| grrr... I've been saying that a lot lately...right now is a very confusing time...I'm trying to make decisions and I hope when I make them they'll be the right ones... I'm prolly gonna stay here and get my Associates Degree in Natural Sciences. I'm trying to get a job so I can move out by the end of this summer...we'll see how that goes...I'm hopeful this can all work out but when you have people who don't believe in you and shoot down what you're saying...it kinda makes things hard. I really hope I make the right choices... This is all just me thinking out loud....lol I want this to happen but who knows if it will...? |
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|  Hey Everyone... Happy Valentines Day!!!
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| Hey! lol I know it's been foreverrrrrrr. I've been so busy with school....But guess what I got a perfect score on my english and my history essay...how awesome is that??? I know pretty awesome. lol anyhoo Oh and I'm sure y'all know this but the Colts won the super bowl!!! I thought it was a pretty awesome game. I thought it was even cooler that the coach was a christian. any ways this was like the first year that I actually liked the game better than the commercials lol. Well there's really nothing else that is new...just busy with school. This year I'm gonna read my bible more. Please pray that I won't get distracted. I've looked at reading the bible as something I had to do because if I wanted to be a good close to perfect christian then that's what I had do...but it's not about the to-do's. I realized what's wrong with looking at it that way..it makes it into something that I have to do and takes away from the real meaning of it and also makes it really hard to follow. Okay so if you really know me then you know how much of a perfectionist I am...but when it comes to my relationship with Christ it shouldn't be like that, because I'm not perfect nor is anybody. SO I first need to stop trying to be perfect because I'm not only gonna let myself down but I'm also not focusing on my relationship with Christ but I'm focusing on myself. Instead, I need (not "have to") to read the bible because it'll not only make my walk with God stronger but if I want to be close to my friends, family and loved ones I need to communicate with them quite often (daily)...well how do I expect to be close to God if I don't even open the bible...the bible is the best way to communicate with Him and I'm not doing it as much as I should...so I really want to change that. But any ways like I said earlier please pray...I get easily distracted. Thanks :D Lots of Love ~Laterz  |
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| Happy New Year!!!! I hope y'all have a good one!!! |
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| HEY!!! So I cut my hair...I think it's really cute. lol... I was so excited that I cut it by myself...lol Anyhoo...to all my xanga readers.....MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!!! Lots of Love btw!!!!! New pics!!! Gooooo Look!!! lol...bye! |
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