yah...

what a busy weekend i've had. riverbank's colorguard had a weekend camp. it started on friday at six pm and went all the way through yesterday at about seven pm. i would have stayed there the whole weekend but i had to work sunday 3am-11:30. the busy-ness that is my life never seems to end.

i don't really feel all that stressed out but i think it's stressing my body out. my body is acting weirdly and i know it's exhausted(well, i'm exhausted too!). but yah, i need a vacation but there's no way i can take one any time soon.

so i'm auditioning for my school's dance company tomorrow and i'm nervous. it's not going to be anything that i have to do by myself but i haven't had to audition for anything in a while. just think of me tomorrow around like 3:30-5. mahalo.

my week is going to be kinda busy again-school, work (i'm by myself this week cuz michelle is on vacation), and riverbank (our first show is saturday). so yah, my sanity will be tested once again.

i'll try to update more often like i always say. but this time, i think i really will.

bye!

hey xanga-sters! long time no write/type. but here i am! i think i'm going to post this on myspace too. i just want everyone to have the option to read what i have to say.

so yah, life in general kicks my growing bootay! free moments like this are very sparce. if i'm not at work, working my bizarre 3am-11:30am shift, i'm at school taking classes that are difficult for me(history of ca, english 103 and math 101), or i'm taking hip hop/jazz or modern OR i'm at riverbank teaching. omg! let's just talk about crazy busy! but i did get paid at rhs so i am feeling a little better.

if only ryan would pay me...nough said

so random but everyone at work was talking about sex this morning. lol. it started the other day when we got these new condom products. one is a vibrating ring that you can use with or without a condom. it lasts 20 minutes and it's like $11! well everyone has been noticing it and talking about it causing the general topic of sex to come up. i don't mind that conversation, it's a natural thing to talk about but i am 22 years old and everyone else that is talking about it is late 30's plus. it makes it a little interesting. i'm not really participating in the convo but i'm definitely hearing it. lol.

the other day i was asked by a co-worker if i was going to get my perv on. lol. a lady i work with was having a pleasure party and i was invited and didn't go but i looked at the catalogue. and this co-worker likes to make fun of me for my 'innocence' and so he was teasing me about purchasing some stuff from the catalogue. and i asked him why he wanted me to so badly and he said 'i'm just wondering if you are going to get your perv on. do you want to get your perv on?' the people i work with-sheesh!

so i'm so in love with 'so you think you can dance' and i think it's motivating me more and more to be a better dancer. i live for dance and the feeling i get when i let loose and fall into the dance's spell. it's just so awesome! and in modern today we worked with a partner and got to add some improv and do cannoning together. i had such a cool partner and we really had fun together even though we messed up a little when we performed it. i can't wait for my next opportunity to dance, even if it's in my room tonight before i go to bed. call me weird, but like i said, it's my life!

well, my homework is piling up so i need to go! it's been fun chatting with you xanga(and myspace).

hasta lasagna...don't get any on ya

pammy

Currently Listening Never Gone By Backstreet Boys see related

i'm sorry i haven't been on here in so long! do you forgive me? i hope so.

so i've been real busy with work and teaching at riverbank so i haven't been able to get on here.

not too much is new. well, for those of you who don't know, i got promoted to a gm/hbc clerk at work. my job in a nutshell is stocking health and beauty products. it's cool. the hours are usually like 3-noon so it was hard to get used to at first. the pay isn't different but i will get raises like every 500 hours so i should be getting one soon.

riverbank started about 3 weeks ago. we're actually doing a marching season this year. it's so different compared to the experience i had at beyer. and this is my first time teaching a marching season show too. but yah, everything is smaller. i'm used to beyer which is a really big program. but yah, we're doing pretty well. it's exciting cuz it's a new experience. but it's frustrating cuz it's small and the guard is bigger than the band and it's outside-y'know, all that fun stuff. but let me tell you, i can't wait for winter season! we are going to kick but and kick the girl's butts! we want to do so much better than last year and i think it's acheivable. and plus, we want to go to the vegas regional! haha! but yah, it's all about the fundraising cuz we need the big bucks to do any of this.

ummm, life at home is about the same except for kelly moved out and kimberly moved back in. but it's all good i guess. i'm still here and having a fabulous time. i don't want to move out cuz it really annoys my dad and it's funny for me.

i just bought the mark brusario cd and i highly recommend it. i'm totally feeling that genre of music. i get so disgusted when i put on the radio and i don't even recognize the songs and none of them are appealing to me. i just like discovering my own music no matter if other people know them or like them. i want to listen to music i like and not the music that clear channel wants me to like.

i should get going to bed now. i work at 5am. not too early but i still need some sleep.

nice chatting on here. like i said, it's been a while.

peas out!

pamela

i hate when that happens. ok well i'm back.

so yah, i'm suburnt. the bottom of my boobies and my bum is burnt so certain clothing irritates me. i'm using aloe vera to help me out. it's doing it's job.

as i always say, i will try to update in here more often.

here's some pics to hold you over.

my family

me

me and eileen making the 'kissy face'

a bugah

a bugah

::silent laugh::

my little niece, pistol. so cute

hey there! i know it's been days but here i am. i do read everyone's entries though. so yah, here i am.

well, for those who don't know, i got a promotion at work. i am no longer a courtesy clerk. i am now a gm clerk (general merchandise). my main position is hbc(health and beauty care). i will get thrown around in other departments as well, such as floral and bakery. i'm so happy. the only downside is the hours. it's as early as 3am. but on the upside, i get off early. i will get raises more often so i'm looking forward to that as well. my first one will only be like 5 cents cuz i'm making more than the starting pay.

i leave for hawaii in less than two weeks. i will be gone the 14-21. i cannot wait. i'm going with my family to oahu. i have not lost weight like i wanted to but i have been laying out (i burned my butt yesterday). i just am so excited to spend quality time with my ohana in the aloha state. it's going to be so fabulous.

nick and i are still going strong. i don't know why it would be any other way. any empty void i may have had in my life has been filled by him. i'm sooo happy!

well my comp batter is gonna die.