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Interests: photography, poetry, music, theology, philosophy, spirituality, living, loving, laughing, listening, tiggers, creativity, paranormal activity and phenomenon, energy, bodies of water, connecting with nature and finding signs within it, light and the reflection of light physically and spiritually, road trips, quiet time, friends and family...and many, many other things of which i may add later.
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Friday, November 16, 2007

motherfucker

motherfuckincocksuckinsonofabitch!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
piceofshitmotherfuckers!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


i dont' know who kevon or k'von is but last night he came to me as i began to dream. so k'von who ever you are, where ever you are, i hope all is well with you my friend. i will keep you in my thoughts and prayers. may  your angels stay close by you and guide you.


Thursday, November 01, 2007

Currently Listening
Playing the Angel
By Depeche Mode
track #1 - a pain that i'm used to
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shattered

racing to
racing fro
watch them come
watch them go.

pitter patter
torn and tattered
ripped from within
mangled and splattered.



Monday, October 29, 2007

Currently Listening
Diva
By Annie Lennox
track #7 - little bird
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lambs and birds

thinking...

always...

thinking...

the curse
that carries - me
to my hearse.

should it
could it
would it

shoulda
coulda
woulda

do
did
didn't

want
wanting
wanted

broken
unbroken

near
far
here
there

retract
retrieve

fly but not left
flown but not home

IN this moment

and THIS moment

and this MOMENT

i want to come home.

floating slow
urning reels
find relief unsealed.

alone
and not alone
and still.
          not.
               home.


Tuesday, July 31, 2007

another dream

weird dream again last night. i have almost come to dread these things. i haven't been feeling very well the last few days so maybe that has something to do with the dream, i don't know. but in my dream there was this lady who gave me reiki which actually was kind of cool, but i think it was a friend of mine's mom, not completely sure, but that's who came to mind. not so odd i suppose except i know she has been in poor health and it seems when i dream about people like this that sometimes it is followed by their death. how fucked up is that? i hope that is not the case, but with some of my previous experiences like that it has been. :(



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