YAY!! YAY!! YAY!! YAY!! YAY!! YAY!! YAY!! YAY!! YAY!! YAY!! YAY!! YAY!! YAY!! YAY!!

sorry i am a little happy... i got coverage from the cleveland clinic... which means i get the testing done to rule out (hopefully) a bunch of crap.... i mean well the best news i can get is that i am nuts... but i have already been told that i am not... i guess the next best thing would be for them to be able to do some surgry and make it all better... either way yay...

i am kinda thinking of also schedualing a gyno appointment... i mean that type of cancer runs in my family... and the thing with jessi... but i don't know i guess i am just chicken...

fucking university

yeah that is right this is a public post and i am cussing... ok so you all know my mom kicked me out and i love it... it is the best thing she ever did for me... hell it is the only good thing i can remember her doing for me... but the university won't accept the fact my mother is a bitch... i was denied to file as an independant... WTF? they can't accpect the fact that my family is far from the norms... that i can't be independant cause my mother is suppose to care what i am and how i am... that can't help herself much less me... hell my efc would probably be lower than it is now if i end up having to file as a dependant... but i odn't want to relay on her... not that she would give me my information anyway... i have to reapply but they aren't going to believe me... if anyone has any insight on what i can do or say to help my case please help me...

what does my name mean...

 
Body: Delete the other persons middle name and Repost this with the
title "What does ur middle name mean???" in 11 minutes or something bad will happen to you at 3:00 am
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A- People think you are so sexy.
L- you have a big heart.
I-You have a big warm heart. <3
N-One of the best in bed.
A-People think you are so sexy.

so according to this i am sex good in bed and have a big heart... i am told about a big heart sometimes... as far as being sexy i doubt it... or at least i don't think i am and i don't know anyone who would honesty tell me i am not... as far as being good in bed something again tells me no... or else why would have someone stopped in the middle and then tell me he regretted it...

yeah iknow i was suppose to do my middle name but i don't give that out freely...
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A- People think you are so sexy.
B- fun when it comes to meeting new people.
C- Love is something you truely believe in.
D- you have trouble trusting people.
E- You Have A Nice Ass.
F- People totally adore you.
G- Love is something you deeply believe in.
H- You have very good personality and looks.
I- You have a big warm heart. <3
J- Everyone loves you.
K- You like to try new things.
L- you have a big heart.
M- You never let ppl tell you what to do.
N- One of the best in bed.
O- You love foreplay.
P- You are popular with all types of people.
Q- You are a hypocrite.
R you are good in bed
S-you have a nice ass.
T -You are one of the best in bed.
U- You are really layed back.
V- You are not judgemental.
W- .You are very broad minded.
X-Success comes easily to you.
Y- One of the hardest gangsters alive.
Z- you are really a closet gay

soon to be unemployed yet again...

yeah that is right i am about to lose my job at the place in hudson... i don't get enough sales... how much does that sux... damn it... at least i have a warning...

i need a new life...

i hate my job i hate my home...