My family, friends, and friends who are like family to me are the coolest in the world.

My Valentine's Day:   

I woke up and my mom took me to breakfast. Then I got to school on time for maybe the 5th time this semester. Julie gave me a treat bag on the way to second hour. Adam made beautiful cupcakes and gave me one. Mackenzie gave me a Valentine. I got two Valograms from Julie and Marissa. I got to sing for Valograms. Julie got me some gorgeous earrings. My mom got me a necklace, earrings, a candle, and some chocolates. My Gramma called to wish me a happy Valentine's day. I slept forever and didn't go to school today.

Try and compete with that.

I didn't even get a callback for the musical and I told them I didn't want a part with no lines so yeah I'm not going to be in it. Oh well there's always next year. Some really talented people are in it though so I would suggest going to see it.

I was pretty mad at my choir class today bc they know I'll do anything especially to help someone and maybe 8 people voted for me to be an uglyman. Tressa and Rachel made me feel better though bc they said they told everyone to vote for me and some people did.

After about 5 days of visiting the counseling office I finally get to change my classes! I have 4 classes with Julie now and 2 of them are my history ones which is fantastic bc I'm pretty challenged in there and yeah.

Oh yeah and last but not least yesterday I was on the playground with my kids at work when I realized that someone moved their trailer into the hospital parking lot! Haha!

Today I was walking in the hall in front of the computer lab lady and yelled to Julie about how my hair hasn't fallen out yet. I should turn her in for saying what she did about my hair. I hold my hair dear to my heart. I mean it has its good and bad days but its always there for me to dye it whenever I want to.

Musical auditions are tomorrow, which I'm really excited about, but I've realized that I might just have to quit my job to be in it considering that I work from 3:45 to 6:00 every day. So that sucks. But I have a feeling this is what I want to do with my life so I need all the experience I can get. Things tend to work themselves out when they're meant to happen.

Firsts of 2005: Got drunk, tried drugs(DEFINITELY didn't like them!), made-out, drove a car by myself, almost got arrested(for being around pot which I wasn't planning on smoking), went to some bars, spent the night at these random guys house from the bar(it was w/ my sister and her roommate of course), amazed college kids w/ my chugging skills.

New Years Resolutions for 2006: Get my damn liscence(!), write my novel, sing for a band and not pass up ANY opportunities w/ singing, make Mr. Krutka fall in love w/ me.

Well I got my first paycheck at my new job the other day. So definitely it was only $80! I about shit myself! I'm not sure what it is, but even though Julie and I come and go together, she ALWAYS ends up w/ about 30 more dollars than me.

Either way I haven't even really had time to pick out really good presents for everyone which bothers me bc I like giving more than I like getting.

I think I might have had another panic attack the other day. Probably bc I had to go from school to work then back to school for a choir concert. Haha but then I went to the mall in my choir dress and people were laughing at me which I can't exactly get mad about bc I would've laughed at myself too. Stay safe and don't drink too much liquer!!!!!!!