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Name: Nick
Country: United States
State: Michigan
Metro: Grand Rapids
Birthday: 5/17/1984
Gender: Male


Interests: God is #1. I listen to music a lot. When it's a beautiful day, I like to go out for a bike ride when I have the time.
Expertise: Star of Hot Tracks. Good drummer.
Occupation: Student
Industry: Media


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AIM: drummerfragile


Member Since: 3/13/2005

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Tuesday, September 16, 2008

why girls won't talk to me

you know, everytime I approach a girl I always make that girl uncomfortable.  It's not my fuckin intention to do that.  Every girl I meet either has a boyfriend or is seing someone else.  Well I am rushing into a relationship because I never dated in high school or in college.  In high school everyone knew me very well.  If the students found out that I was dating someone they would pick on me nonstop.  If one student came up to me and said, "Hey Nick how's your girlfriend doing?"  That student would say that to annoy me.  The student atmosphere at GRCC is terrible.  Nothing but jerks.  Every girl I met would just say, "Get away from me."  What is it about me that girls don't like?  Why can't a girl just approach me and get to know me better?  I'm scared to approach girls because I'm afraid of making them uncomfortable.  Which is why I'd rather have them approach me.  If no girl will talk to me then it's their loss.


Thursday, March 20, 2008

where

    Still lonely and looking for true love.  Everyday I'm sitting down thinking, "When do I get to move on with my life? Where do I belong? Who is the right girl that God has in mind for me.?"  Everyday and night I pray, "Lord I pray your will be done for my lonliness and depression" God doesn't answer.  I know that if I go to church on Sunday coming up I'll feel good for a while.  I Love the Lord with all my heart.  After feeling good for a while then it's back to my lonliness.  Just because I'm autistic that doesn't mean that I can't move on with my life, living on my own and so forth.


Monday, January 14, 2008

Why

Every time I think of a good price for my wedding package for my videography business I always get criticized.  Why can't I think of a decent price and stick to it?  OOOO it pisses me off.  I just want to have a decent price for my wedding package without criticizm.  If my parent see my price all they'll do is criticize them and I'll just get mad.  And then they'll say, "If you're not gonna listen to what we have to say then fine we'll just not talk to you."  OOOO boy am I gonna strangle them.  Why is it that no one will give me answers that I want?  OOOO.  Now I want some answers.  This is rediculous.


Monday, December 17, 2007

Difficulty

Hey Everyone,
It's been a while since I posted.  But just so all of you know I'm starting a videography business filming weddings etc.  Though for filming weddings, I'm having a hard time thinking of a decent price.  I have 1 camcorder that costed $250.00.  I need some help coming up with a decent price.  I'm playing with numbers but still.  This is so hard.  I've been in the field for 5 + years.  I'm doing this as a side job not full time.  Something to add to my resume.  I videotaped my ex girlfriend's roomate's mom's wedding.  So I need help thinking of a decent price.  I need help.


Friday, October 26, 2007

Since my girlfriend and I broke up my hope has been let down.  I can't even ask a girl from work or from church out.  If I do my parents will hear about it and have a talk with me.  Every girl I ask feels uncomfortable and that's not my intention to do that.  I can't even ask them to hang out with me either.  I can date whoever I want.  My parents can't pick and choose for me.  I've had a bad high school experience and the students at the college I went to hurt me very bad.



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