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  • It's not all about you, Ken.

    That's what I should have said to Ken, my father, last night when I told him about my brother and I's plan to kidnap my gramma, Ken's mother, and take her on a surprise urban adventure. I actively and strongly don't want…

  • Where to Start?

    I feel happy. And, I feel stressed/tense. I have been noticing these two feelings occurring together a lot lately. What I mean when I say that I feel stressed/tense is this: I have deadlines coming up and I'm not sure I'…

  • IM to a friend

    I did it - I broke things off with Kaz. amidst a bunch of tears, but I stuck to my guns. he was sad for himself, but not heartbroken, which is reasonable, I mean, things hadn't really gotten very far. mostly he was conce…

  • Sex Dreams

    Two sex dreams Sunday morning. One with my favorite former manager, who is still a colleague, and who is MARRIED. He said in the dream that he doesn't get any from his wife. The other with a cute classmate (no one in rea…

  • Off to a Bad Start

    After lunch yesterday, I started a nap at 4 p.m. yesterday, woke up at 7 p.m., went back to sleep, woke up at 10 p.m. Took the dogs out, fed them dinner, ate dinner myself. Went back to sleep at midnight, maybe 12:30 a.m…

  • Ideas for healing PTSD

    From: http://www.mhsanctuary.com/ptsd/chattrans.htmTim: What is the treatment for PTSD? How does one heal? I know that is a general question? but what should be we working on?Drlaurarussell: LOL, you want me to give all …

  • Saying "No"

    Ken called last night between 8:30 and 9 p.m. I was startled. I had run to answer the phone and was not expecting him on the other end of the line. "We'd like to have you over for dinner tomorrow night. Fish. When [Lexin…

  • Friday Night Blahs

    Friday nights are for curling up with a loved one and watching a movie. Picking up take-out or ordering a pizza in and catching up (emotionally, through talking) from the tiring work week. I was feeling pretty down for a…

  • Still playing with Kaz

    Tom thought of another couple ways Kaz resonates with my past: his name is similar to Cassie's, the name Carl chose when he transitioned, and Kaz reminds us of Carl/Cassie: Carl's deep voice, similar shape/size (tall, th…

  • Arriving late for the corporate job

    Yesterday in my Q1 performance review I told my manager we needed to add "arriving to work on time" back to my list of objectives. He agreed. I have to arrive no later than 9 a.m. I've agreed to call him every time I wil…

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