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its December!

Tue, 04 Dec 2007 22:01:21 GMT

I survived thanksgiving. I was tryeing to make peace with every1 but there are hurt feelings.

i asked God to help me find who He wants me to be. thats the real important thing to me.

not my parents. not my freinds. not even you.

Peeps telling me what i want to hear. Peeps telling me that Im right. Peeps saying Im wrong.

i hope that God lets me know. i'm tryeing to become the best ME i can be.

cant wait for Christmas now...

Mon, 19 Nov 2007 11:23:29 GMT

ok, I've been trying to live as a man all so I can go home this week.

Im not sure what will happen, and Im scared. Wednesday night theres mass.

Fri, 09 Nov 2007 16:21:44 GMT

caut between what I want and what I need....

I just want to be happy. I want to be part of my family, and I want to fit into sosiety.

I want to be proud of me. I think I'll try being a man again. It can't hurt right?

Wed, 17 Oct 2007 23:06:46 GMT

My parents have asked me to wait before making any permanint changes.

I'm not even sure what I am anymore. I'm going to find out tho. I have too.

Sun, 14 Oct 2007 12:47:46 GMT

It's so hard to find what is right. I feel so alone. Noone knows yet who I am inside.

Is this a faze? Will I grow out of this?

Some say I'm born like this. Some say it's all in my head. Some say the devil made me do it.

I am lonley.

Sat, 06 Oct 2007 19:35:46 GMT

What'z in a name? Surely a girl by any other name would be as sweet, right?

Fri, 05 Oct 2007 19:01:40 GMT

This iz my first blog.