this xanga is being stupid.

im making a new one.

www.xanga.com/withoutxxreason

so i was thinking earlier.

when we are all seniors - our class is going to be so messed up. and its weird. cuz out of the four classes at OP this year i think ours is the worst.  like seriously. half the people are drinking/smoking pot/cigarettes or whatever. and its just like. why are people so dumb. . honestly. youre wasting 'the best 4 years of your life' on doing something you dont even remember the next day. . .i just dont get it. how can you live a life not having memories other than 'ah remember that time we got so freaking drunk and did all this stupid stuff' or 'that one time when we got high. . blah blah blah'. and im not judging anyone by this. i just think its a stupid thing to do. how many more bad things are there to it than 'good' things. . . like a million. but whatev - idk it was just on my mind today and thought id let everyone know. .

uhmm. thats pretty much it. i got some candy and a balloon today at practice the other day. that was exciting :] im super psyched (which in my dictionary is spelled siked.) for this upcoming yeaaaaar! :]

panic at the disco - :] :]
lifehouse?! :] :]

//boo my phone is gaaaaaay and turns off at random times , and our plan doesnt end till febuary of 2007. and my dad said i get to text when our new plan starts. ughhh hes dummmmmb!

eeeeee i get to go to chipotle today :]

Oak Park Varsity Cheer 2006-2007 Will Be Amazing :] I Can't Wait.

Congrats To All The Girls.

//alskjfaslfjk i still havent made my list for my quinceanera. everything is just so laksjfdl;aksasjklf. honestly i just want to go dress shopping. now. and ill be happy - - so oak park mall has a NEW SEPHORA THERE!? ahh definatly going this weekend - anyone up for some makeup/dress shopping with me?!

For Once In Her Life
She Takes A Look Around
& Realizes ...
Things Need To Change.

//new layout-gives me a headache but i really like it :]-
 new song

edit.

why do i always have to hear it? i dont want to listen to this. i just want it all to be over. why cant it just be done? i hate this i was so happy and just one thing, it ruins everything. this will be on my mind all week, i know it will.

mmm i love concerts - these would be the ones i would really love to go to
matt wertz
panic at the disco - im pretty sure im going
kelly clarkson
lifehouse
edwin mcCain
imogen heap

Cheer Tryouts Saturday.
Super Nervous. But Excited?!
Wish Me Luck.

Its Definatly Going To Be Tough, So Many Good Girls. . Aghhh

I Love Miss Sabrina McEvers. So Glad Were Getting Closer - - AGAIN.
the cruise will be amazing next year :]

Good Weekend.

Uhm Today In BOSS We Had To Fill Out This Thing About Who We Were Sure We Could Count On And Stuff. And It Just Made Me Think - A Lot.

that's what life is about.
those moments when you feel entirely carefree,
like nothing can touch you.
it's those moments that make the hard parts so worth it.
it's moments like that that make this everything bearable.
i know it'll pass - my moments will come.

editt/
spained my ankle really bad and doctor said those usually hurt more than breaks. wonderful. cant jump/run for 2 weeks. doesnt mean i cant stunt?! or do a chant. or do the fight song - - righhhht?! cant be on it at all today, so i wont be at school. blah.

ughhhh right before tryouts. this sucks.

eddddiiiiittttt////

Hush Sound, From First To Last, Hawthorne Heights, All American Rejects, And Fallout Boy Were AMAAAAZING. pics in a bit