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ali216
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Country: United States
State: California
Birthday: 2/17/1983
Gender: Female
Interests: I don't really have any hobbies. I know, I know I'm lame.
Expertise: don't have area of expertise, I am such a lame ass geeze i don't know how anyone could stand me.
Occupation: Unemployed/Between Jobs
Industry: Other
Message: message me
Member Since:
1/30/2003
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| Today was a bad day. I found out that my husband is not coming home in May anymore. He can't tell me anything. I haven't seen him since Nov. He is somewhere in the middle of the ocean on a ship on the other side of the world, and I can't know anything. It sucks because I can't know anything. Not only that I can't see him. I miss him so much and worry about him everyday. He is my whole world. For the past three years of my life I have seen him everyday and when Nov. came it was like my world came crashing down. I know, I know I knew what his job was when I got together with him. But of course I didn't think it was going to be this hard...... | | |
| I think it is so funny when you think someone is your friend, and then come to find out all along they are talking mad shit about you. It's a slap in the face really. The way I look at it as thank you for making me realize how stupid I am. I mean come on now how could someone sit there and say shit about the way I live my life when they have done some shady shit too. People are so lame, but it's ok because when I hear that my friend talks shit about me I just laugh now because the person who is talking shit has no room to talk LOL. Thats all I have to say...
Peace out.... | | |
| "I Do What I Have To Do"
What ravages of spirit
conjured this temptuous rage
created you a monster
broken by the rules of love
and fate has lead you through it
you do what you have to do
and fate has led you through it
you do what you have to do ...
and I have the sense to recognize that
I don't know how to let you go
every moment marked
with apparitions of your soul
I'm ever swiftly moving
trying to escape this desire
the yearning to be near you
I do what I have to do
the yearning to be near you
I do what I have to do
but I have the sense to recognize
that I don't know how
to let you go
I don't know how
to let you go
a glowing ember
burning hot
burning slow
deep within I'm shaken by the violence
of existing for only you
I know I can't be with you
I do what I have to do
I know I can't be with you
I do what I have to do
and I have sense to recognize but
I don't know how to let you go
I don't know how to let you go
I don't know how to let you go
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| WOW, I haven't written in this is a while. Well tonight I am going out to dinner with my dad, step mom, April, Taylah, and javier. We are going out to dinner for my birthday even though my birthday was the 17th, but it's all good.
Last weekend was weird!!! It was good though some crazy shit was going on LOL. It was way worth it. Poor Coralie she got in trouble I feel really bad. I don't think she can come out and play this weekend. Full Moon LOL that guy was so funny (don't worry people his real name was mike). Oh god that was fun.
Well I got to get going not much to talk about.
PEACE OUT.... | | |
| "I smoke two joints in the morning
I smoke two joints at night
I smoke two in the afternoon
It makes me feel alright
I smoke two joints a dime a peice
and two the time before
I smoke two joints before, I smoke two joints,
and then i smoked two more" | | |
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