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Saturday, October 15, 2005

Sat, 15 Oct 2005 01:39:28 GMT

Wow, I haven't wrote in like a billion months. Oh well. Well a lot has happened in that time, but yea. First, me and Nate broke up. Yup. Sucked, but now that I've been over it for awhile it's wayyyy awesome! It's funny how hard you take something and NEVER think you'll get over it.. but you do, and its the greatest feeling in the world. I just hope I never have to deal with that shit again, which someday I probably will, but it happens I guess and you grow stronger from things like that, which I definitely have. Next, me and Kady.. not best friends anymore. I don't know what happened, but I don't really care. Next topic, I'm NOT a slut! And I did not cheat on Nate 80 fricking times. I cheated on him once, like the first week we were dating. Bad, yes. But it was once and not a billion like a "certain friend" decided to tell him and everybody else. But back to the slut thing. I've done stuff with two guys in the past like 4 months or something like that since me and Nate broke up. Thats really good actually. And the first guy was a one time thing, NOT SEX, and it was probably around a month after. And since then I've been hanging out and ONLY making out with a friend, hopefully soon something more. But I'm a slut I guess, which is alright if you have a really fucked head. Anyways, yea.. that brings me to who I like. His name is Jason.. if you don't know his last name that sucks, maybe ask me and I'll most likely tell you but I don't think the whole world needs to know. We've had something going on for a long time now and it's pretty sweet. I'm kinda scared to be more than friends though I think. Bad experiences with the wrong people. Which I'm pretty sure he isn't, but I just want to know for sure. My best friend is now Heather Rodriguez. Love ya Heather! "It's us against the world.." or school.. but it works. Next thing that the SAME PERSON started as the whole "I'm a slut" thing.. I am NOT a pothead! Definitely not!! So that is bullshit! That one really pissed me off. But once again, people can believe whatever the hell they want. As long as I know that I'm telling the truth, I don't give a shit anymore. Anyways, I think me and Heather suddenly got so close because we can trust each other. I really don't trust anybody but her now, and Jason and maybe Michael. Me and Heathers other best friends= "Jam".. "Jam" is Jason and Michael. Michael likes Heather, but Heather doesn't like him like that. It happens. He's nice, but kinda creepy to us sometimes. lol. Oh well. But yea, now that we're caught up.. hopefully I won't have entrys this long. Monday was my BIRTHDAY! Yay! I'm sixteen now, but I won't be able to go for my license until November 25th. Hopefully I'll pass though. Jason let me drive, and I sucked.. pretty bad. But I blame it on his car.. it sucks. Oh well. Well yea. Then Wednesday we had an early release and I went to Heathers for her "surprise party." (Her birthday was Wednesday..) Then Thursday.. I stayed there all day and came home. Came home with a fat cut up lip, black eye.. and the left side of my face all scraped..) I don't plan on telling what happened, but I will say this.. I didn't get in a fight. It was a stupid thing.. Friday (today) I haven't done really anything. I sat home and formatted my iPod and shit, it needed it. I also cleaned my room. Now my family is eating lasagna.. but lasagna is gross.. so I'm not. Tommorrow me and Heather are hanging out with Jason and his best friend Dan. Me and Jason want Heather and Dan to hook up, so they're gonna get introduced.. lol. We'll probably go see the House of Fog or something and then hang out somewhere.. idk. But yea, should be fun. Sunday.. me and Heather need to START our huge project due for 20th Century that was assigned in the beginning of September..hmm. We're hopeless. But it's okay.. Yea, well I think Imma go to bed for now and watch movies. Cya!
*~aSh~* xoxox

Tuesday, June 14, 2005

Tue, 14 Jun 2005 19:24:50 GMT

hEy~ I haven't wrote in awhile..hmm..oh well. Ahh, I've been having so much fun lately its crazy! Normally I'm like the most bored person in the world. And..I actually like my job now..yes..scary I know, but only cus of my friends I work with! It works. Now I know if I go to Unity next year I will have friends, not in my grade..but I will still have a little bit ! lol. Last night after work I went bowling and drove around...ditched a buncha funnel clouds (almost..) haha. John..you baby! lol. Aww..and can you say free ice cream?! That kid was such a sweetie..lol. Yea, but I got more Happy Meal toys! Toddler toys at that..her names Shoop..and yes, she's Asian..just like my bestest friend Kaderz! Never called her Kaderz in my life..dunno why I just did. Oh well. But yea, today I drove w/ Graycee and Stephens for Drivers Ed..I make rolling stops ..aren't you all prouda me?! ha.. Yea, well I'm gonna go find something to do for the rest of my day.. Ooh yea..nd I'm moving to Centuria with my g-ma like super soon, I don't know if I'm excited..or just preparing myself for the worst/most boring summer of my life..we'll see what happens..but yea.. I'm out..cya (whoever readers this..I mean who does anyways!) *~aSh~*

Wednesday, June 08, 2005

Wed, 08 Jun 2005 03:11:22 GMT

Hey! Today I had to work like for a long time (1-8)..long for me at least. I woke up at like 10 and I got ready and then I went to Pro-Cell to pick my my cell-phone..which has been getting fixed for about a month! I was so excited..and then it wouldn't work, the lady tried to fix it for about 3 hours and I was even late to work because of it. So tommorrow I get to go back and get a new one..a better one! Yay! So now I'm even more excited! I think I'm gonna go tanning tommorrow too. Anyways, after all that I came to work, only ten minutes late. Brenden taught me how to make the sandwich thingys at McDonalds..now I'm a pro! If any of you are ever craving a McDonalds thing, come to me and I'll make it for you! lol. I actually really had fun at work today..and that's a first. Hopefully I get to do that more often. Anyways, I'm really sick in my tummy and I have a headache plus I'm like super tired so I think I'm gonna go to bed..and yes..I realize it's only 10:10..but who cares?! Buh-bye. *~aSh~*

Monday, June 06, 2005

Mon, 06 Jun 2005 16:20:46 GMT

Well, today I'm really worn out. At 1-ish I went to Nate's house..and that was fun, like always....despite the fact that before I went I found out that Kelly Swosinski died this morning in a car accident....At least one kid dies every year in a car accident at Osceola, what did we expect? It's just retarded. Well, after I left Nate's house I stopped at Kady's house to give her a hug and we decided to go to Chris and Kelly's house to comfort them. Well turns out there was a bunch of our friends there, partying to forget about it. Too bad me and Kady had to go home... Towards the end of us being there I think the alcohol and shit started to wear off some of the people because many started crying again, it was soooo sad! I just wish it never happened. They think the visitation and funeral are going to be in Milwaukee. That would suck so bad, but it won't keep me or anybody else from going! I wish I could comfort Chris soooo bad, I love the kid and don't want to see him sad or crying..Shalane too, she's taking it rough, but how couldn't she. It wasn't her fault and it wasn't Kelly Sr.'s fault either, but he thinks so also. Well, I guess this is all just a part of the Osceola jynx. EVERYBODY WEAR YOUR SEATBELTS! Kelly was the only person not wearing his seatbelt in the car, and he is the only person who died..that says a lot. Anyways, Kady is leaving for California tommorrow..kinda gay. Now I'll have like nobody to talk to or hang out with....Most of my other friends aren't as fun to hang out with. I wanna figure out how to put pictures on this thing and photobucket..somebody should tell me! I'd really appreciate it. Well..I'm out! Later! *~aSh~*

Saturday, April 23, 2005

Sat, 23 Apr 2005 16:41:20 GMT

Hmm..well I've never done this before..so my site will be lame..but hey, what can you do?! Kady and Jas...you guys with me?! lol. Well yeah, I don't know what else so I'm out! *~aSh~*