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Saturday, December 01, 2007

Friday, May 24, 2001
 
 

so....I Am

resurecting this from the archives

For we are on the brink of much that will make all this drama seem so small...

And I'll be workin' on it as time goes on...

A work in progress  dedicated to Uncle John

and much love to you people/peace~out! Jude

~`~`~`~`~`~`~`~`~`~`~`~`~`~`~`~`~`~

Everyone's Talkin`

...this is my form of a rap...something I call a rant-chant.

it is an extrapolation of the Plastic Ono's Band's "All We Are Saying Is Give Peace a Chance"...may the peace they sang about and seeded throughout this land, sprout and grow and then expand!

~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~

 

Everyone's Talkin`  written after the embassy bombings in Africa....

                                     

 

when everyone's talkin` `bout

terror, towers

poison showers

layoffs, bombs and

old bin laden

hang tough: trauma

fear begotten

rid the world of all that's rotten

All We Are Saying Is Give Peace a Chance

All We Are Saying Is Give Peace a Chance

 

Everyone's talkin` `bout

bible quotes and

do's and dont's

anthrax spores and

China Syndrome

time to go home

beware Great Bear

being there and

colour flying

out of our hair!

san francisco

oh here we go

mexico or

to toledo?

still All We Are Saying Is Give Peace a Chance

All We Are Saying Is Give Peace a Chance

 

you all still talkin` `bout

slides and crystals

schools and pistols

parents absent

what is decent

meditation

nuke mutation

drive a bus across the nation

eat organic

market panic

trip up WIPP and

where to dump it

win a deal and

move to trump it

All We Are Saying Is Give Peace a Chance

All We Are Saying Is Give Peace a Chance

 

everybody's takin` `bout

ethnic cleansing

psychic sensing

scoring grass and

tits and ass and

cd sales and

dark chemtrails and

houses made of

sweet straw bales

airplane crash and

nest egg stash and

farms away from

being lonesome

making rhyme while

dodging slime and

trying to switch

the paradigm

All We Are Saying Is Give Peace a Chance

yes. it's All We Are Saying: just Give Peace a Chance!

 

and everyone's  talkin` `bout

sunspot creams and

silver orb dreams

not what it seems

all we can see:

is let it be

bombed embassy

oh, but of course!

join the air force

without remorse

fighting crime and

Mayan Time and

writing in verse

spirit immersed

in travelling

the universe!

All We Are Saying Is Give Peace a Chance

All We Are Saying Is Give Peace a Chance 

 

everyone's talkin` `bout

missile up afghanistan

we don't need no other plan

it's their due, you understand

no talk of peace:

won't be a man

listen to the politician

try to be amerikan

ALL WE ARE SAYIND IS GIVE PEACE A CHANCE

ALL WE ARE SAYING IS GIVE PEACE A CHANCE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

 

 

 

Thursday, April 25, 2002
 
 

www.xanga.com/jude

 

 

B-Just

 

Bamboozle

the slot machine

just with a smile~

life is a row of cherries

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Bedazzle

the powers that be

in their sleep

just with an intention~

life is but a dream

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Bipartisan 

the electorate

with the synergy

that is Life~~

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Bode well

the storm

just be strong

prevail~

life is for the taking

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

'Bullet the blue sky'

with deep compassion

just be a True Warrior

turn your cheek~

life is a trip!

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

By and by

stand/fly

just as you should

it's only life

and 'it's all good'!


 

November 9, 1999

 

Thursday, March 21, 2002

 

VISIONS COME TRUE


//^\\^//^\\^//^\\^//^\\^//^\\^//^\\

born along the park,

they tell me

I never cried.

my father's house

across from that same park

Liberty Boulevard

miles and miles

of magic green

flowers on trees

and wild at my feet.

swings and slides and

secret tunnels

cutting through

angry ghetto fire

like summer hosing.

 

sometimes snow

sheltering my sanctuary.

from the north:

Great Lake Coast.

from the south:

Western Reserve Circle.

~~~illuminati's donation

to the people~~~

to quell;

perhaps to sell

the idea of "free time"

oh well,

I was already free...

 

in this park,

in this life,

Jeshua the Christ

first came to be

with me

to play.

He was small

as I was

at once: best friends

me and JC.

we walked together and

talked the future

when we would

work out

all the wrong

with a song.

peaceful hope

gave visions

in Rockefeller Park.

I grew along

Jeshua's wisdom: much fun

for five years.

 

then when ten

everything's changing ... ... ...

[here comes the dark, here come the tears]

 

reporting a dream

birthday morning:

cold tombstone

inscribed

"Here Lies Jude...

She Died the Night She

Turned Ten

Eternal Life is Hers"

 

father's death phobic face frowned.

Beatrice

the Russian woman

named Mother

asked me a question

she never had asked,

"what will you be

when you're grown?"

 

a thoughtful reply,

recollecting grade five history

<her-story>...

"I will be

Rennaissance woman!

<man>

teacher

mother

nurse

scientist

poet

painter

music maker

world traveller

story teller"

secretly, I said inside:

"a priestess dancer!"

 

all the air became bent

Art was stern and silent

I imagined

masonic headdress

appearing on his

angry head

[as if at his Lodge I stood]

Dad meant business:

Judgement.

 

that night

he took me

downtown

to the Palace

Theater where

Gone With the Wind

was on the screen

"you are my Katy Scarlett"

my mind's reply:

"I'll think about that tomorrow"

 

my soul was on the move

somewhere

blown away

becoming

young Scarlett

I bled as woman,

first time / next.

Art said "you've a

pretty face

you're blessed,

marry a lawyer or

doctor

so office train

and secretary."

[but I was in love with Paul McCartney!]

 

the parents

traded up

suburban.

Holy Ghost

was flown

with

the winding wind.

God was gone

[had I sinned?]

Jeshua just jumped somewhere

He disappeared...

  

...fourteen years

nextime He was here

the day Mother died.

"dance on my grave"

she had said

she had said...

...running on a hill

down from

emergency room clamour

surrounded with

white light

I passed through

a door

She came to me

with Him [my loves]

around an old oak tree

we three

stood

and it was told

that together, one day

we'd be with eagle, bear, wolf and rock water.

it was given me

to clearly see

that dark cloudy day

once again in that park;

Rockefeller's unholy ground,

that our ark

would be a farm and time would end

around

gently without harm.

together fearless

standing sound

in circle

witnesssing

society's fabric

in the frame

of loomed fate

watching worldliness wane

on the other side

of void

where we no longer hide

our spirit joy...

coming together

to sing

to keep the dark away

for good.

 

seeing

this held in my heart

now

for a halflife

[at least!]

I let go

of the hold

feeling all my visions

for the signs.

I let it be

for as always

ascended friends

are assisting along!

 

this day we heal

with tonal prayer

we move towards

Holy Vision

already being there!

full of compassion,

even as Mary's heel

seems about to crush

satan's head

in this Divine Dance

[he just happens

to have moved there...

it is his fate

to become dead

in this place]

 

where we will wake

where we will take

our Love

our Self

as one again.

amen.

 


known to most as jesus/his name in hebrew is jeshua/

illusion or not/he did speak to me when I was small/

perhaps because I was an abused child/I had privy to the dimensions/an altered consciousness so to speak/

I'll never know Xcept I DO know that all that we think and feel and say and do is all we will ever be

sometimes spirit calls me to the dictionary and I close my eyes and open the book to an unseen page, putting my finger down randomly on that page. I open my eyes and see the word my finger is touching... .. .

all quotes from Webster are in italic print....

the list of words is in size ..............5.... .... .... .... .

 


 

DICTIONARYOMANCY  

 

how could this be?

mind blown away...

what do I see?

what can I say?

I've years of visions under my belt

seen and heard/dreamed and felt

(some not so pretty)

many true already/

tarot numbers/showing rythms/

seeing angels

speaking with them/

jeshua with me/the 1st of my friends.

so how could this be,

a mindblower

so all along the watchtower?

 but I can try now not to cower

as we complete the 11th hour...

the 11th hour...  ...original/true experience on 6/20/oo

his voice says

pick a word for Webster

opening the dictionary

there is

LEXICOGRAPHER

as choice confers this true already

I pray;

so familiar sacred discourse

with my lover/brother the one they call

jesus

my curious heart

pounding full force

I'm amazed my mind isn't blown apart...

bat i am whole of course!

I AM one with you all

and our Source.

We are like unto the sun

                               god

For our family of Light

and safety from ill`u`minati/

TELETRANSPORTEDLY

       in a transported manner/in a state of rapture

SHIFT

EVENT HORIZON

NEW TOWN

then

VATICINATOR

          a prophet... ... ...

PROMISED LAND

 

PREVAIL

          "He had power over the angel and prevailed."

                                         HosiahXll 4

ROYALLY

           as becomes a king.

FORESEE

           many families/foreseeing the approach of the

           distemper laid up stores of provisions."

OTHER DIRECTED

SANCTUARY

            a place of refuge and protection

CERTAINTY

LEX

GOD

              life, truth, love

PORTEND

             to presage/to fortell

RIOT ACT

             an english law; 12 or more people unlawfully

              assembled

SYSTEM

               to form a unity or organic whole

TREPAN

              to entrap

LUNATIC FRINGE

              the minority considered foolishly extremist

CODENAME

SCOT

PUZZLE

                to clafify/to solve   ( note:/

                                               solve the latin

                                                as in salve regina

SESTET

            sextet

DEUTERO CANICAL

             apocryphal

BIBLE

MESSAGE

PEOPLE

EXPECT

              to foresee

UNIVERSAL

REWRITE

DOMINE DIRI GENOS

              lord direct us

DOMINE DIRI GENOS

SLANT

TRIP

NEP TUNE

UN

            one;uns;many(dial.)

FLOCK

SALT OF THE EARTH

             the exemplary people. refer to MatthewV 3

OPALESCENT

STRONG

LIGHTING

PHOENIX

QOPH

              the 19th letter of the Hebrew alphabet

               "the eye of the needle"

PORTAL

ESTUARY

    oh jesus save us/how could this be/

do you speak through this dictionary?

(it's not so scarry when we're sharing energy)

is it the luck of the draw?

I open

the page to

SINUSTRA

            in music/playing notes with the left hand

SINLESSNESS

            freedom from sin and guilt

NABK

             christ's thorn

DEVOTEDNESS

PNEUMA

             holy spirit

BUDDHA

CELTIC CROSS

PROTEUS

              the great shape shifter

SUPERALTER

VIA UNITA FORTIOR

               united power is stronger

GERM WARFARE

BUGABOO

CUCKOO                             you must remember this

                                          is all true

                                  in realtime, a friend was with

                               me/ I am a channel.....

                                           but back to the orig.

                                      piece dated 6/20/oo

     ! (you have me laugh) thank/you!

CRYPTOGRAM

EXANTHEM

then for me .. ..  .. ..

SCARLET WOMAN

                  infamous

                    REVELations XVII 1-6

VIRGIN

                 to play the virgin/to be chaste

I turn again and then I see

definition number five/

of

PRETTY

                brave bold gallant

HELMSMAN

CLAN

FISHERMAN

     we will stay alive and full of grace/until we arrive away from this place of"how can this be?"

                                                      finally

BRIDE

ETERNALLY

GO

NOW  

 

  

\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\

june 6, 2000

姐udeKaren

 

 


Friday, February 10, 2006

9x10=10x9  
 

time is not

in place

as you

may suspect


 

it is not

a race

as we

circumvent 
 
 

it's knot of

space as

all the

people set 
 

it's bought and

fought for

wheels of

fortune bent 
 

time is with

grace as

we all

intersect
 

it's fabric

can be

woven

safety net

  

in time for

each soul

to be

heaven sent 
 

it's time to

reach for

and see

what God meant 
 

with time and

space for

forgive

and forget

3/14/00


Thursday, February 28, 2002

Before the dreAm


 

one full moon eve

a tiger sprang on

who I used to be.


I called in panic:

:"is it me?"

"if not; then who in hell is she?" 
 

old loves return

to kiss my lips

in case this empty room

should fill with whispering strangers

like a flood.


soon dawn brings  

a promise never given

and already kept ... ... ...
 

and as I wept

a place in hy heart is

deeply healed

  


Wednesday, February 27, 2002

I have only just a minute

Only sixty seconds in it

Can't deny it, can't refuse it

I will suffer if I loose it

Give account if I abuse it

I'll be blessed' when I use it

Joyous if I know to choose it

I have only just a minute

But a destiny is in it.

~`~`~`~`~`~`~`

there are 27

blackbirds there

they sound like heaven

outside of here

singing to me as I write this!

And their song so glorious!

3x3x3

pyramid

in the tree!

~`~`~`~`~

this is all true/only a minute

birds singing in it!



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