Shooting StarAs the saying goes, "The Grass is always greener on the other side" Is it true? most people always believe it, but the ironic thing about quotes is they conflict with each other, imagine. Placing the above quote with this "If u never try, you'll never know" would that encourage you to just check out and see what the other side holds? i'm upset, i feel very under appreciated. im not one who likes to highlight what i've done. but sometimes i have to play that card to remind people of what i've achieved despite being only 25. sometimes im aggressive, but i'm like that for a reason. i've always believe that you should fight for what u believe in, i also believe in protecting what is right. it migh come across as im always right, but i do believe that if u know how u feel, you should keep with it.i am where i am today because of that gut instinct. can you say the same about yourself? however, if you dig in deeper, people will know that i am the kind of person who will not fight on something i have no idea on or have no knowledge about. i never felt part of the team of late, like my opinions never matter, and when it came time to do something i suggested or wanted to do. i get negative response. my work might not be as great as others, but who are ones who havent done anything to show allowed to judge what i've done? where is the fairness? you aim higher then the target, its understandable. but you dont understand that your in a zone that feeds you. and while you aim for the sky, those around you are to suffer? to work our asses off to fed other's incompetence? no wonder i feel this way, like no matter what i do. i wont get rewarded for the work i put in. because it needs be to feed the fool who believes he earned that reward without really putting in the effort or the understanding? yes, its true everybody should get a chance. but what i never understand is the fact that despite causing so much caos. he still gets a chance. i've never doubted him or his capabilities i just doubted the responsibility that you entrusted to him. i might not be perfect as well, but in this short period of time, if you really looked back? you should see the efforts i've put in. if you havent?perhaps it would be best to move on to somewhere i would be of value. im sure many others would give me the recognition i deserve. instead of question it or redicule me. maybe perhaps thats why he is the way he is. i stand alone here.... decisions to make..... |