| | So if u dont know by now me and Brian broke up Saturday    ,,
it sucks.. cuz i thaught i wouldnt let my self get caught up in having
a boyfriend then i realized how serious we liked each other... and so
now it hurts that we broke up.. even though im good at playin it off
and just dating other guys i dont want that. And what sucks the most is
we still talk on the fone for hours and act like we are going out. What
am i supposed to do sit around and pretend but be unhappy cuz what eva
i do i still know we arent togetha and that if i do date sum1 else
he'll get mad at me, so im screwed! Oh and get this the reason we broke
up has nuthing to do with me!! And i do love him so much.. i dont know
the future is so undecisive haha.. he can choose ill just keep doing my
buisness and not focusing on guys seriously right now.. cuz im not good
with boyfriends!
Oh yeah the reason i havent been
online foreva is cuz i moved into a new house today and my comp has
been boxed up and the dsl isnt hooked up yet so wait anotha week or so!
SO right now im at bestfriends Alisas house with Marianna for her
birthday .. haha tonite was fun! Saw so many good looking guys at mall
and movies it was fun! I love my girls best friends in the world!
XOXO much love --Em
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| | Posted 10/30/2005 1:44 AM - 1 view - 5 comments
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