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| Feels like there is so much more to say but......hey whats up yeah its been awhile but yeah busy. this entry is for only the ones that really care.....but basically for my own to get things thought out. Today i'm sick but i finally rihgt now started feeling better. But after work i started listening to a song....and it makes me sad because i can relate to it in so many ways. Thinking is probably a bad thing. but all of sudden as i was listening to it i just want to cry and i can't remember the last time i cried. It hit me some where i didn't know anything could. and i was talking to some friends on msn and it made me realize so many things bout school and my friends. Sometimes i just wish i could crawl up in a ball and be invisible then ntohing would really matter. well i'm going to go laters | | |
| Thanksgiving....and other thingsHey everyone, I've been busy with homework and working....not too fun your saying....this I know. Just doing my homework when I decided need to do xanga haven't wrote anything in a while. Today is also THANKSGIVING hurray for that b/c i'm not too sure if I would have lasted with school.....its not going so well this year...One grade is really really bad.... . I've been trying and trying to get it up but it just seems to get worse. This last weekend was so stressful....I couldn't help but just fall down into tears (literally). Oh well its in the past and this is a new week....which is going to go a lot better. While reading a book called.....well i'm not for sure...but it was a really good book and this guys father committed suicide when he was really small the boy knew that he did this b/c he found him like that with music blaring...(i'll come back to that part) but then he didn't want his mom to know he knew his dad committed suicide so for all these years the mom told him something totally different and all the boy could think about was committing suicide himself....you should read it its really good. but going back to the blaring music, the song was called Adagio by Albinoni...i sort of like the song....but if you don't like symphony music or like orchestra music you won't like this song....but at least read the book. This year i've been reading a lot....and actually like to....never before have i like to read well not really. I Got to see my Brother Jacob today ......I was excited that he got to come down and spend thanksgiving with us. Angie and Caleb (another brother) with us also....then after we ate Angie went and got her mothers new puppy and it is soooo so cute.....oh yeah and Brooster got to come also....he is cute also. Hope everyone had as great of a time as I did.......or even better. Much Love, Abbie | | |
| How is everyone? I just got back from visiting my grandma in Colorado about 2 days ago. I had fun....of course i did b/c i got out of meade kansas.  Although i missed some people. Seen my sister at the BBQ that my uncle was haveing for our family and his family.....I played horseshoes......i'm not good at that.lol Have to work alot this week as usual. but yet i'm glad to go back to work and enjoy making new problems for myself.....blah. It always seems there is some kind of fighting going on at work...why can't people just get along and be nice to eachother.? Oh My Gosh you will never believe this but i actually got a tan not this white arms no more. so happy. I'm probably going to rearange my room hopefully tomorrow. I found out that i'm more relaxed and not so tensed in Colorado.lol. When I got back from Colorado it seemed like time for reality....all these stupid problems were occuring and it was horrible. I don't understand why people lie just doesn't seem like its needed. Well for those people i guess they need to. Don't you just sometimes wish you could just quit your life......just pick a new and better life not so complicated but then you think after a while of that life then it would probably just get even more complicated....oh well. At my Grandmas house i took her to watch a movie we watched Pirates Of The Carribean.....It was ok not the best movie i've seen but it was ok. well Thats all can think of to say so i'm going to go. talk to you all later. Much Love,
~Abby J.~ | | |
| Hey, what has everyone been up to lately? I've been bored and working so yeah.... I played tennis yesterday with Nikki and that was pretty fun. Then got home and everything has to turn to good to worse.....earlier at work was terrible. Then when i got home it was not much better. Then i got up at 6:00 am this morning and went on a jog that was relaxing. What would you do if someone wanted you to tell them something but it might really hurt them by telling this secret that everyone pretty much knows....? Then you feel really bad keeping it from them...would you tell them or would you just try and let it pass? I hate these kind of problems. And this person is the only one with enough guts to tell this other person and answering what they think personally and truthfully. I just want to go away and forget everything and have no worries but of course thats not going to happen everywhere you go there will always be problems, right? you know the only time i usually repost is when i have some kind of problems....hmmm. Maybe its just a way to get out of having to face the real world or maybe its the only way i can tell or explain it. I'm so much better at listening then talking. sometimes i just wish i could vanish or maybe even be deaf and not have to be able to hear things then i wouldn't know anything about anyone....and maybe i wouldn't have these stupid retarded problems.....nahhh at least it sounded good. I'm going to my grandmas house soon thank goodness i need it badly. I miss her and colorado so badly it almost seems like colorado is my home state. I wish i lived there colorado just seems so much peacefuller maybe that why but when you actually live there it prolly isn't as wonderful as i think it is. Well i'm going to go ponder somemore while getting ready for work....catchya guys later much love to all.
Abigail | | |
| Hey everyone....I know its been awhile like usual...idk why i haven't been too busy strange....just prolly really stressful. You know how summers are supposed to get you relaxed and stuff well its not....its about the same as during the school year....oh well i'll get over it hopefully. lol I've been going to Dodge alot latelly helping my mother with her summer school kids...i'm learning quite a bit of sign language just watching them do it....and some form the book i've been studing. yeah i know that summer is supposed to be not studing time but i just couldn't keep myself away from it...lol actually its not too hard..lol. Have to go to the dentist tomorrow. blah. yeah and i've been goiing through alot of minutes on my phone...texting people all the time.lol at least i have a job to pay for my own minutes. Hope everyones summer is going really good...sorry if its not my best sympathy to get better...lol. well hmmm...we got quite a few new people working at the store...geez. training them is like trying to train a cough drop to grow legs or jump by itself. well i'm going to go do something i have nothing else to write so catchya all later....love to all...
Abby | | |
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