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| | remember that one line he said in  lil troy :: wanna a be a "balla".
oh snap :D, story of my life right here!!
pain is good. pain is your friend. pain tells you your still alive.
*benches forty five.* (yes, just the bar) -_-
   
just another girl.
while staying in san diego last night i did some thinking. i was in maria's room while listening to her problems about some dude, blah blah blah the ususal junk, the guy is a dick -- strings her along -- leaves mix messages -- doesn't call her -- calls her -- forgot to take his bipolar medication -- texts her three days later -- needs to put his sassauge somewhere and mistakens her for a refrigerator. and since the begining of time, arose that infamoulsy age old question: why are girls so attracted to guys who more then often act like a jerk? and with that being said, why is it that if given the oppertunity, they go dashing back into their arms?
now unless the man is some sort of womanizer, i came to a ridiculous yet dignifying conclusion. perhaps girls are attracted to dicks because 98% of the time they act ... well, like a douche bag? but for that remaining two percent, the man is capable and is bound to finally expose his softer more compassionate side towards her, thus leaves her hanging for more. putting up with more. coming back for more. the feeling of being the only girl in his life whose meaningful to him even when treated the sh'ttiest, will have them missing him. because they think theres something there when really theres not. he's already gone and done with it, and she only catches on when its too late and butt hurt.
the theory goes a guy wants to be a girls first passion, and girls want to be a man's last romance. women tend to think more with their left side of the brain the emotional side, where as men tend to think on the right, the logical side. girls will sit and repeatedly over analyze where their relationship went wrong how it went wrong what they did wrong, when a guy will suck it up discard the entire relationship and move onto the next. now tell me, isn't what he doing being logical? isn't what hes doing the same advice we always tell our girlfriends? "oh forget about him, you'll find someone new."
so why aren't we attracted to the over the top kind and gentle not so bad boy type. well for starters, it doesn't spark that whole "i'm important i'm the only one he treats like this i'm special in his heart" feeling. it's awesome if he's nice to everyone, but then you don't that unsurpassed feeling you do with a jerk. perhaps it's innate in all of us human beings to want that challenge. like a chick flick movie about mending the heart of a beast. and although you realize this won't be forever, you'll do anything to leave any lasting impression, but "logically", to him you'll always be "just another girl".
in the end thats what it comes down to. girls will continue on to be cursed with a vexation of chasing men that will never change. maybe thats what we deserve for being able to fake good orgasms. hey not to be out done, but guys can fake entire relationships.
"priceless"
i got an offer at my job the other day to become a supervisor. but they can just put that in their pipe and smoke it. in a nutshell being employed has turned me against the entire u.s. economy like a mother. when you dumb it down, america's gross domestic product is $13,323 billion. coming in at a whopping number one next to japan whose gdp is four times less. the u.s.'s population is 301 million which is not a lot when compared to say china's. however the labor force in this country is 152 million a 2:1 ratio, (ha gyea i know. only in america can half the population be coasting out on welfare. contradicting here but god i love this country. live the american dream!!) and by me working at this pathedic job i am officially considered part of the working class. oh whoopee. therefore by doing the math, to my apalling discovery, i am worth a stinking $44,262 to this u s of a. and you see abercrombie only rubs in your face if following the theories of economics correctly. a buisness's soul purpose is to maximize profits, and it would be a straight shot to the foot by hiring and paying employeees -- unless they can produce more products then what you are paying them. so gyea im not too stoked on working right now lol. it is rumored we spent a trillion on the war, and here i am sitting in lesser value then a sitting 2006 bmw. i swear when the aliens invade planet earth, we americans are like sooo getting eaten first.
anyways i don't think im going to take the promotion. my salary will not substantially raise and i'll just be nailed down with 3249824123619.5 more hours. well, i could use the extra hours except im pushing twenty two units, working at a suicide depression hotline, volleyballing with the flu, v.p. of the csm science club, speaker/represenative of the smoke free san mateo county advocates (hold your tomatoes, until i can duck and cover. okay now throw), editor of some newspaper i don't even know what is about :| oh yea and i almost got into a car crash but thats not the scary part. the shocker was almost having a mascara brush shoved into my right eye. and it would be a cold day in hell before i admit to my own defeat so i don't need anymore hours!! <:|
hi i like really suck at what i do and so far im the only employee who does not have the balls to slam someone when i catch them stealing. and lets be honest here. the entire objective of having a supervisor around, is to one stop the drinking in the back, and "supervise" anyone who is just effing around. which is currently what all of us happen to be doing after we clock in. they think by having me as a supervisor, i could get those same people i screw around with to stop. hmm, i guess i could be a hard ass, but it's just not in my nature to do so. and so i rather not. i rather let some sh't slide here and there then waste my time on stupid write ups. truthfully the only time something ever went too wrong from drinking was when eric got buzzed off belvederes ... while still assigned on a register. eeep, and heres the breakdown to those of you who never worked retail. the last last laaaaaast thing you ever want to hear during closing hour is: "uh, eh, :X the register is below x dollars. ooopy." cause say if it is only down by a minuscule twenty bucks, no matter what the circumstances may be, it pretty much illustrates how your not very responsible and didn't do too good of a job with handling money. oh and lets not forget those managers who don't even take sh't oops i mean excuses. psh, those managers aren't too common though. but just in case, can't say i didn't warn you. ;]
don't get me too wrong, and don't get too discouraged. being a supervisor does have it's perks. i would get dental and health insurance and veto off managers orders given to people on the floor. but see i already got the insurance, and i already talk back and blow off my managers :D. well at least now maybe they can offer the position to someone who wants the insurance. why can't they just offer those benifits to anyone who needs it? eff them effing effers. ha, i sound like such a socialist. "equality for everyone and their moms dude!!". just minus the whole ciggerette in my hand and rocking a cool pair of shades. oh and for the record never never never mistaken a socialist for following communism. because it tends to be the communist who "gravitate" towards socialism. socialism usually flows more steady with liberal ideas except liberals or democrats like gap. and see gap is a monopoly, therefore making it afiliated of capitalism, and when you root it all back: "socialist don't wear gap." - matt pevey | | | Posted 1/9/2007 11:35 PM - 1 view
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