OK I'll be honest its been a while.....I've been busy...swamped.....then again I was probably just being flaky, bitchy and whatever else have you.......

Anyways.... I am sorry for not writing....I know I know... I totally do miss xanga, and well everyone who USED to come to my page...yeah I know...you guys I'm really sorry.....believe me I so am....but honestly my life has been busy.... but enough about that lame ass story ....

I so have to let all you guys in on this ........ DUH!!!! what else...what else besides falling in love is that important that I actually have to write about....

ok ok....His name is Chris....and if I told you he was perfect.............. yeah your right I'd be lying......... (hahahaha) Hes not....... BUT.....I totally love the guy! I know..for someone whos just so hard to fall in love....I did....it actually happened....GO ME!!! GO ME!!!!GO ME!!!!(does the victory dance ...round and round..smiling like an idiot)

Anyways like I said ...he isn't perfect but I have a list of things to say about him that totally makes him ...makes him...... whats the word.....HIM.... (and yes I love him for all these things no doubt but I think we also deal with other stuff ....coz hey you and I know...I'm not exactly Miss Perfect either!)

Hes totally funny....

Hes hot.... (you should really see his tattoos....I shouldnt go into details now...coz well...I'd wet the chair....so....hehehe maybe I'll get a picture up...if he lets me)

Hes very caring.... let me put it this way....hes VEEEERRRY CARING!!!!

Hes amazing in bed...(OK OK obviously this calls for details... ) in so many words ...I'd insure his tongue and his fingers and his ummmmmm.... well yeah ok lets move on actually.....(the chair remember, lets not wet the fucking chair right....oooook then!!!)

I don't really know what other way to put this... but I'll try...coz you know how sometimes words just don't seem enough ...

Hes the guy I want ... I want to keep forever and ever and the next three milleniums after ever!

I'm happy... he makes me happy and really thats a change... I don't have to get something material or look around real hard for something thats going to make me smile or add a tinge of happiness to my life....no....

I just have to see him (well sometimes all I have to do is just get a message from him) and I'm totally happy!

The big question with everyone always seems to be....but why....why him?

Why did you fall for him...of all people.... whats so special about him?

The thing is...we don't get to choose who we fall in love with.... (thats what I think actually) so it just happened... and when it did....it just felt right.... you know how it is when something just feels right.... and why do I love him....(this being quesion of the year coz ...out of so many guys ....why him right?)

I love him because..... no...no because... I don't love him for anything he has or doesn't have.....I just know I love him.....alot! And hes special because...to me... he just is... I feel like I've known him for like EVER........ I'm totally comfortable with him and I just have this desire to be with him ALLLL the time.... (ok see heres where I just screwed myself over ...coz then we also start to see why I never have time for xanga....ugh.... sorrry)

I know this is Aalex we are talking about........... it is me... and yes I'm saying it.... I think I've finally found the guy.... thee guy!

OK really it is me.... the bitch of year .... sorry Miss Bitch of... well the century... the girl whos always doing whatever....whenever...... uh huh............... yeah....

I'm finally with a guy I want to be with.... also important to note here...a guy whos totally in love with me and I'm ok with this whole thing..... I'm not freaking out, I'm not hiding ... I'm so into him ... (sometimes I think its like a dream....im sure your reading this and going....this isn't the Aalex we know) it is.........IT SO IS....

Ok so.......... like I said.... this was just supposed to be a simple update of my life....I've missed out on alot of you guys pages as welll... but I will be going round....

You know how it is when your happy........ you tend to be all...... happy and.......whats that word again....... yeah...........HAPPY! (hahahaha)

Ok ok..... I will be writing regularly again..... and perhaps to entice my dearest friends/readers back I will be writing about, why girls need to play with themselves in the shower..........

(see I told you....I'm still Aalex....just happier...and totally in love!)

k....meanwhile I love this song.....hope you enjoy it.... and remember....even though bunnies are soft and furry and feel so so luxirious to touch...we do not wipe our ass with them!

Later ....

~Aalex

Well this is it for a while… I leave for Seattle in a few hours .

 I know theres no real enthusiasm in me coz my moms having one of her ideas… ‘if its good lets just stay there…work in the day care center…my family is running there….’

Don’t get me wrong…I’d love to live there…provided I actually had something going for me there…..besides working in a day care …sheesh!

Anyways…I had a blast the last weekend with my friends…I am so going to miss them…and heres the shocker…Sky actually turned up… we actually spoke…(I was partially wasted…so it seemed to be ok…lol) Worse….being in the state I was…drunk…before realizing it was actually him walking towards our table…I actually told Nor… ‘ hey..that guy is kinda cute…!!!!!!!’

I know…I could just shoot myself with a super soaker!!!!!!!!!!!!

Then I realized it was him…I off course forgot my speech which I have had all this time….(coz he was the one avoiding me) Anyways he said he couldn’t let me leave for so long without saying goodbye!!!!!!! Hahahaha RIIIIIIGHTTTTTT….like I said it wasn’t so bad…maybe I was drunk….or maybe he was just nice…either that or he looked really great in that blue shirt!!!!!! LOL

I am soooo pathetic….ugh!!!!!!

Anyways so I’m not gonna be on here for a bit…well I’ll try that’s for sure…steal my cousins comp or something….so yeah this is it for the next month or two!!!!!

I will miss you guys…this site….**********waaaaaaaawwwwaaaaaaaaaaaa ***** sob sob**

Sooooo

Take care guys…be good, don’t drink soya milk thru your nose and no I’m not really the wicked fairy…I’m just wic’ed!!!!!!! (I like the way the Brits say it…..lol)

And I leave you with this amazing song…if nothing else maybe at least you found the song good and meaningful!

Forever

Aalex

"There You'll Be"

When I think back
On these times
And the dreams
We left behind
I'll be glad 'cause
I was blessed to get
To have you in my life
When I look back
On these days
I'll look and see your face
You were right there for me

In my dreams
I'll always see your soul
Above the sky
In my heart
There always be a place
For you for all my life
I'll keep a part
Of you with me
And everywhere I am
There you'll be

Well you showed me
How it feels
To feel the sky
Within my reach
And I always
Will remember all
The strength you
Gave to me
Your love made me
Make it through
Oh, I owe so much to you
You were right there for me

'Cause I always saw in you
My light, my strength
And I want to thank you
Now for all the ways
You were right there for me
You were right there for me
For always

~Faith Hill

lol thejodis..this ones for you.......

Great song you suggested and your comment for my last blog...thanks so much!...

You keep asking what I'm like...lol

Firstly.... on the topic of that song......I think you might wanna know....as much as I think thats a cool song.........I'm not really American...sorryyyyyyyyy!!!!!!ARRRGH...so sorry

ALL AMERICAN GIRL.........lol  ok ok seriously now I feel like I've let you down....

Sorry !!!!!!!! Maybe on writing I could pull off American.....but if you hear me speak...you'd kinda realize I have a more British accent......LOL

Well if you do want to know what I'm like...I will tell you a little about me...ok

I'm insane...obviously.....once you've read my site here...you kinda already start to suspect this....when you keep reading....you confirm it with every blog!!!!!!!

I'm probably one of the few self acclaimed bitches on earth! AND PROUD OF IT!!!!!!***totally beaming with pride and admiration......***

I like saying what I want....if I want to say it...then 'FUCK I WILL!!!!' My friends/readers on xanga...they kinda already know how I am...alot of them are pretty much used to me...lol I totally love all my readers....
for those who don't like what I write...REMEMBER....ITS MY GODDAMN PAGE....SO YOU KINDA KNOW WHAT TO DO....RIGHT...YEAH....THE DOOR IS OPEN...SO GET THE FUCK OUTTA HERE!!!!!!!!!!!!! (now see for those who know me.... they would go like...that is soooo her!!!!!!!!!!!...but they know who I mean it for....and they know its not them...coz they have comments from me on their page....and always nice comments!) Either that or they would go like....'screw you too Aalex..' and at the end of the day....its all cool........coz then we both know that we are all insane here on xanga! lol JUST LETTING OFF STEAM!

I am nocturnal....i love nights more than days...
I am stupid...this was proven to me today by my cousin who is equally stupid....I'd rather ride the tube than get my ex pick me up in his new BMW....***whateverrrrrr**
I am still your average girl who likes girly things....shopping...branded goods....name it...I probably have it...prada, Gucci..Louis Vuitton(i once had a pic of some of my LV goods on here....yeah and that was just SOME...hahahaha), so yeah pretty much your basic girl!
I may seem bisexual at times....but I'm not really....lol
I travel alot...I've been Italy, America, England, Holland, Germany, Greece, almost all of asia...well so far thats what I remember!
I don't have a real rock collection....**sigh** what a topic that would have made huh, I know...HOURS AND HOURS OF ENTERTAINMENT....talking about the different kinds of rocks....moss growing on the rock....**yawn*** like I said HOURS of entertainment! sorry just don't have any rocks!

Finally...I'm all for love...yes...this is important...I have a knack of burning bridges that wern't quite built yet.... on account of love (yes this is a something that just happened as well)....doing the unlikely on account of love...stabbing myself with blunt spoons and trying to saw off my legs with a butter knife....all on account of love....but I very very seldom actually FALL in love....ummm twice...in all my life! But when I love someone...theres nothing I won't do for them!

So to sum things up......I'm this insane bitch....whos just so 'in your face', thats not quite bisexual, who doesn't give a rats fuckin ass.....about what the world thinks of me...I dont need people tellin me I'm stupid....hahahaha coz I already know it....I'm a genius like that...ya know... But believes in love...and is actually quite a nice girl once you put it all together....AND YES I LOVE BLOWIN MY OWN HORN....too...

HAHAHAHAHA..............oh and I'm fairly ez going as well...

Honestly if you know me...then you'll know I'm actually ok.....

(after taking my meds....that is)

so you guys have a good day....I gotta pack clothes...I'm leaving remember...well not just yet...but soon...

so Mr.TheJodis...I hope if nothing else...you had a great laugh while I tried to answer your question!

LATER GUYSSSSS~Aalex

OFF Course you can rap a blog….But I dunno…..

You check it out…if its good…..lemme know!

Ok ok so I’ve been rappin it all day like this….the guys I hang with started this shit….

and now HECK!…..I just can’t seem to shake it…

Went to meet up with my crew today….I’m leaving soon for quite a bit

…so yeah………. I’m gonna miss their shit!!!!

We’ve made plans for the weekend for some serious partyin ‘

 lol like I was movin away to Greenland or somethin’

I guess its just the sick feelin of goin to some place I don’t even wannaa be at…

But hey its Seattle, I can get all the Starbucks lattes I want,  make that LOW FAT!!!!!!!

Though its no fun without my crew…it’ll just be like doing ice myself,

or hash or  speed….  NO FUN!!!!!! Kidding …I care about mah health!

Nor is just killin me with stories of her lover boy  ….

Ugggggggh….lucky bitch… Think I need to get me a toy!

I’m thinking 6’3 German mix…goes by the name…Aleks

HAHAHA yeah yeah I know….but HEY its just SEX!

He’s hot….and I’m ezzay

To me, babyyyyyyy

Size dun matta , if he knows the game,

What matters is at the end……….. .I CAME!!!!! lol

Noras stories are makin me hornyyyyyyyyyyyy…..

Lol  YEAH YEAH…….I know…..GO MEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I feel I need  a guy to do me right….

But in the end I know….I’ll leave….say goodnight

Coz you all know…I’m still in love with sum guy

UGHhhhhhhh God pleasseeeee ………….tell me WHYYYYYYYYYYYY? lol

But as you can see, its been over almost  a year….didn’t go my way..

Pffffffffffff!!!f yeah yeah…what can I say!!!

………what I ALWAYS SAY…I’m just ….STUCK!

GOTDAMMMMMMM……WHAT THE…………..

 hey I’m still just some chick…

So HELL yeah I need some dick….

 LOL…. you guys know what I mean…..

This is Aalex…. I’m just comin clean…..

I need a ride,

A rub, a slide

Goin down, givin head….

Helll…..yeah take it all the waaaaaaaay to bed!

Gotta heed

The need

To RAWK

The CAWK!!!!

 Yeah I know (giggles)… ME and mah ATTITUDE……..

But you know me,….. its AALEX…….so hey just chill, dude!

HAHAHAHA ok ok now I think I have to go…to your sites…make my stops

This is xanga people…its what we do….write, read, comment….leave eprops!

OH and HEY if you find this lame….

Its not me remember…….it’s my friends, they started it…they’re to blame!

I know……this is really fun….but I gotta blaze

Don’t get used to it….I think its just a phazeeee

OK OK now I really have to stop this shit…before it gets old

But I can’t help it…DAMNNNNNNN I’m onna Roll!!!!!!!!!!

Honestly,  I think I could go on…long bloges that’s my thing…about the guys…the gurls the SEX…….

Ok OK OK I HEAR YAAAAAAA……….peace I’m out!~Aalex