Currently Listening Everyday Behavior By Mêlée see related

well this kinda sucks doesn't it? I think so. things are going okay at home AND at school I think I passed all my finals except math I'm positive I failed I didn't even try I just sat there filling in d c and e because those letters are in PERFECT RED. speaking of perfect red they're having a show on Saturday and I have a ride and everything but no one to go with. Polet is going and Sherry MIGHT go but I just don't feel safe with just two people you know? I don't know its kind of messed up. I think Sherry is one of the coolest friends I have she hasn't even heard one of PR's songs and she was like "yeah I'll go totally" like people like that are awesome because they don't give a care if the band sucks as long as they make their friends happy then its all that matters right? I don't know I thought that was really cool of her. um I don't know right now I'm kinda bummed about that Perfect Red thing I know I'll get over it but like they're one of my favorite bands at the moment and I'm afraid they'll break up like bear vs. shark did you know?

I've been thinking about getting a new xanga. I won't shut this one down or anything because it has too many memories but I think I need to start something new.new xanga, new year you know?

I'm over missing my mother I'm more mad at her than anything I don't even want to talk to her right now. She makes all these decisions thinking of only herself and it kind of makes me mad and resentful towards her.

So here I am listening to ghetto Spanish music and typing in proper English. is that weird or what?

hah I'm out I guess.