TMI

Hola Muchachos and Muchachas,

It's stream of consciousness time!

That's where I type everything I'm thinking,

with no predetermined thought process...

wait,

That's all my posts...

I'm addicted now to cryptograms,

basically they are letter replacement codes,

where the letters are randomly switched with other letters.

The only way to figure them out is to detect patterns,

like letters and words used most often.

This makes it official,

(if it hasn't already)

That I am a nerd.

What makes you nerdy,

is it a fascination with the obsure,

or a love affair with inanimate objects,

or an overwhelming urge to dress like your favorite tv characters so you can better identify with their motivations and feelings and show them that you are a true fan and adore everything they do, even though they sent you those nasty cease and desist letters and restraining orders just because you sent them hundreds of letters with pictures of you wearing nothing but peanut butter and feathers, in an effort to display your absolute humility at being allowed to even live on the same planet as them, and...

nevermind.

<Awkward Cylence}===D

Expounding on a Post

Okay,

I think I need to explain that last post a little,

and might I say, I'm glad it's getting read.

The post was really to myself,

not "secretly" to anyone else.

And I'm not going to be a whole different person,

I just think I need to make some changes,

mostly as part of growing up.

That being said,

I will make an effort to make my posts make more sense,

however difficult that may be.

Later Homies,

~Don Rinzo~

To Me, Myself, and I

Hello again...me.

Yeah, I'm talking to you...me.

Don't look at me like that...me.

Well, you seem to be the only one reading this, me,

so I guess I'll just talke to you...me.

I think I'm changing.

Not like transformers,

or the Hulk or anything like that.

(But could you imagine a car that changes into a rampaging green giant...)

I don't want to call it growing up or getting older,

but it definitely feels like a maturation.

Like I was sleepwalking and someone hit me in the head with a brick,

a thermonuclear brick,

with sprinkles.

It seems like I am taking more time to examine my life,

and choices that I make,

and deciding who it is I want to be.

Now don't worry, me, that doesn't mean bad changes,

like starting a street gang,

or shooting up drano or anything like that.

It's just an internal thing,

something that has needed to happen for a long time.

So if I seem different to you, me,

don't be afraid,

you'll still be you...er me, us,

whatever.

~So-Crates~

P.S. I love you...me...us...

Epiphany

I'm not sure if anyone still reads this page,

seeing as how I've haven't touched it,

in the manner one would treat a lepper

or an American Idol judge.

I was reading through some of my back posts on this site

and learned two things:

1.  I am just about the funniest person I know,

and

2.  I am psychic.

The first point probably only pertains to moi,

for as I may think they are life-threateningly funny,

others, simply, may not.

(Note it has not discouraged me in the least from said jokes)

The second point is absolutely true in one respect.

I've been feeling down and kinda cruddy today,

sighing alot and lots of somber looks,

more so than an emo concert.

But then I looked through my old posts,

and one caught my eye,

it really was good advice for what I'm going through,

and I said I don't know why I wrote it,

I'm not even sure why I'm on Xanga to tell you the truth.

And here's the kicker (drum roll pleaze)

I wrote it in 2005!

But on a more serious note,

one has to learn to deal with things they aren't happy about,

with proper perspective.

It is important not to place undue blame for those things,

and take personal responsibility.

Life happens,

and the only one factor you have absolute control of,

is how you choose to react.

I say,

react with kindness, with patience, an open mind,

and with the right perspective.

I have to say,

despite any disappointment I may have felt,

that I truly am blessed with a great life,

a great family,

and great friends.

As long as I remember the many blessings from my wonderful creator,

everythings going to be alright.

So to wrap up this monstrosity I'm calling a post,

tell me what you have been blessed with,

what makes you happy,

who makes you happy.

Even if you don't post,

I hope you at least think about all the good things in your lives,

and I hope your day gets a little bit better!

~The Come Back Kid~

I'm Baaaack!

It's been almost a year since my last post.

Dang, I suck at this blogging thing.