It's Been A While

Hey Guys,

       It seems like forever. The last time I was on this thing I was copping with the death of a loved one. It still hurts sometimes to know that he's gone, but it's been over a year, and I've finally moved on. 

      My boyfriend right now is Kevin. We've been dating for almost 3 months. That's the longest relationship I've had in a while. I hope things work out really well between the two of us. So far so good, and thats all I can ask for. I really do care about this kid a lot. I'm actually in love with him. I've thought I was in love before, but nothing has ever come anywhere close to how I feel about him. It's amazing. I've never had a guy understand me and care about me as much as he does.

     My best friend's name is Charity. She is amazing. I honestly can't imagine my life without her. She's a little strange sometimes, but thats probably why we get along so well! She doesn't really like my boyfriend at all, and I'm not too good with her's either. We try not to let that minor detail get between us, even though sometimes it does.

       I'm a nineth grader now. It's strange being in highschool. But I love it. 

    That's about all that's new with me for now. So... Peace!!!!

Hey people....Wudz up???nmwm....just stuff..and if you dont know....TRUST ME...you don't wanna...Well I'm going to go get in the shower and sit around for a while....then I'm calling Seifer (or plaining on it) to talk to her....Then I'm going to bed because I have softball in the morning...If the feild isn't too wet...well I wrote a song today...I think it's somewhat better than my other ones...well....I dont know what to say...I guess I'm getting better sometimes...and then other times I feel like I'm getting worse....I miss Chaise a lot...and I was really hurt today because his name was in this word search I had to do....I didn't do it...I told the teacher I couldn't and he let me throw it away...So yea...I'm getting better...but then I get worse...So I don't know anymore....Well I have my own little pesonal notes to add to my message....If your names don't appear I'm sorry...I guess I can't think of anything to say to you:

**^**Jordan**^**

              You Look Hot In A Tux....Ha Ha...that was funny!!!!

**^**Seifer**^**

              I love you like me big sister with a bunch of letters!!!lol!!!HA!

**^**Carmen**^**

             Hey...I love you like my sister-in-law...Ha ha...Go Me!!!

**^**Colton**^**

             Wudz up???I love you like me "brother"...You've helped me out a lot through this....Thanks!!!

**^**Abby**^**

                He just gave me a wierd look and walked away...So I have no clue what that is supposed to mean...it's the many languages of Christopher...You gotta love him!!!!

**^**Cat**^**

                Sup M.J....ha ha...you know im messin.

**^**Katelin**^**

              Hey,,,nice picture of me...NOT...lol....go me again!!!!

***********Well Thats All***********

                                             ^^^^BYEZ^^^^

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