I have to be independent (emotionally) cant be affected by even a tiny thing....

Can I stand for it?

Hate I am not strong enough

If I can be less demanding and less worrying about stuff...it will be much much much better!!!!!!

I hate worrying....

Nice dinner with lovers + two lovers' BFs!!!! Crazy bitchy chats are on and on....endless!!!!

Talked to Choco. Choco, I have been too emotional these days. Dont ask me the reasons. I dont even know why.

Maybe that's my personalities. You always know what's hidding behind me. How can it be? Maybe I can never lie to you. You know everything !

Thanks for cheering me and caring me ...as always...

Dont worry about those guys...I only LOVE you and they are just friends.

Glad to hear those news and I am so happy that you got some more opportunities

You promised about those FLOWERS !!!....I WILL CASH THEM SOON !!!!

5/10/2008

Pouring rain...GOD!!! 

Going out for dinner and was completely soaked...hair is messy and my dress as well

people probably think I am a crazy lady wandering on the streets

Nice dinner for Dad's birthday!!!! Happy Birthday...Even you cant fit into my SHIRT (you should lose weight before my Graduation comes !!!)

Good that had talked to Choco. Knew how each other feels. I know it's hard for Choco, but trust me, it is hard for me too.

I am not upset about that topic. I rarely demand people doning something. When I do, that means I take it very serious.

Plus, I take promises serious too. When I make a promise, that means I will keep it.

Have never missed a person so bad. Is it a desperating symptom?

I support Choco as always. Chocobeer is the best of the best. So, please share with me the worries and unhappiness.

And I wont keep silent when I am upset. I will speak up and let Choco knows...(and kicking his Asxx)!!!! I CAN BE REALLY RUDE

I LOVE YOU, DAVE

2/10/2008

What a fantastic night with my Lovers!!!!!! Cant believe it was such a nice but crazy gathering

Angie, Well Done!!!! He seems a really nice cute guy !!!!

Gladys's haircut is nice too!!!

Cant believe Gigi and Shanshan are the experts of those xxxx  Maybe I should learn from you two ~~~

I just love seeing them so much Please other lovers have to join us next time...I miss everybody

Working and Working these days....and earned a bit...good!!!!

THANKS, HAIGAN!!!! I am so happy to hear from you. Thanks for appreciating me !!! I knows it's a big decision to you and me. Let's figure it out!

Working and working this week and the next week.....

30/9/2008

I know it's hard for you. It's hard for me too...

Deep in my heart, I tell myself " should not be selfish and be fair to him"

But struggling with the desire is a difficult task...the only thing I can think of..."come and be with me"

P.S. Should forget all these unhappy stuff and see the great firework....MERCI, MON AMI, LOIC !!!!!

28/9/2008

Wine Fair @ Ladies Recreational Club

Learnt so much...Wine, Companies and ways doing businesses.

Met many people...

Thanks Gladys and Phoebe, I know what you mean...

Just for business or I will decline them ...

No worries, I have already found the best guy ever...and I only fall for him

Boss, when will you come back??? I need you!!!!! ( MY JOB!!!!)