math or english? uh neither. i get nowhere. i'm actually scared of my homework. i need some more tea.
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| currently i am being ripped apart by my homework. junior year rumors were definitely no joke. i think i am slowly becoming one of those asians named ching zing chang that not only knows the first 20 numbers of pi, but also has some crazy out of this world extracuriccular like rocket science for fencing. although i know neither, i have most def hit nerd status. like before i go to sleep, i read a classic novel. i dont exactly understand anything, but if i see a word i dont know, i pretend i didnt cause the whole point of reading that book is to up my vocabulary. and honestly, i dont want to go get a dictionary. i'm really trying to be organized and whatnot. i've even considered ousting aim. i havent dont this for 24 hours though. its much harder than i thought. having the computer right next to me is a considerable amout of temptation. i have tried. like i pulled aim off of my desktop. its a working progress.
junior year is so not the fun and crazy parties that all the seniors were talking about. for some, i guess it is. but i suppose choices is what makes the difference. i have absolutely no time for anything else. i may have tried to revive other parts of my life aka socially, but really boys just dont see me. i think its true that God wont give you a test that you can't handle and He completely whisked that away in a blink of an eye. thank goodness because i suck with temptations. | | |
| I LOVE THE SUMMER.
I LOVE THE SUN.
I LOVE THE GRASS.
I LOVE THE RAYS.
I LOVE THE POOL.
I LOVE THE SWINGS.
I LOVE THE HEAT.
i could be crazy. but its better then SAT CLASS.
i miss being in my asian homeland though. being among the yelllows made me sad. i am an estranged yelllow among the true asians. i must must must learn manderin cause apparently the asian language i already suck at, cantonese, is still not enough in china.
i miss the food oh so much. not the traditional intense asian food such as bamboo shoots, stinky tofu and frog. but more like pearl milk tea, thick peanut butter toast and mango dipped ice cream cones.
however. i working on it. i have become increasingly more like my ancestors. since, by the way, i'm taking FOUR SAT CLASSES. like really. there could be that much to learn. and like those hardworking people on yellow mountain ( i was at the top), i will learn everything about the freaking SAT.
also. did you know yellow mountain was one of the largest natural attractions in china? i was nearly run over by the many many koreans.
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| dance show is over. all 2 months of hard work was basically shown in 2
days. crazyyyy i dont have any pictures, but i wish i did,. it was
fabulous dancing with the eastside pa kids and meeting them and learing
how to KRUMPP. say what? i
know i didnt think i had enough "goodies" to shake. but they're
amazing. i love going to eastside, they're all so cool. and funny. ahah
one time before the brazilian dance, one of my eastside pals was
like shake whar your momma gave you!! and im like what if
my mom didnt give me anything (ahah my reply justs busts out how ghetto
im turning) and she goes well then you better shake that. i love them
black kids!
so dance is freaking fabulous and i wish we had a nother show coming up
soon instead of another year. but its okay we might have another
performance soon. so excited
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| Dear all asians,
gung hay fat choy
man see sing yee
bo bo goi seng
loung mai jing sun
thats all you gotta say and wow! money! and its not like i even know what im saying. how funny.
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