yet again i am torn between doing things my own way, or going the way i know God wants me to go...

regardless of my past, regardless of my track record to become immune to the abominations i commit against my Lord, i will follow Him because i know it is best...

xanga, goodbye yet again...maybe someday i will be able to write/read/search on xanga without letting myself get too involved several hours per day.

thank You Lord, without You, i'd let myself do what is no good for me. thank You for leading me in the light, as i have asked for You to do so many times. thank You so much. I love You.

-bj