So it's after 2:00 in the morning, and I decide to put in my first entry.  Usually around this time I'm hanging around with Jon~Jon, Brooke, or Rakai.  I guess I should have put Amber in that list as well, but lately she and I haven't really been that close (we're close in spirit, but far in proximity).  Oh well, I'm not gonna dwell on that.  I guess maybe not having anybody around is kind of a good thing.  I haven't been by myself for the night in over a week.  I hung out with Rakai earlier, but she left about 4 hours ago.  I didn't expect to see Brooke today since she is on her road trip.  Kinda wish I could've hung out with Jon~Jon, but it's ok that I didn't.  Today, as you can see, has not been very eventful.  Chris (Amber's boyfriend) wanted to, I guess, talk things over with me about the fiasco the other night.  I told him "sorry, but no." I don't know if that was the right thing to do on my part.  It seems he wants to apologize about all the crap that happened, but I just don't want to hear it. I feel like he's used up all his chances with me.  I'm not gonna interfere with their relationship, but I'm also not going to act like I'm buddy-buddy with him after the stuff he pulled.  I guess I'm just not ready to do that, especially since the negative feelings I have extend further than what happened that night.  Again I say, Oh well. I hope that since I have tomorrow off from work, I will be able to have a more eventful day than what I had today.  Really the only things I have to look forward to tomorow is Brooke and Jordan getting back to Conway, and making spaghetti for Rakai and Amber.  Maybe I should go get some sleep for the full day of fun and adventure I have ahead of me.  Well I guess that's it for my first posting.  Let's see what tomorrow brings, and hope that the next post is a little more upbeat.