| i love the river.
with wonderful people.
today is the first day of summer!
which invites a cigarette by the railroad bridge
but that will have to wait.
because i have free tickets to stomp this night.
and i'm happpppppppyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy.
i'm also burned.
I got a message the other night, she said " i was listening to this song and it made me think of you, it goes 'hey hey I don't like your girlfriend, i think you need a new one' I don't know who sings it but she wears a lot of black eyeliner"
oh goodness. i love people who make me laugh a lot.
i'm starting to get the "lauren i need to see you before you go" phone calls again. and it makes me smile a lot.
and malohmay is coming home soon. I am excited out of my head.
i need to go grocery shopping now.
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| it is such a good feeling to be done.
and last night we celebrated.
with voodoo doughnuts.
and black coffee.
and black n' milds.
in the heart of my city.
from here out, its just work, love, and waiting.
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| i'm so excited about life.
i have many decisions to make.
it's scary.
and lovely.
I have been long asking God for something
and this week I've seen it.
and everyday I feel a little more free.
i think i understand. |
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| regina spektor is a very wise lady.
she says "people are just people"
people are just people.
and i've got to figure out how to love them like He does.
oh goodness gracious.
two more weeks of my head feeling cloudy all the time.
and then I will be done with my first year of college.
yay!
and i'll have like 25 credits to show for it.
oh well.
you would think when someone offers to pay for a plane ticket that you dont have the money to buy, you would gladly accept.
but i didnt. my stomach didnt feel right about it.
maybe my stomach and God are on the same page.
or maybe I am crazy.
probably.
love love love.
and hope. |
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| i love today.
i love these days.
i dont know why exactly because I am not really doing much.
i never pictured my life being like this. but I am happy. and I smile from the inside out.
I havn't had a group of friends since i've been home.
it's weird. but its my life.
i love Jesus. and He loves me back.
and you tell me, how could it be any better than this? how can i stand here with you and not be moved by you?
He is here in Portland.
and He will be with us on the ROAD.
I cannot wait to be on the road.
i may be naive.
but i feel like july will heal my heart.
amor. es el mejor. |
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