Tuesday, September 26, 2006

Ignorance is a major turn-off..

We live in a society where people are manipulated by what they hear, not what they experience. . So how does a person refrain from ignorance? Think outside the norm, question authority, and "don't paint everyone with the same brush."

Friday, July 14, 2006

Sanity is only a facade, and the slightest refrain from "normal" is considered taboo.  This is what drives me insane. The facade, the face of society that controls us.  People are expected to look,act and live a certain way, but anything out of range is not accepted.  My whole life, until now, whether i'm aware of it or not, is manipulated by this "face".

Friday, June 23, 2006

Oh, the mind is so powerful. I’m not a religious person, but I often fantasize that my mind has lived a previous life. If reincarnation is real, then my previous life had taken me many places. And now, in my present life, I hunger to quest the world, with hopes of picking up pieces of my soul. I sound like an old, spiritual Indian woman, my Nanny.

Then I look in the mirror, and study my face -- I look deep into my eyes and feel estranged to myself. Who am I? What the hell am I doing here? And if anything, how did I get here? And perhaps a few minutes later, I snap back into reality and pretend that awkward moment never occurred -- but it did. Those thoughts never leave me.  (my mind is all over the place)

You don’t need to change, you’re fine the way you are,”…I yearn to believe you… but I can’t.

The unattainable goal. To want it; the ambition to do anything, even if it is to sacrifice one's morals and even one's own life, to achieve this.

Wednesday, June 21, 2006

I try to refrain from being pessimistic, being what is known as a hater, but I am human -- I get annoyed. Hopefully, I can learn not to take things too seriously. and just simply have a good laugh and ignore it.....

Tuesday, June 13, 2006

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