13 days short

... of my 6 month non-posting anniversary. I couldn't hold out any longer. I don't even know if anyone remembers or cares that I have a xanga. I sure didn't remember or care, until today.

I'm not sure what prompted me to post. Perhaps it's the fact that I'm turning a new leaf in general: for some reason I like running (but now my knee is unjured so it does me no good), I'm eating better and feeling healthier than ever, I got lots of cleaning and laundry done today, I've been reading good books again, and tonight I'm cooking a delicious, vegetarian meal for my grandparents. None of that looks very impressive on paper, but it either stems from or creates (can't tell which) an attitude- and heart-change. The motivation is what excites me.

I feel like my weekend just started but it's almost over! I wish I could say the time I wanted was out of reach, but I fear I watched it march right past in front of my nose and didn't reach out to grab it. At least I spent last night catching up with a dear friend, instead of watching two teams I know and care nothing about battle it out on the field. To those of you who watched it with friends- I'm glad to hear it! Football parties can be heaps of fun. I just didn't have access to one, so I made my own fun.

I think everyone should read a John Piper book. Just one. Of course, you have the option to read as many as you like, but I think his main point appears in all of his books: glorify God by exulting in and enjoying Christ. It sounds simple, but it's revolutionary. It will change all your motivation, thought life, desires and emotions, and subsequently your actions, words, and decisions. (The one I'm reading is about desiring God as it relates to finding joy. If you want the exact title, just ask and I'll check for you.)