﻿<?xml version="1.0" encoding="utf-8"?><rss version="2.0"><channel><title>a_l_a_n's Xanga</title><link>http://www.xanga.com/a_l_a_n</link><description>Latest Xanga weblog from a_l_a_n</description><language>en-us</language><ttl>60</ttl><image><title>The Weblog Community</title><url>http://s.xanga.com/images/xangalogobutton.gif</url><link>http://www.xanga.com/a_l_a_n</link></image><item><title>Tuesday, July 31, 2007</title><link>http://www.xanga.com/a_l_a_n/607378991/item.html</link><guid>http://www.xanga.com/a_l_a_n/607378991/item.html</guid><pubDate>Tue, 31 Jul 2007 21:22:55 GMT</pubDate><description>courtesy of bronty85:&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;a href="http://www.bungie.net/News/content.aspx?type=topnews&amp;amp;link=thesoundofsack" target="_new"&gt;http://www.bungie.net/News/content.aspx?type=topnews&amp;amp;link=thesoundofsack&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;this basically requires that I get a 360 now.&amp;nbsp; and if you give a mouse a cookie, he's going to ask for a high-definition TV.&amp;nbsp; If you give him a HD-TV, he's going to ask for a surround sound system ...&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;btw .. in hawaii until the august 20th!&amp;nbsp; time extended!&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;</description><comments>http://www.xanga.com/a_l_a_n/607378991/item.html#firstcomment</comments></item><item><title>leaving for asia!</title><link>http://www.xanga.com/a_l_a_n/601141486/leaving-for-asia.html</link><guid>http://www.xanga.com/a_l_a_n/601141486/leaving-for-asia.html</guid><pubDate>Sun, 01 Jul 2007 03:42:47 GMT</pubDate><description>hey guys--&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;I will be in Taiwan from July 1-5, then Tianjin from the 5th to the 19th, and Hong Kong from the 19-20th.&amp;nbsp; Back in Hawaii on the 20th.&amp;nbsp; &lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;I'm leaving my cell phone home for my bro, so don't call it until I get back!&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;This is gonna be great ...&amp;nbsp; laters all!&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;Alan&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;</description><comments>http://www.xanga.com/a_l_a_n/601141486/leaving-for-asia.html#firstcomment</comments></item><item><title>i'm back!</title><link>http://www.xanga.com/a_l_a_n/593996317/im-back.html</link><guid>http://www.xanga.com/a_l_a_n/593996317/im-back.html</guid><pubDate>Mon, 28 May 2007 23:47:59 GMT</pubDate><description>helloo all!&amp;nbsp; back in the 808.&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;does anyone have pirates 2?&amp;nbsp; I need to see that before seeing pirates 3.&amp;nbsp; and I should probably watch pirates 1 as a refresher.&amp;nbsp; anyone for a pirates marathon??&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;see you guys all soon!&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;Alan&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;</description><comments>http://www.xanga.com/a_l_a_n/593996317/im-back.html#firstcomment</comments></item><item><title>GRADUATED!</title><link>http://www.xanga.com/a_l_a_n/591827017/graduated.html</link><guid>http://www.xanga.com/a_l_a_n/591827017/graduated.html</guid><pubDate>Sat, 19 May 2007 11:46:17 GMT</pubDate><description>well, almost.&amp;nbsp; it definitely hasn't hit me yet.&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;as sort of a long-due update:&amp;nbsp; diploma ceremony today, and commencement on sunday.&amp;nbsp; bill cosby is our speaker.&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;My parents and brother arrive today.&amp;nbsp; I'm still packing, also trying to figure out what will go into my car and what will go home.&amp;nbsp; After graduation, on monday i'll be driving to newark to spend a week with vanessa.&amp;nbsp; Then i'll be in hawaii starting May 28th, monday, until around August 10.&amp;nbsp; I start work at Accenture as an entry-level grunt on the 27th.&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;This summer I plan on getting back into shape, having fun with friends, reading, maybe, and visiting asia for two weeks in july.&amp;nbsp; Other than that, all I can do is brace for the rest of my life, coming up fast and furious this fall.&amp;nbsp; please help me.&amp;nbsp; I don't want a boring life!&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;All I want, I think, is to be busy at work, to love what I'm doing, to live close to work, and have time to spend time with people I know.&amp;nbsp; that's all I ask!&amp;nbsp; &lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;hope you guys are enjoying yourselves, whether it's at home, getting ready for work, more classes, or whatever.&amp;nbsp; see you guys around!&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;</description><comments>http://www.xanga.com/a_l_a_n/591827017/graduated.html#firstcomment</comments></item><item><title>RICKROLLED!</title><link>http://www.xanga.com/a_l_a_n/591080823/rickrolled.html</link><guid>http://www.xanga.com/a_l_a_n/591080823/rickrolled.html</guid><pubDate>Wed, 16 May 2007 05:30:52 GMT</pubDate><description>&lt;a href="http://youtube.com/watch?v=7sK3AqFYAWQ&amp;amp;mode=related&amp;amp;search=" target="_new"&gt;http://youtube.com/watch?v=7sK3AqFYAWQ&amp;amp;mode=related&amp;amp;search=&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br&gt;</description><comments>http://www.xanga.com/a_l_a_n/591080823/rickrolled.html#firstcomment</comments></item><item><title>Wednesday, May 02, 2007</title><link>http://www.xanga.com/a_l_a_n/587879537/item.html</link><guid>http://www.xanga.com/a_l_a_n/587879537/item.html</guid><pubDate>Wed, 02 May 2007 02:11:41 GMT</pubDate><description>yep .. it's that time again!&amp;nbsp; when you have a million things due and all you find yourself doing is wasting valuable time!&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;a href="http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Yf-F5c6hpMs" target="_new"&gt;http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Yf-F5c6hpMs&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;and for those of you who haven't seen 300 ... shame, shame.&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;</description><comments>http://www.xanga.com/a_l_a_n/587879537/item.html#firstcomment</comments></item><item><title>Wednesday, April 25, 2007</title><link>http://www.xanga.com/a_l_a_n/586273801/item.html</link><guid>http://www.xanga.com/a_l_a_n/586273801/item.html</guid><pubDate>Wed, 25 Apr 2007 00:58:26 GMT</pubDate><description>I can't believe there's only a couple weeks left of life as I know it.&amp;nbsp; Not to be melodramatic or anything, here.&amp;nbsp; The past weeks have been a whirlwind of work and preparation for our largest show of the year.&amp;nbsp; we've kind of limped our way there, but things *cross fingers* are coming together.&amp;nbsp; This show will be awesome!&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;It's amazing to think how my life will change after next summer.&amp;nbsp; No class registration to worry about, no room draw to figure out.&amp;nbsp; No more house parties, no more working to 3-4am, no more world of warcraft instances with my healer sitting across the room from me.&amp;nbsp; No more watching video games played next to me, no more late night half-off dinners, no more credit card roulette.&amp;nbsp; No more dollar movies in mcconomy, no more table shifts, no more student organizations and frantic emails.&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;No more homework!&amp;nbsp; No more all nighters, no more free laundry, no more pittsburgh, no more summer vacations and winter/spring breaks.&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;You know how they say college prepares you for real life?&amp;nbsp; I think college prepares you for real life the same way climbing a tree gets you closer to the moon.&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;How can I not feel regret for losing this crazy whirlwind life?&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;</description><comments>http://www.xanga.com/a_l_a_n/586273801/item.html#firstcomment</comments></item><item><title>Sunday, April 08, 2007</title><link>http://www.xanga.com/a_l_a_n/581969215/item.html</link><guid>http://www.xanga.com/a_l_a_n/581969215/item.html</guid><pubDate>Sun, 08 Apr 2007 13:47:16 GMT</pubDate><description>In a lot of ways, I feel like I've regressed from high school.&amp;nbsp; Sure, now I know how to interview for a job, how to code in php, and maybe how to cook some simple meals.&amp;nbsp; I've gotten older, more jaded, have a more "realistic" view of the world, and all that.&amp;nbsp; But i've lost my love for shakespeare, the ability to play a violin, and do math (seriously ... I can't do ANY math now).&amp;nbsp; I've lost my drive to work hard on my homework, my passions for competitive speech, and so much of my former energy and optimism.&amp;nbsp; Gone are my ambitions to go to law school or to become a senator, to change the environment around me or help those in need.&amp;nbsp; &lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;What happened?&amp;nbsp; Two years ago, I was conned by a man seeming to need help out of $20.&amp;nbsp; Last year, someone asked for bus fare and proceeded to not get on the bus once it came.&amp;nbsp; I learned that panhandlers make enough money to support themselves.&amp;nbsp; There goes the whole charity thing.&amp;nbsp; I've experienced standing on a train for an hour because I yielded my seat to someone; I've learned not to make eye contact with people you don't want to interact with.&amp;nbsp; I've learned not to trust people unnecessarily, that most of the world is still pretty racist, and that most people are as unwilling to open themselves up as you are--which makes them borderline impossible to change.&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;I've learned about the reality of organizational politics, that in general people don't volunteer their ideas, and need to be specifically directed.&amp;nbsp; I've learned that there are reasons why things are the way they are.&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;Where does that leave me?&amp;nbsp; All it seems I can do now is enjoy myself as much as possible--i'm trying--and leave college with good memories.&amp;nbsp; As we all grow up, though, it's sometimes difficult for me to measure what I gain, from what I've lost.&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;Here's to childhood, high school, and your college years.&amp;nbsp; To the unknown, I guess there is a wife and kids to look forward to.&amp;nbsp; To the distant future, there is aging gracefully, a full family (with any luck), and some positive impact on the world.&amp;nbsp; Will I ever get to recover the optimism, energy, activism, and trust of my youth?&amp;nbsp; I hope for a society where this is so--where we can all tap into our inner child.&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;a href="http://www.washingtonpost.com/wp-dyn/content/article/2007/04/04/AR2007040401721.html?hpid=topnews" target="_new"&gt;http://www.washingtonpost.com/wp-dyn/content/article/2007/04/04/AR2007040401721.html?hpid=topnews&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br&gt;</description><comments>http://www.xanga.com/a_l_a_n/581969215/item.html#firstcomment</comments></item><item><title>Monday, March 19, 2007</title><link>http://www.xanga.com/a_l_a_n/578072581/item.html</link><guid>http://www.xanga.com/a_l_a_n/578072581/item.html</guid><pubDate>Mon, 19 Mar 2007 21:40:44 GMT</pubDate><description>I want ice cream.&amp;nbsp; cookies and cream, to be exact.&amp;nbsp; whatever shall I do?!&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;this must be what girls feel like.&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;</description><comments>http://www.xanga.com/a_l_a_n/578072581/item.html#firstcomment</comments></item><item><title>Monday, March 19, 2007</title><link>http://www.xanga.com/a_l_a_n/578020757/item.html</link><guid>http://www.xanga.com/a_l_a_n/578020757/item.html</guid><pubDate>Mon, 19 Mar 2007 13:55:28 GMT</pubDate><description>back to school, time to panic!!!!!!&amp;nbsp; something about spring break makes it impossible to be productive ...&lt;br&gt;</description><comments>http://www.xanga.com/a_l_a_n/578020757/item.html#firstcomment</comments></item></channel></rss>