what makes the unknown so terrifying? makes you want to throw out your plans and just live for the today, but then again... what is it they say? "fail to plan is a plan to fail..." school taught me that. --- soo.. after 3 years of: "insufficient loading of knowledge" aka. "narcoleptic visits to the library" aka. "unproductive decisions to relax my mind in front of the tv" aka. "poor study habits," i finally realize why i've been so SMART. Entering my frickken 4th year of college, it's quite a frightening conclusion that THIS IS MY LAST CHANCE to "do the best that i can." hahaha. with that, i've been good = been studying. i've come to the understanding that: college is hard. anyone 2nd that? hahaha, man i crack myself up. anywhoooo... so i've been slightly cracked out, not FINALS-TIME cracked out, more burnt-out-with-the-overflow-of-information-i-try-to-"load in"-before-my-exams cracked out. it's gotten to the point where i say things i don't really mean, like going to madam maams instead of la madeline, mimicking random humming tunes with my roommateee, and all sorts of craziness. the big WOW of this whole entry was that, first of all, you put up with my psycho babble hahahah NICE <3 and 2nd of all, School isn't everything, if you think it is, i pity you. You can't win in this world--look cute/be charming (it'll work wonders for your self esteem)--have fun while you can--and live with the decisions you have made--become wiser--learn from your mistakes--and never give up... in due time, he said. and in due time, it shall be. i hope you laugh twice as much as you smile today. LASTLY..... almost forgot... HOOOK 'EM!!! | 
