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Sunday, August 10, 2008

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    One Tree Hill - The Complete Second Season
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    it's not what if, it's what's now.

    0-41

    Next time around, think about what you say before 
you run your mouth. Cause you're all alone and you're 
nothing without your friends now. You can tell the 
pavement what you really said but I already know. You 
got another thing coming if you think you're walking home.

    2zs9suo

    When I get a chance to play golf or go on a boat with good people, take the boat out and put some lobsters on the grill, get the ice-cold beer and the cigars - that's heaven here on earth.”
    -bernie mac

    alotlikeove

    Most people are together just so they are not alone. But some
    people want magic. I think you are one of those people.

    banksy

    Never make your home in a place.
    Make a home for yourself inside your own head.
    You'll find what you need to furnish it - memory,
    friends you can trust, love of learning, and
    other such things. That way it will go
    with you wherever you journey.
    -Tad Williams

    criminal0060rl0

    Most hearts of any quality are broken on two or three occasions in a lifetime. They mend, of course, and are often stronger than before, but something of the essence of life is lost at every break.

    JesseMetcalfe

    I have this theory that the more important and intimate the emotion, the fewer the words are required to express it. For instance, in dating, "Will you go out with me?" Six words. "I think I care for you." Five words. "You matter to me." Four words. "I love you." Three words. "Marry me." Two words. So what's left? What's the most important and intimate word you can ever say to somebody? It's "goodbye."

    kali

    it seems to me, the problems you worry yourself sick about never materialize. it's the ones that catch you unexpectedly on a wednesday afternoon that knock you sideways.
    -Alfie

    loveisthemovement2

    There are places I'll remember all my life, though some have changed, some forever, not for better. Some have gone and some remain, all these places have their moments with lovers and friends I still can recall. Some are dead and some are living. In my life, I've loved them all. -the beatles

    Natalie_3-3

    I think that there are few people in one's life that you never really
    feel that they're gone. I have to remind myself that she isn't around.

    pineapple-express-poster

    I wanted to gather up everything I just said and stuff it back into my mouth. But once you've said something you can't unsay it. Your words are out there, aren't they? Buzzing around in the quiet of the room so you can hear them echoing back to you.

    PussycatDolls

    It's not what if, it's what now. 

    splash_marketingsm

    God made the world round so we would never be able to see too far down the road.
    -Isak Dinesen

    tbbb

    when it comes to the future, there are three kinds of people : those who let it happen, those who make it happen, & those who wonder what happened.

    water_color_by_lucifers_angel_6

    I tried to fill the cracks, But they're everywhere in this town.
    This place is haunted, and I'm gonna have to burn it down.

    ysosrs

    lena, listen to me okay? we don't have much more time here. you are in love. i've never seen anything like this before. you have to be brave, okay? you have to go and tell kostos how you feel. i swear to god if you don't, you'll regret it for the rest of your life.
    -the sisterhood of the traveling pants

    z26264192

    Happiness is like a butterfly which, when pursued, is always beyond our grasp, but, if you will sit down quietly, may alight upon you.
    -Nathaniel Hawthorne

    z78083748

    This is my "depressed stance."  When you're depressed, it makes a lot of difference how you stand.  The worst thing you can do is straighten up and hold your head high because then you'll start to feel better.  If you're going to get any joy out of being depressed, you've got to stand like this.
    -Charlie Brown

    z78598360

    Happiness often sneaks in through a door you didn't know you left open.
    -John Barrymore

    z88541467

    But sometimes, we just have to be happy with what people can offer us. Even if it's not what we want, at least it's something. You know
    -Sarah Dessen

    z97534836

    Dear Annette, I don't know what I could possibly say that would rectify the harm I've caused you. The truth of the matter is that being with you was the only time I have ever been happy. My whole life has been a joke. I prided myself on taking joy in others' misery. Well, it finally backfired. I succeed in hurting the first person I ever loved. Enclosed is my most prized possession. My journal. For a long time I considered it my trophy. A sordid collection of my conquests. If you really want to know the truth than please read it. No more lies. Please give me another chance. I'm a wreck without you.
    -Cruel Intentions

    z106572382

    Difficult times have helped me to understand better than before, how infinitely rich and beautiful life is in every way, and that so many things that one goes worrying about are of no importance whatsoever.
    -Isak Dinese

    z131051940

    I should have known that we'd never get anywhere. You can't fall in love when you're falling apart. And you can't make amends if you're only making mistakes. Empty words can't fix a broken heart.
    - New Year's Day

    z132695184

    I hate this feeling. like I'm here, but i'm not. like someone cares, but they don't. like i belong somewhere else, anywhere but here.
    -Impulse

    z138559361

    “People are afraid of themselves, of their own reality; their feelings most of all. People talk about how
    great love is, but that's bullshit. Love hurts. Feelings are disturbing. People are taught that pain is evil
    and dangerous. How can they deal with love if they're afraid to feel? Pain is meant to wake us up. People
    try to hide their pain. But they're wrong. Pain is something to carry, like a radio. You feel your strength in
    the experience of pain. It's all in how you carry it. That's what matters. Pain is a feeling. Your feelings
    are a part of you. Your own reality. If you feel ashamed of them, and hide them, you're letting society
    destroy your reality. You should stand up for your right to feel your pain.”
    -Jim Morrison

    z140215722

    I'm leaning on the fence
    between past and present tense.
    and i'm losing all those stupid
    games i swore i'd never play.
    but it almost feels okay.

    z147162161

    "Weight isn’t important the way the magazines
    make you think it is. I know a girl who just looks at her
    face in the medicine cabinet mirror & never looks
    below her shoulders, & she’s four or five hundred
    pounds but she doesn’t see all that, she just sees
    a beautiful face & therefore she thinks she’s a beauty.
    & therefore I think she’s a beauty, too, because I
    usually accept people on the basis of their self-images,
    because their self-images have more to do with
    the way they think than their objective-images do.
    Maybe she’s six hundred pounds,
    who knows. If she doesn’t care, I don’t."

    z148267081

    life is like a puzzle, there is so much missing
    and so much that needs to be discovered.
    it has meaning, but yet it's confusing.
    it won't turn out good unless you put in effort.

    z152582309

    I cant do the talk like they talk on tv. And I cant do a love song like the way its meant to be. I cant do everything but Id do anything for you. He is the sunshine, the moonlight in my life.

    z153558566

    We run back to each other when it's convenient. We know that in the end we're meant for each other but not for right now. So we play these games, act like we're okay when one of us has someone else. When it reality it tears us apart to know that we can be happy with someone else. But it's that slight hope that we will end up together that always keeps us running back for more

    z155379372

    nothing feels right when i'm not with you,
    sick of these dress and these jimmy choos,
    taking them off cause i feel a fool,
    trying to dress up when im missing you,
    gotta step out of this lingerie,
    now i got nothing but you're t-shirt on,
    i remember when you liked it when i only had your t-shirt on.

    z157669087

    I hope that I can say the things I wish I'd said
    to sing my soul to sleep and take me back to bed.
    You want to be alone when we could be alive instead.

    z157818238

    you know the beautiful thing about love? it's so powerful. nothing else can make people do the things that love can make them do. it's the only emotion that can make people fight, give their all to something or someone. it's the only thing that can make people hold on when they would have otherwise given up. love is strong, it is powerful, and it is rare. so when people find it, they marvel at the power of it. and they keep holding on, because it is the truest form of ecstacy. the world cannot survive without love. it's the only thing that can get people to hold on anymore.

    z158381903

     i fall for you and i get clobbered. you then fall for me, and i again, somehow, get clobbered. i'm tired of getting clobbered. it's just not worth it.
    -rachel green, friends

    z158547156

    How people treat you is their karma, how you react is yours.

    z158565635

    Now it almost seems incredible. We've laughed too loud and woke up everyone. I may be wrong, but I thought we said it couldn't happen here.

    z158728035

    Relationships are like candles
    some burn quickly, dying out with a simple blow.
    Others burn the center out, leaving a cold and hollow core.
    Some burn for a while and then
    disappear in the blink of an
    eye, while some burn, flicking,
    wavering on and off… and yet,
    some last forever, & relight
    the second they burn out

    z158734126

    We seem to be going through a period of nostalgia, and everyone seems to think yesterday was better than today.  I don't think it was, and I would advise you not to wait ten years before admitting today was great.  If you're hung up on nostalgia, pretend today is yesterday and just go out and have one hell of a time.
    -Art Buchwald

    z158747717

    I can't just sit here and have coffee with you. I love you.  I know the other night didn't mean for you what it did for me, but I haven't stopped thinking about you since it happened, and not because it was great- which it was- but because it was right.  It was so right, and you might not see that right now, but I do, and if I have to wait until we're both 80 years old for you to see it, then I'll wait.  I'm not going anywhere. This is it for me. You're it for me, and I can't pretend to feel any less than I do, I just can't.
    -Gilmore Girls

    z159050517

    It's an interesting time in your life because you're trying to act older and mature but you really have no idea what you're doing. You're scared and it's okay to be scared. It's okay to not know completely what you want or what you should be doing and to stumble a little bit.
    -Milo Ventimiglia

    z159050521

    I know that each and every one of you have felt, at one point, like you couldn't go on. But then you found hope. There's always some way to find hope. Remember that. There was a time in my life when I got diagnosed with diabetes, and I thought that I'm not gonna be able to live my dream, getting to do what I wanna do. That was three years ago. And I can say, today, that I played for 12,000 people in Chicago. That happened 'cause I found hope. How many of you people in this audience tonight need to find hope? How many of you need to find a friend? And how many of you need to feel some peace? Well like I said, that's what this song is about. And tonight, this song- this song is for you. This song is for every broken heart tonight, and for every broken dream, for every high and for every low. Don't ever forget it. Now, what I want you to do now is, if you know the words to this song, want you to sing with all- with all your heart and with all your soul. 'Cause something happens when 12,000 people come together and sing a song.
    -Nicholas Jonas.

    z159050567

    Tragedy blows through your life like a tornado, uprooting everything, creating chaos. You wait for the dust to settle, & then you choose. You can live in the wreckage & pretend it's still the mansion you remember. Or you can crawl from the rubble & slowly rebuild.  Because after disaster strikes, the important thing is that you move on. But if you're like me, you just keep chasing the storm.

    z159050570

    there's a reason why people describe love as being "head over heels." you feel like you're completely turned upside down. there's the physical stuff - your cheeks getting hot, the flutters in your stomach. and then there's the mental madness - you feel like you're losing your mind because all you can think about is the way they smell, how good it feels when they puts their arms around you, or the cute little dimple they get when they smile. when you're with them, there's no other place you'd rather be; when you're not, you can barely wait until you see them again. love is a total high - better than eating chocolate, acing a test, or scoring the winning goal

    z159050773

    I'm petite but I was the biggest girl on my season.  Everyone else weighed 100 pounds. Reporters would ask, 'So what's it like being a big girl?' and I thought, 'Big? What?' It was like, 'Wait, what am I doing wrong?' Luckily, I had a great mom and dad who helped me grow up feeling comfortable in my own skin. I have a curvy figure, which guys like.  And performing isn't about looking the best or being the most beautiful. I do it because I love it.  Look, nobody else has my butt. Nobody has my eyes. Nobody has my nose. It's all mine. And that's what makes me different from everyone.
    -Kelly Clarkson

    z159138394

    Bottom line:  If you love yourself, it will all work out.
    -Britney Spears

    z159353784

    My goal now is to remember every place I've been, only do things I love and not say yes when I don't mean it.
    -Sandra Bullock

    z159353808

    Too many people spend money they haven't earned to buy things they don't want to impress people they don't like.
    -Will Smith

    z159353934

    Best of cruel intentions
    Finding what they fail to mention
    No truth, all pretension
    Raise your hand to get attention
    You give and we take it
    You build it, we break it
    You sign and we erase it
    You feel it, we fake it

    z159354005

    You deserve the right kind of love, the kind of love that makes you happy, the fantastic love that's in books and movies. Even if you aren't together forever, you'll want to look back and never regret falling in love with him. That's the kind of love we all deserve.

    z159354054

    This is to all the ifs and to the wishes that’ll never come true. This is to all the words you never said and to the ones we choke on. This is to holding your breath in that one perfect moment and being terrified that you’ll blink and it’ll all be gone. This is to when it is all gone and you feel like you have nothing left. This is to realizing that it wasn’t your fault. And that they're never coming back. This is to those who never got to say goodbye after saying something harsh before they left

    z159354172

    Some people believe ravens guide travelers to their destinations.
    Others believe the sight of a solitary raven means good luck.
    But a group of ravens, predicts trouble ahead.
    And a raven right before battle, promises victory.

    z159354238

    Silent battles in my head.

    Silent battles while we're in bed.

    Silent battles when you look at me.

    Battles with scars only the heart can see.

    z159354456

    Can we talk this over, at least just for tonight? I asked myself one hundred times why did we even bother? Why did we even try? But I miss you more than I did before, I showed you my heart and you showed me the door.

    z159354570

    too many of us stay walled up because
    we are afraid of being hurt. we are afraid
    to care too much, for fear that the other
    person doesn’t care at all.




    TAYLOR WATCH THIS.
    (by the way he won)





    peace out bitches.


    T-Shirt (Main Version) - Shontelle


Tuesday, August 05, 2008

  • Currently Watching
    The Prestige
    By Hugh Jackman, Christian Bale, Michael Caine, Piper Perabo, Rebecca Hall
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    on the edge of failure.

    SORRY I DONT HAVE VERY QUOTES IN THIS ONE :(

    some men just want to watch the world burn.

    2aihw2d

    three things cannot long be hidden: the sun, the moon, and the truth.

    2doxh4

    Good Morning. Can the transition from boy to man be a tough one? Absolutely. But although coming of age can be a difficult stage, it's also one of life's great milestones. So say goodbye to childhood and hello to adulthood. Man up. God is love, Rev Run.

    2lscnya

    Maybe there isn't a God, and there isn't a hell and there isn't a heaven. Maybe there isn't any place for your soul to go after you die. Fuck, maybe we don't even have souls to begin with. The point is, as soon as you learn everything there is to learn about life, you go on to death. Here we know that the sky is blue and that our instincts rule our lives and we can draw detailed diagrams of the insides of our bodies without ever having seen them, but what will we learn after we die? Will we be able to learn the geography of heaven, or will we just rest in our graves and turn into ash, and in doing so learn that there isn't anything after death? Life is all about questions"

    2roqo8m

    "Girls suck. It's like they get lobotomized the second they hit puberty. One day you're all milling around in the Rainbow Brite section at FAO Shwartz. The next day someone has breasts ... after that, it's all about getting boys to like you and whoever dies the thinnest wins."

    2uh60c0

    I don't pretend to know what love is for everyone, but I can tell you what it is for me. Love is knowing all about someone, and still wanting to be with them more than any other person. Love is trusting them enough to tell them everything about yourself, including the things you might be ashamed of. Love is feeling comfortable and safe with someone, but still getting weak kness when they walk into a room and smile at you.

    2w6tgrm

    We cannot change the cards we are dealt,
just how we play the hand.

    25u1hk4

    i'm sick of all these people that either care too much or dont care enough. 
i'm stuck in this place that has the act for throwing life in your face. 
i'm stuck in the middle of nowhere and everywhere at the same time, and nothing feels right anymore. 
This place is holding me back. everybody's holding me back, and nothing feels right anymore.

    072920081207542974

    you say it's hard but deep down you know it's not. you tell your self this like you'll believe everything you say,
    but you'll just cry all alone in the shower tonight like any other day.

    073120081201042596

    "It isn't how you are alike, it's how you are not. Look at me. You're the weak one. And you'll never know love or friendship, and I feel sorry for you. You've lost, old man. You're a fool and you will lose everything."

    073120081201044069

    i didn't read between the lines, so now i've got nowhere to go.
    i tried to take the road less traveled by,
    but nothing seems to work the first few times.

    073120081201046339

    oh what a shame, what a rainy ending given to a perfect day.
    just walk away, it's no use defending words that you will never say.
    and now that i'm sitting here thinking it through,
    i've never been anywhere as cold as you.

    073120081201047172

    Life... is like a box of chocolates - a cheap, thoughtless, perfunctory gift that no one ever asks for, unreturnable because all you get back is another box of chocolates.   So, you're stuck with mostly undefinable whipped mint crap, mindlessly wolfed down when there's nothing else to eat while you're watching the game.  Sure, once is a while you get a peanut butter cup or an English toffee but it's gone too fast and the taste is fleeting.  In the end, you are left with nothing but broken bits filled with hardened jelly and teeth-shattering nuts, which, if you are desperate enough to eat, leaves nothing but an empty box of useless brown paper.
    - The X-Files

    073120081201050078

    The truth will set you free, but first it will make you miserable.
    -James A. Garfield

    073120081201055614

    Time passes. Even when it seems impossible. When each tick of the second hand aches like the pulse of blood behind a bruise. It passes unevenly in strange lurches and dragging lulls, but pass it does. Even for me.

    073120081201057038

    "Of course what I think is boring must not be the same as what other people think is, since I could never stand to watch all the most popular action shows on TV, because they're essentially the same plots and the same shots and the same cuts over and over again. Apparently, most people love watching the same basic thing, as long as the details are different. But I'm just the opposite: if I'm going to sit and watch the same thing I saw the night before, I don't want it to be essentially the same - I want it to be exactly the same. Because the more you look at the same exact thing, the more the meaning goes away, and the better and emptier you feel."

    073120081201057447

    You've already formed your own impression. You believe that a person's past has nothing to do with his future.
    You think I am either a hero, or a monster. Maybe knowing more about the circumstances will make you think differently about me, but it won't change what happened.

    073120081201059454

    You know, that's the first thing that got me about this place, that there wasn't anybody laughing. I haven't heard a real laugh since I came through that door, do you know that? Man, when you lose your laugh you lose your footing.

    andnowsheknowsittoo

    I feel like a refrigerator has fallen on me and I'm pinned underneath it hoping to escape
    but in the meantime my life is sprinting ahead of me, assuming I’ll catch up.

    art

    We talk like we know what's going on, but we don't. we don't know anything.We're young and we're gonna screw up a lot.We're gonna keep changing our minds, and sometimes our hearts. And through all that, the only real thing we can offer each other is forgiveness.
- Dawson's Creek

    Boondock-Saints-bh03

    The past is all memories, some of them will fade. The future is what we create, day by passing day. The present is a gift we too often toss away. hope; dream; give; live; laugh; love.

    Chad-And-Sophia-chophia-427573_1000_1517

    Imagine a future moment in your life, where all your dreams come true, you know, it's the greatest moment of your life, and you get to experience it with one person, So who's standing next to you?

    coverwtext__oPt

    I know we’ve come so far But we’ve got so far to go;
    I know the road seems long. But it won’t be long ’till it’s time to go;
    most days we’ll take it fast And some nights we'll it slow
    I know we’ve come so far But we’ve got so far to go

    drcl6h

    But when we leave this year we won't be coming back
    No more hanging out cause we're on a different track
    And if you got something that you need to say.
    You better say it right now cause you don't have another day

    evil-large__oPt

    Your voice was the sound track to my summer.
    Do you know your unlike any other?
    You’ll always be my thunder.

    hsubdx

    "It was just one of those things," I said, "You know, that just happen. You don't think or plan. You just do it."

    iswitchedmarketsagain

    When the grass looks greener on the other side of the fence, it may be that they take better care of it there.
    -Cecil Selig

    jttdg2

    I like pressure. If i'm not on the edge of failure, I'm not being sufficiently challenged.

    l5836432901_9198

    "The whole ideology of indie rock doesn't hold any water anymore; it's not that clear-cut. Every time we sell a record, Time Warner gets a dime from our distributor. I already give a ridiculous amount of my income to the United States government, which is probably the most evil organization on the planet as far as killing people; I don't know how many bombs I've purchased with my tax dollars. Unless you're gonna live on a mountain somewhere, you're not gonna be free of the modern world and all the evils that go with it. What you can do is operate with intelligence and be compassionate, help people when you can. Do things not just for money, but for the craft of it."

    lindsaycandidsv6

    The brick walls are not there to keep us out. The brick walls are there to give us a chance to show how badly we want something. Because the brick walls are there to stop the people who don’t want it badly enough.
    -Randy Pausch’s Last Lecture

    lovekills

    If you keep wearing your heart on your sleeve, then you're gonna bleed to death.


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Sunday, August 03, 2008

  • your voice was the soundtrack to my summer, you'll always be my thunder.

    so my vacation was ape shit. which means very good. seriously. i can't believe im back in fuckin roseville considering the fact i pretty much hate this town. but i make good with what i have, so i dont think anyone can really tell. im so bored that im just thinking out loud or technically, typing out loud? even though that doesnt make sense. breaking dawn came out last night and i already found it on the internet so im currently waiting for it to finish downloading even though i know everything thats happened. im so excited for the movie plus the trailer for harry potter 6 came out. (yeah fuck you taylor for calling me a loser. haha) anyways, ill throw it up at the end of this post. so i got home yesterday, and its like you get home and you feel like things will be different, but everything is just the fucking same. for real. nothing ever happens. the only progressive thing that happened was that i have about twenty million shows tivod. shit. back to my vacation, i was up in huntington beach/la. which i decided im going to school there. seriously. thats not even sarcasm at all taylor, so you better be coming with me! muaha. im getting sidetracked. so day one i get there and let me say like 8 hours in a car is a BITCH. but i read the new issue of W with penelope cruz on it and there is a six page article on Yves Saint Laurent which almost made me cry oh and ysl was having a meeting at our hotel. it was tight. and the new Vanity Fair is out with Kristen Stewart on it who i love because she's so pretty in her own way and i want her to marry robert patterson (sp?) but whatever. so we get to the hotel which was PHAT and im looking like white trash but i just had to drop my shit off because my dad was taking me to la to see all my bitches. so its like whenever i get to la, its like home. its crazy. cedric, amanda, lex, jason, i miss you already. third day was the best because i got to go shopping in cedrics rolls royce which was ape shit (insane). and then we were on the beach and we were trying to find me a hot guy to hook up with this summer but everyone i pointed out he said was gay (cedge is gay so he says he can tell when other guys are) and then there was a kid who parked his fine ass in front of us that looked like a blonde version of taylor lautner. (google that shit. he plays the tan kid in cheaper by the dozen 2 and jacob in twilight) and OF COURSE when he walks by with his friend cedric goes "SO LIKE YA BITCHES STAYING AT THE HYATT?" and they just give us this weird look and i had to explain that cedric was gay anyways one was hot his name was riley. he was from san clemente. tennis player. we kissed later. it was nice. yawn. other then that, dance was fun. there were some amazing people there. for real. wade was like ten feet away. i almost freaked out. but i kept it cool. other then that. best week of my life. the end. period. only three years until high school is over. PEACE BITCHES. update coming in a couple hours or tomorrow (which is technically today) anyways peace out and remember. "we cannot change the cards we are dealt, just how we play the hand."


Sunday, July 27, 2008

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    How the Day Sounds
    By Greg Laswell
    Through The Looking Glass
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    when there's nothing left to burn...

    last update until after vacation. i get back friday so probably a couple days after that.
    peace!

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    You can fake a smile for everyone else, but you'll never hide the truth from yourself.

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    either get over it, or do something about it.
cause no one care's about the in-between

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    the road we're on isn't easy, but we're walking hand in
hand.
    and they may say that it's wrong to be, but they
never felt your love like me.
    i'll take the world on tonight
if that means i can hold you tight.
    i don't know what it is,
but you feel right

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    All the scheming and plotting in the world won't result in something lasting, transcendent. Anything that's authentic, that's real, comes in the form of a gift. Even if by accident.

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    Well, you're not awake, but you haven't been sleeping and you hate god, but you don't believe in him. And you're not scared but you've still got your eyes closed.

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    Trials never end, of course. Unhappiness and misfortune are bound to occur as long as people live, but there is a feeling now, that was not here before, and is not just on the surface of things, but penetrates all the way through: We've won it. It's going to get better now. You can sort of tell these things.

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    I decided, very early on, just to accept life unconditionally; I never expected it to do anything special for me, yet I seemed to accomplish far more than I had ever hoped. Most of the time it just happened to me without my ever seeking it. - Audrey Hepburn

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    Do you remember what the music meant? Life's just complications and frustrations. They disappear when the music starts playing. I found a place where it feels alright. I heard a record, and it opened my eyes. Do you remember when we couldn't put it away? Do you remember what it meant? And nothing else matters when I turn it up loud.

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    It's okay if you want to limit yourself, but don't let others do it for you. - Gracie

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    Maybe I could have loved you better. Maybe you should have loved me more. Maybe our hearts were next in line. Maybe everything breaks sometimes.

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    "When life offers a dream so far beyond any of your expectations, it's not reasonable to grieve when it comes to an end."

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    What a difference a day made, twenty four little hours brought the sun and the flowers where there used to be rain. What a difference a day made, and the difference is you.

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    It's not doing whatever the person you care for expects of you.
    It's doing what they don't expect. It's going above and beyond what you've been asked.

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    Beauty is unbearable, drives us to despair, offering us for a minute the glimpse of an eternity that we should like to stretch out over the whole of time.

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    In some ways we grow up. 
We have families, we get married, divorced. 
But for the most part, we still have the same problems that we did when we were fifteen. 
No matter how much we grow taller, grow older, we are still forever stumbling, 
forever wondering,
forever young

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    When you think you've lost it all and
the words are harder than the fall,
    that's
when you find yourself and you realize
you've got to do what's best for you

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    We spend our whole lives telling ourselves,

    "Everything happens for a reason"

    But when it comes down to it, 

    We just give everything that happens a reason

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    There's blood in my mouth

    Because I've been biting my tongue all week.

    I keep on talking trash,
But I never say anything.

    And the talking leads to touching.

    And the touching leads to sex.

    And then there's no mystery left.

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    Here's to the liars and the cheaters and the cold mistreaters
To the Momma's boys who can't make a stand. 
Here's to the superficial players; 
The "I love ya" too-soon-sayers; 
If you hear me girls, raise your hand: 
Let's have a toast: 
Here's to findin' a good man.

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    sometimes when you try to find yourself, you end up losing someone else.

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    In your fear, seek only peace.
    In your fear, seek only love.

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    "If you're so funny, then why are you on your own tonight? And if you're so clever, then why are you on your own tonight? If you're so very entertaining, then why are you on your own tonight? If you're so very good looking, why do you sleep alone tonight?"

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    And bam! The shine's off the apple. And that's when you find out that that pretty little girl you married isn't a pretty little girl at all. No, she's a man-eater. And I'm not talking about the "whoa-whoa, here she comes" kind of man-eater. I'm talking about the kind that uses your dignity as a dishtowel to wipe up any shreds of manhood that might be stuck inside the sink. Of course, I may have tormented her from time to time; but, honest to God, that's what I thought marriage was all about. So much so that, by the end of that relationship, I honestly don't know who I hated more - her or me? I used to sit around and wonder... why our friends weren't trying to destroy each other, like we were. And here, it turns out, the answer's pretty simple: They weren't unhappy. We were.

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    Because even if it breaks your heart to be just friends,
    if you really care about someone, you'll take the hit.

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    cause goodbyes are like a roulette wheel

    you never know where they're gonna land

    first you're spinning, then you're standing still

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    Forget about our mothers and our friends.
    We were fated to pretend.

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    Say it isn't so
    How easily she comes, and easy she goes
    Please don't tell her that I've been meaning to miss her
    Because I don't

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    someday you will find the place,
    its the place where love takes over hate.
    and you'll see all the things you do,
    affect everyone around you.
    then you'll see there's fear at all,
    you held my hand we took down that wall.
    as i looked at you with nothing to say,
    now i understand why you pushed me away.
    i looked far and now i see,
    that the only one i needed was me.

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    If I could be your superman,
    I'd fly you to the stars and back again.
    'cause everytime you touched my hand,
    You feel my powers running through your veins.
    But I can only write this song,
    And tell you that I'm not that strong.
    'Cause I'm no superman, I hope you like me as I am.

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    Good morning. What's your destiny? While some are destined to pass the torch, others are destined to run with it. But it's what you do with your opportunities that will chart your course. Remember, there's nothing wrong with following in someone else's footsteps just as long as you leave your own footprints behind. God is love, Rev Run.

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    i've been looking for a reason to go there,

    and you're leading me no where.

    and if you're ready to be my everything.

    if you're ready to see it through this time.

    and if you're ready for love, then this i will bring.

    but i'm not gonna wait for you forever this time.

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    "you've got the fakest smile i've ever seen."

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    You've got to understand that it took courage to make myself
come to the realization that everything I've ever wanted is found
within you. For me to put everything aside again, everything that
was once broke is a remarkable task that took a lot of strength
and faith. They say sometimes people put walls up, not because
they want to block people out, but because they want to see
who cares enough to knock them down. You know me like
no one else does because I was never able to let anyone in,
and you don't even know how glad and thankful I am that I
gave you the chance. You stayed at your best, yet you stuck
it at our worst, and proved to me what truth in love still has.
The sky is the limit, and true love is forever.

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    "I love staring at people sitting at a stop light, even though it may seem rude, you can learn a lot about people within that ten second range that you’re with them. They’re confidence, or lack of it, shines through at that very moment they realize you’re looking at them, for they can either look away or they can stare right back at you and hold that gaze until the light changes green"

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    find your heart and follow it,
    take some pain and swallow it.

    coexist

    Not all the scars show, not all wounds heal.
Sometimes you can't always see the pain someone feels.

    coexist_normal

    "You will see a lot of things, but they will mean nothing to you if you lose sight of the one you love." -At First Sight

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    "I guarantee it won't be easy. I guarantee that at one point or another, one of us is going to want to leave. But I also guarantee that if I don't ask you to be mine, I am going to regret it for the rest of my life because I know in my heart you are the only one for me."-Runaway Bride

    dogz

    “It's when you cry just a little, but you laugh in the middle that you've made it.”-Jason Mraz

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    don't you, forget about me.

    eve4

    Every word we breathe in, every word we 
breathe out. It all has meaning and it all takes us 
into newly discovered directions. We can go up 
or down, left or right, back or forward, but 
we can never stop. No, we can never stop.

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    Maybe if we'd done things different, a million
lives we might have lived. Flying through your 
mind, you're everyone's but mine now.

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    youre tied together with a smile,
but youre coming undone.

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    break my heart, but it won't bleed.

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    "Life is like a box of crayons. Most people are the 8-color boxes, but what you're really looking for are the 64-color boxes with the sharpeners on the back. I fancy myself to be a 64-color box, though I've got a few missing. It's ok though, because I've got some more vibrant colors like periwinkle at my disposal. I have a bit of a problem though in that I can only meet the 8-color boxes. Does anyone else have that problem? I mean there are so many different colors of life, of feeling, of articulation.. so when I meet someone who's an 8-color type.. I'm like, "hey girl, magenta!" and she's like, "oh, you mean purple!" and she goes off on her purple thing, and I'm like, "no - I want magenta!"-John Mayer

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    Sometimes you need to forget how you feel, and remember what you deserve."-Justin Barr

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    "You cant do this, You cant put one relationship on hold for another. Its like call waiting.. You keep one person on hold long enough and they're gonna hang up.."-Unknown

    god

    "To love is to suffer. To avoid suffering, one must not love; but then one suffers from not loving. Therefore, to love is to suffer, not to love is to suffer, to suffer is to suffer. To be happy is to love; to be happy then is to suffer, but suffering makes one unhappy; therefore to be unhappy one must love or love to suffer or suffer from too much happiness. I hope you're getting this down."-Love and Death

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    "Hearts will never be practical until they are made unbreakable"-The Wizard of Oz

    job

    "Your voice is the soundtrack of my summer"-Boys like Girls

    ipod

    "Dream as if you'll live forever, live as if you'll die tomorrow." -James Dean

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    "They've done studies, you know. 60% of the time, it works every time." -Anchorman

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    "I know it's a cornball thing, but love is passion, obsession, someone you can't live without. If you don't start with that, what are you going to end up with? I say fall head over heels. Find someone you love like crazy & who'll love you the same way back. & how do you find him? Forget your head & listen to your heart... Run the risk, if you get hurt, you'll come back. Because the truth is, there is no sense living your life without this. To make the journey & not fall deeply in love -- well, you haven't lived a life at all. You have to try. Because if you haven't tried, you haven't lived... Stay open. Who knows? Lightning could strike."-William Parrish

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    gotta find your inner strength. if you cant then just throw life away. you gotta learn to rely on you, beauty, strength, and wisdom too. you're beautiful inside and out, lead a great life without a doubt. don't need a man to make things fair, cause more then likely he won't be there. listen girl, you gotta know it's true. cause in the end all you got is you.

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    and in the end, it’s not about who’s skinnier or
who’s prettier.
    It’s about who can survive through
all the name calling and dirty looks.
    It’s about
who has the strength to not care

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    ...you have to set yourself on fire.

    this goes out to my girl tay tay!

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Thursday, July 24, 2008

  • Currently Listening
    On a Clear Night
    By Missy Higgins
    Where I Stood
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    the wall between darkness and success.

    well i saw the dark knight and it was probably one of the most amazing things i have ever seen. its one of the saddest things to see someone pass so quickly without their light shining to its fullest capability. we miss you. all of you. i saw your mom the other day janet.

    part two comes tomorrow, before i leave for la. and sorry for all the movie quotes.
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    "I'm gonna turn around with a great smile, and walk my white ass back across 8 Mile."

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    Dancing is telling you no. It's telling you no all day long. It's mocking you over and over again telling you that you're an idiot. You're stupid. You're an idiot for taking risks. You're an idiot for putting your feelings out on the floor. You're jumping off a twenty story cliff and building your wings on the way down.

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    John Bender: Don't you ever talk about my friends. You don't know any of my friends. You don't look at any of my friends. And you certainly wouldn't condescend to speak to any of my friends. So you just stick to the things you know: shopping, nail polish, your father's BMW, and your poor, rich drunk mother in the Caribbean. And as far as being concerned about what's gonna happen when you and I walk down the hallways of school together, you can forget it cuz it's never gonna happen. Just bury your head in the sand and wait for your fucking prom.

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    Superman: You will be different, sometimes you'll feel like an outcast, but you'll never be alone. You will make my strength your own. You will see my life through your eyes, as your life will be seen through mine. The son becomes the father and the father becomes the son.

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    Dwayne (in Little Miss Sunshine) - You know what? Fuck beauty contests. Life is one fucking beauty contest after another. School, then college, then work... Fuck that. And fuck the Air Force Academy. If I want to fly, I'll find a way to fly. You do what you love, and fuck the rest.

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    Sonny Truelove (to interviewer in Alpha Dog about the Murder by his son of Zack Mazursky) - You wanna know what this is all about? You can say it's about drugs or guns or disaffected youth, or whatever you like. But this whole thing is about parenting. It's about taking care of your children. You take care of yours, I take care of mine.

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    Sam Phillips (to Johnny Cash in the movie Walk The Line) - "Bring... bring it home? All right, let's bring it home. If you was hit by a truck and you was lying out there in that gutter dying, and you had time to sing one song. Huh? One song that people would remember before you're dirt. One song that would let God know how you felt about your time here on Earth. One song that would sum you up. You tellin' me that's the song you'd sing? That same Jimmy Davis tune we hear on the radio all day, about your peace within, and how it's real, and how you're gonna shout it? Or... would you sing somethin' different. Somethin' real. Somethin' you felt. Cause I'm telling you right now, that's the kind of song people want to hear. That's the kind of song that truly saves people. It ain't got nothin to do with believin' in God, Mr. Cash. It has to do with believin' in yourself.

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    George Jung (as played by Johnny Depp in Blow - saying goodbye to his father during his life sentence) - Hello Dad. You know I remember a lifetime ago, when I was about 3 1/2 feet tall, weighing all of 60 pounds, but every inch your son. I remember those Saturday mornings going to work with my dad, we'd climb into that big green truck. I thought that truck... was the biggest truck in the universe pop. I remember how important the job we did was, how if it wasn't for us, people would freeze to death. I thought you were the strongest man in the world. And remember those home videos when mom would dress up like Loretta Young, barbeques and football games, ice cream, playing with the Tuna. And when I left for California only to come home with the FBI chasing me, and that FBI agent Trout had to kneel down to put my boots on and you said, "That's where you belong you son of a bitch, puttin on Georgie's boots." That was a good one pop, you remember that. And remember that time when you told me that money wasn't real. Well old man, I'm 42 years old, and I finally realize what you were trying to tell me, so many years ago. I finally understand. Your the best, pop, just wish I could have done more for you, wish we had more time. Anyway, may the wind always be at your back, and the sun always upon your face, and may the wings of destiny carry you aloft to dance with the stars. I love you Dad. Love George.

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    George (in Blow) - So in the end, was it worth it? Jesus Christ. How irreparably changed my life has become. It's always the last day of summer and I've been left out in the cold with no door to get back in. I'll grant you I've had more than my share of poignant moments. Life passes most people by while they're making grand plans for it. Throughout my lifetime, I've left pieces of my heart here and there. And now, there's almost not enough to stay alive. But I force a smile, knowing that my ambition far exceeded my talent. There are no more white horses or pretty ladies at my door.

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    "Every great magic trick consists of three parts or acts. The first part is called "The Pledge". The magician shows you something ordinary: a deck of cards, a bird or a man. He shows you this object. Perhaps he asks you to inspect it to see if it is indeed real, unaltered, normal. But of course... it probably isn't. The second act is called "The Turn". The magician takes the ordinary something and makes it do something extraordinary. Now you're looking for the secret... but you won't find it, because of course you're not really looking. You don't really want to know. You want to be fooled. But you wouldn't clap yet. Because making something disappear isn't enough; you have to bring it back. That's why every magic trick has a third act, the hardest part, the part we call "The Prestige"."

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    Edward: You've got... shit to offer. You've got no poetry, you've got no light. No one looking at you going, "Damn... look at that Miguel. I want... some of what he's got." All you have is your anger.

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    Mike Winchell: You ever feel cursed, Coach? Like, no matter what, inside your heart you feel that you're gonna lose. Like something's hanging over you, following you like a witch or a demon that just... I feel like that all the time. Even when things are going good. When we're winnin', it's there. And when we're losin', it's there
    Coach Gary Gaines: It took me a long time to realize that, uh, there ain't much difference between winnin' and losin', except for how the outside world treats you. But inside you, it's about all the same. It really is. Fact of the matter is, I believe that, uh, our only curses are the ones that are self-imposed. You know what I'm sayin'? We, all of us, dig our own holes.

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    "Being perfect is not about that scoreboard out there. It's not about winning. It's about you and your relationship with yourself, your family and your friends. Being perfect is about being able to look your friends in the eye and know that you didnt let them down because you told them the truth. And that truth is you did everything you could. There wasnt one more thing you could've done. Can you live in that moment as best you can, with clear eyes, and love in your heart, with joy in your heart? If you can do that gentleman - you're perfect! "

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    "Gentlemen, the hopes and dreams of an entire town are riding on your shoulders. You may never matter again in your life as much as you do right now."

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    Kyle: [about stealing the answers to the SAT] It's a victimless crime.
    Anna: Okay, hypothetical situation: You're driving, it's late, you get to a red light in the middle of nowhere. Do you run the light?
    [pause]
    Anna: You see? You don't. You wait. Because a victimless crime is still a crime. It isn't worth it.
    Kyle: Maybe it is. Maybe I run it. It depends.
    Anna: On what?
    Kyle: Am I trying to get somewhere important?

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    barefoot or first thing in the morning; i feel beautiful. i didn't always feel that way, but i feel that way now. when somebody just loves you, and when you make somebody else happy, when your presence seems to make them happy; you suddenly feel like the most beautiful person in the world. - Angelina Jolie

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    "It's a schemer who put you where you are. You were a schemer. You had plans. Look where it got you. I just did what I do best-I took your plan and turned it on itself. Look what I have done to this city with a few drums of gas and a couple bullets. Nobody panics when the expected people get killed. Nobody panics when things go according to plan, even if the plans are horrifying. If I tell the press that tomorrow a gangbanger will get shot, or a truckload of soldiers will get blown up, nobody panics. But when I say one little old mayor will die, everyone loses their minds! Introduce a little anarchy, you upset the established order, and everything becomes chaos. I am an agent of chaos. And you know the thing about chaos, Harvey? It's fair. "

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    "Attention, everyone? I want to thank you all for coming here tonight and drinking all of my booze. No, really. There's a thing about being a Wayne that, well, you're never short a few freeloaders, like yourselves, to fill up your mansion with, so, here's to you people. Thank you. Wait, I'm not finished. To all of you, uh, all you phonies, all of you two-faced friends, you sycophantic suck-ups who smile through your teeth at me, please leave me in peace. Please go. Stop smiling. It's not a joke. Please leave. The party's over. Get out. "

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    But a criminal is not complicated. What you really fear is inside yourself.
    You fear your own power. You fear your anger, the drive to do great or terrible things.

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    How can you move on if you're still living in the past? And how can
    you step forward, leaving the past behind if you can't even begin to
    forgive what the past holds? How can you love someone for who
    they are yet want to hate them for what they've done? I guess that
    what it boils down to is this: there are always those defining moments,
    times that make us or break us, build us or tear us apart, help us progress
    further or stop us dead in our tracks. And for whichever way we may choose,
    there's a consequence of equal value. It's a true test of what we stand for,
    where we came from, and where we are going. These are moments that
    we live for, breathe for, and fight for. These are the defining moments that
    leave imprints forever in our hearts, making our souls forever. These are
    choices that could bring you one step closer to forever or leaving you hostage
    to the past. I guess in order to move on from the past, you must learn to forgive it.
    And forgiving may mean letting go.

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    People from your world have so much to lose. Now, you think because your mommy and your daddy got shot, you know about the ugly side of life, but you don't. You've never tasted desperate. You're, uh, you're Bruce Wayne, the Prince of Gotham; you'd have to go a thousand miles to meet someone who didn't know your name. So, don't-don't come down here with your anger, trying to prove something to yourself. This is a world you'll never understand. And you always fear what you don't understand. Alright.

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    "You think i'm crazy? Look at you. Your standing on one side of a glass wall and you're throwing stones at people through it, but they're only coming back and hitting you in the face."

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    I’ve been kicked to the floor; I’ve been knocked
off my feet. I’ve been pushed around, massacred
emotionally and beat. I’ve also raised before the sun,
seen the most beautiful views. But most of all, I got
back up and didn't lose.

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    Life changes. You get it all lined up just the way you like it& then something beyond your control comes along & bumps you off center. How nice it would be if you could get everything just the way you want it & say, 'Okay, now, stay.' But nothing stays the same. You grow up, make friends,lose friends, go to college, lose track of people, meet new ones,& sometimes you ask yourself why. But all I can tell you is the every single experience you go throughlike this changed  you in some way. Every new person who comes into your life changes you.Every moral dilemma or emotional experience you come up against changes you. It`s your job, you decide how. That`s how character is developed.

    z148943463

    If you have nothing to say,  say nothing.

    z148988741

    I've been fucked pretty hard throughout my few years by several different people, but I don't really hate any of them.  I don't waste time thinking about them; they're just cut from my life. But I find that as a result, I've become angrier and more jaded. And I have less room for love in my heart now because its filled with so much frustration and distrust. So while I don't really hate anyone, I kind of hate everyone.

    z150379686

    so maybe you could walk with me awhile,
and maybe i could rest beneath your smile.

    everybody stumbles sometimes and needs
a hand to hold, cause it's a long trip alone.

    z150930815

    I am the red in the rose, the flowers on the blankets on your bedroom floor. And I am the gray in the ghost that hides with your clothes behind your closet door. I am the green in the grass that bends back from underneath your feet. And I am the blue in your back alley view where the horizon and the rooftops meet. If you cut me, I suppose I would bleed the colors of the evening stars. You can go anywhere you wish cause I'll be there, wherever you are.

    z151287606

    You can spend a hell of a lot of time of your life talking without ever actually having a conversation.

    z151579574

    Not everybody has a sob story.
    And even if they do, its no excuse

    z152396854

    You crossed the line first, sir. You hammered them. And in their desperation they turned to a man they didn't fully understand. Some men aren't looking for anything logical. They can't be bought, bullied, reasoned or negotiated with. Some men just want to watch the world burn.

    z153370335

    Maybe I could have loved you better. Maybe you should have loved me more. Maybe our hearts were next in line. Maybe everything breaks sometimes

    z153523770

    we don't have time left to regret.
it will take more than common sense.
so stop your wondering; take a stand.
cause there's more than life just to live.

    z153731935

    it's important to figure out your own life
before involving someone else