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This has officially been the worst 2 weeks of my entire life.
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I GOT MY LICENNSSEEEEEEEEE!!
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Well things have been really shitty lately..this week is probably the
longest week of my life. Everything just goes from one thing to
anotherr i just never have time to sit around and not do anything for a
few hours. I just want there to be times where i just dont have
anything to worry about. Lately idk things have just been feeling
different, if you would have told me a year ago how things would be
today i would never believe it. Also every little thing i do i feel
like i want to re-do it like i have severe regret for everylittle thing
i do or say, i feel soooooooo out of it its rediculous. School just is
overall depressing, i go from first period where i just sit there and
act like im paying attention and play that for the following 7 class's
of my day. I just really hope this whole thing is temporary i
cant deal with it. Also i feel like i should be appologizing for
being such a bitch lately i just feel like my whole world has been
turned upside down. I always always always take
things out on the wrong people, i feel like i havent been being a good
friend lately or a good girlfriend. I just think im doing everything
with half effort lately and that everyone else just puts a lot more
efforts in things then i do and im sorry i just feel like a shitty
girlfriend and friend. Well i guess im done rambling on and
trying to find excuses for the way i've been acting. once again sorry
to everyone and anyone who i've pissed off/ hurt/ bitched at recently.
Try to u.n.d.e.r.s.t.a.n.d.
Theres and old mistake that fools will make
and im the king of them pushing
Everything thats good away.
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Merry christmas and Happy new year!
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| i love amber conrad, mike, and jenna!

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