i miss this stupid thing... this past week has been just crazy. for thanksgiving we were supposed to go to jersey to see our family and then on black friday me and my mom were going to go to new york city with her friend from high school & her 2 daughters buttt my mom got sick so we didnt do any of that. we had a nice thanksgiving though & still went shopping friday but just around here.
but friday night a bunch of us ended up going to the movies. we got tickets for casino royale which was insanely boring. so me, brian, and jerry went to see borat and let me tell you ; funnnnnnnnyyy movie. so it was a good night.
yesterday i had plans to go out with laura until i get a call by one of my brothers friends whos freaking out saying that my brother flipped a quad and broke his arm. so i call my mom who was out grocery shopping and to make a long story short, my brother broke his arm. my dad was in jersey and my mom was at the hospital so it was around 930 when the power goes completely out and i'm by myself so my mom comes and gets me and we stay at the clarion which is near the hospital. this morning i woke up at 630 and went to the hospital. my brother just got out of surgery and my parents are at the hospital with him.
i've just been watching love story movies for the past couple of days since i dont have a love of my own. i think i use it as a substitute for something i dont have..
speaking of that.. i wanna go to semi but i dont have anyone to go with. i might just go alone since i never went ever.
i have to write this stupid english paper and i dont know where to even begin and i dont wnana do it but i have to do good cause i already did bad on a paper.
i'm so stressed , i'm just in one of those self-pity moods..
oh ya.. i have a weird lump in the back of my neck.. to make things even greater | 
& this one will definitely be awesome as well because it's CHRISTMAS !!! i still have a few gifts to get but i'm pretty much set. i wish it would snow though.. there's nothing worse than christmas without snow...
