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Saturday, December 29, 2007

Cross my heart by homegrown

I cross my heart and hope to die
Stick every needle in these eyes
Inject this air into my veins
If it would bring you back to me
I'd rip my heart out of my chest
And make your room a crimson mess
I'd do it all with no regrets
If it would bring you back to me

 

 

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I shouldn't have moved. basicly, i just wanted to say that i'd do anything to be with you again.


Friday, November 30, 2007

i'm crying.

it sucks when your best friend all the sudden isnt your best friend anymore

im hurting.


Tuesday, November 20, 2007

I LOVE HER

I feel like i HAVE to be the one to be there for her. because nobody else will. I feel like i have to be that doesnt let her down. because everyone else has. I WANT TO BE THE ONE TO MAKE A DIFFERENCE. but i know i cant. I love her. and it hurts to see her doing the same thing i am doing.

 

 

sooo...on a different note...im really excited. if things go as planned, im getting some pictures done by Lauren Stonestreet, possibly this weekend. I really like her stuff. It's really unique. and beautiful. I can't wait. (chances are it won't be this weekend....maybe next weekend. or the fallowing week)

 

 

 


Monday, November 12, 2007

numbness like i've never felt it before.

"intentions to sever.

intentions to slice.

i know i said never.

but god, it feels nice."

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i can't feel.

the warmth of a flame

oh god, i can't feel

nothings the same

my thoughts have fled

my sides have bled

oh god i cant feel

the sting of a blade.

 

^^just thoughts

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 


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