| | my birthday was yesterday but i didnt feel like celebrating.
it was a very sombre birthday as tiggy is sick. i never felt complete. 1st half of the day i stayed home to nurse her. she just wouldnt eat. i was about to leave home as Fird was gonna take me out..but before I leave I had to feed her and meds. that didnt work out, she kept on vomiting everything out. I was so frustrated but I managed to feed her a very tiny bit. So I went out. But how could I possibly enjoy myself when my cat is at home not eating and feeling sick? Came back at night, tried to feed her again. Vomit again. Something must've gone really terribly wrong in there. it frustrates me as it's too late there's no vet that's open after hours, and yet she still couldnt get any food in, but i know she's damn hungry and thristy, because everytime she goes to drink, she'd puke right away. that had to continue on the whole night until morning-no food. i know she's so sick and tired of puking. it's frustrating, it's tiring and it's painful. i know she's hungry. I know she wants to eat.
my friends came over to spend the night. it was just 3 of us, having girl talks and gossipping. I was so glad they're there.. else if i was alone i'd spend the whole night crying as Tiggy just couldnt eat. so today in the afternoon, as soon as they left, i brought tiggy to the vet. did xray on her again and discovered that she has heart disease. so now she has to be hospitalized and to be treated with antibiotics and everything.
the reason why im writing this is to overcome how much Im missing her at home. Im very depressed and worried whenever i think of her. I dont feel the same way anymore. I hate everything i do now cuz it affects my time with her like my work, Im dreading to go to work tomorrow because i know I would have to stay late and therefore i cant see her.
its really not a good birthday after all. happiness is only temporary.
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| | Posted 5/19/2008 1:16 PM - 134 views - 3 comments
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