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alienfruitcake
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Country: United States
State: California
Birthday: 7/30/1987
Gender: Female
Interests: reading... listening to music that i actually like... and my friends..
Expertise: being ignored... im great at it, if only i could find a paying gig for being ignored... damn i could be in business
Occupation: Student
Industry: Other
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Member Since:
2/5/2003
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| yeah so typically i dont update this damn thing, but after reading it, its amazing hwat feelings stay the same, and some only change a little bit, and some no longer exist inside a person any longer. its crazy who you realize are fake or superficial. its odd that no matter how much u argue back and forth with one person, youre still real friends with them in the end. well senior year. what a bumpy fucking ride. its over. high school is over. now we have to go to college move out. get a life. complete our worlds yet agian. what bullshit. well senior year was definitely unforgettable for so many reasons. many of which simply cant be mentioned, but those concerned all know what i speak of. i cant say i really regret anything this year, or the three before it, or even further down the line. maybe i would change a few things, but for the most part i hate to say it, they would remain as is. i learned a lot, maybe stuff i didnt want to know but for better or worse i do. | | |
| i fucking hate people. almost every single one of them, others i loathe
and some i can tolerate. im currently not tolerating many at the
moment. that week long break... whats to say.. hmm... worked friday.
saturday got stuff ready for my movie took care of stuff around the
house, sunday.. supposed to film... but no no filming.. whatever...
always tomorrow right? FUCK NO!!!!!!!!!!!! oops currently cant answer
my phone so sorry... oops so sorry i just turned my phone off... oops
sorry voicemail works how? FUCK IT FUCK IT FUCK IT FUCK IT FUCK IT FUCK
IT FUCK IT FUCK IT. so i went to the senior thanksgiving... good times
then wait... those who slipped off the face of the planet returned....
only to not be able to look at me. to which i must laugh. its senior
year and senior year has thus far labeled itself pathetic.. i simply do
not care, go to school.. finish this shit and then im gone. and so is
everyone else as far as im concerned. conversly, some are already gone
as far as i can see. senior thanksgiving was fun though, for the most
part. tuesday... didnt do too much... went shopping, then went to tc,
tc thanksgiving... good times.. then afterwards out for the night...
came back wednesday morning early... around 10 or so, then just got
stuff ready for thursday... the dreaded day of turkey... attempted
relaxation through alcoholic beverages didnt work... eventually passed
out... only to be rudley wakened by the day of turkey.... i hate
thanksgiving... i hate holidays. cooked got bitched at... quote "does
dying your hair that color make ur heart darker?" severe loss of
appititete there... walked in on my dad getting drunk and hiding the
bottles under my matress. didnt have to call the cops this year...
though if they would have taken me away i would have loved it. friday
my day. took off for the whole day, shopped in ob for a bit then
disappeared, ran into max along the way. while dissappeared i watched
the rest of road to perdition, then gladiator, then just listened to
music. then cooked... then i was spoiled...which i didnt mind at
all.... that was that... then out driving.. then it was morning.. up
for work.... went to work... ahhh i hate kids... fluff sux ass... then
back to dissapeared, which was nice.. stayed dissappeard until about 4
the next morning... sunday morning... no regrets... then today is
school and loathing...
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| well got the job at build a bear... thursday night was good... leaving
to go to work saturday morning and wa - la flat tire... whatever...
good day there then went and got a purse as i no longer have a black
one, my new phone came on friday. got pants and shoes for work on
friday.. then to the yet to meet cynthia.. then to cynthias and candys
house to get candy.. ate.. wow their mom can cook.. then movies... saw
the grudge... bad movie.. but freaky... and then this dude came and
stood near me and i didnt know it was a real person so i screamed then
candy and cynthia screamed and then the whole theatre laughed at us...
oh well it was funny... saturday night was fun..one of the 24hr days,
but good i loved it, in fact i still wish it was saturday... sunday
woke up around 2:30 or so... did some laundry.. then amanda took
micheal and i back to my parents house.. insert shit hitting fan
here... i just wanted to leave.. so i was upstairs claiming that i had
homework to do... which i sorta did but not really..anyways then my dad
took me home... total bitch fest in the car. then home.. and great
sleep and rain.. but one of those wake up sleep wake up sleep sorta
nights... but welcomely intrupted by a phone call. then more sleep and
here i am at school... blah.. still thinking about saturday... sorta
excited to go freeze my ass off in big bear this weekend... trying to
figure out how to pack lightly...
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| well armagedon has struck.... another term with bush in command.. can
anybody say fucked??? so much for theatre and after school
programs, so much for being able to afford college tution and so much
for being a female... fuck bush.... grrr... thats always great news to
wake up to, always indeed. but i cannot dwell on the futher decline of
this country... so i wont... but no im not bitter. dance went pretty
well.. except for trying to organize people to decorate... and well the
fog alarm incident.. but a shot of vodka helped that.. then after the
whole not being able to breath thing i walked into the boys bathroom
started doing my makeup and then this guy walks in and im all wait..
what are you doing.... oh im in the boys bathroom... whoops... but the
dance went well... better than i would have thought and everyone had a
good time... which kicks ass as far as im concerned... saturday... hmm
what happened.. well i came home... and then i stayed home... then
sunday... halloween.. eggs, candy, high people, urban grind, scraping
eye shadow off my counter with a blade... one kevin, a snake, odd
family members, ob was dead, coldness... "mom where out of candy.. give
them the green beans!!" why was that so funny.. who knows... but it
was... hillcrest, mission hills, ob.. back seat drivers.. in n out...
and well yeah... monday.. fuck school... attack of karma.. got my purse
stolen out of a fitting room in jcpennys... major fucking
breakdown... gotta call the dmv... the insurance company... get a new
school id.... dare to change the locks??? cuz oh yeah keys are gone
too! so fuckin pissed... thanks so much though tamara i really
appreciate it... then some time in ob... then back to the
grandparents.. tuesday was pretty boring not much happened... people
voted.. wahoo... electoral college sux major ass... tc was ok... then
ran errands... jacket in a tree... lol... typical tuesday ya know..
well thats all for now...
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| well armagedon has struck.... another term with bush in command.. can
anybody say fucked??? so much for theatre and after school
programs, so much for being able to afford college tution and so much
for being a female... fuck bush.... grrr... thats always great news to
wake up to, always indeed. but i cannot dwell on the futher decline of
this country... so i wont... but no im not bitter. dance went pretty
well.. except for trying to organize people to decorate... and well the
fog alarm incident.. but a shot of vodka helped that.. then after the
whole not being able to breath thing i walked into the boys bathroom
started doing my makeup and then this guy walks in and im all wait..
what are you doing.... oh im in the boys bathroom... whoops... but the
dance went well... better than i would have thought and everyone had a
good time... which kicks ass as far as im concerned... saturday... hmm
what happened.. well i came home... and then i stayed home... then
sunday... halloween.. eggs, candy, high people, urban grind, scraping
eye shadow off my counter with a blade... one kevin, a snake, odd
family members, ob was dead, coldness... "mom where out of candy.. give
them the green beans!!" why was that so funny.. who knows... but it
was... hillcrest, mission hills, ob.. back seat drivers.. in n out...
and well yeah... monday.. fuck school... attack of karma.. got my purse
stolen out of a fitting room in jcpennys... major fucking
breakdown... gotta call the dmv... the insurance company... get a new
school id.... dare to change the locks??? cuz oh yeah keys are gone
too! so fuckin pissed... thanks so much though tamara i really
appreciate it... then some time in ob... then back to the
grandparents.. tuesday was pretty boring not much happened... people
voted.. wahoo... electoral college sux major ass... tc was ok... then
ran errands... jacket in a tree... lol... typical tuesday ya know..
well thats all for now...
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