I have a job interview at Napa tomorrow. It's still far from what I want to be doing, but at least if I work there I won't be working weekends and nights and basically having my life sucked out of me. Oh yeah, and I'll be making enough money that I can live in Brooks's apartment, which right now I am far from doing.

Other than that, everything else in my life is the same as it was a week ago.

I was looking through my graduation cards - both HS and college - last night and thinking about how much better my life seemed back when I graduated high school and seemed on my way to great things - or at least good things. I don't know how I'd feel then if you told me that now I couldn't even buy a 'real' job interview after I left college. I know it happens to a lot of people, but I always had thought I'd avoid being one of those people. I feel like such a disappointment for still grubbing for work.

A. Bob

I still don't have a job...I still don't have an interview...but there's a reason to be confident.

Last night, Mark's brother Scott became the latest person to try to help me out. A fellow Ball State alum, Scott is apparently a whiz with resumes and said he'd take a look at mine. I saw his and he sure seemed to know what he was doing. Better yet, he says he knows a guy named Chris Cooley (not the Redskins TE) who played NFL Europe and knows people in the industry and would pass me along.

It just made me think about how many people are TRYING to help me. Levin tried, my mom has tried, my uncle Don has tried, my grandparents have tried, and there are more that I am not remembering, I'm sure. With all these people looking out for me, you'd think I HAVE to find something eventually, right?? I mean, I'm a bright kid with no black marks and a lot of experience...SOMETHING has to be out there for me.

Not much else to tell right now...I'm still working at the theater, looking forward to Cubs Trip (less than 3 weeks now), and preparing to move in with Brooks and CFD, coming in July. I'm really looking forward to that. I love my family and will miss home, but I feel like I'm past the point that I should be living here.

A. Bob

Haha, cancel whatever I said in my last entry.

I suppose the great thing about girls is if you know them for more than about a week and a half, you inevitably find a reason not to like or date them. There are exceptions but it seems like there's a rule.

But thank you to all you great ones who don't follow it.

A. Bob