Lets just say you met this guy..
And you two started talking and you're like, hey he's nice, we could be friends, but then you talk and talk and then you realize, i think i may like him more than a friend. You guys start talking forever and ever just about stuff. nothing important. And you guys talk whenever ya'll can. and youre like awww, i like him, i hope he does too, no wait, he does! and so two years pass and you guys are STILL tlaking cause you two are just oh so close. Then suddenly out of the bloom, he just one day stops. And youre like, oh well, hes probably busy, and then the next day comes and he stops too. and youre liek okay wait a minute...somethigns wrong. and then weeks pass by and he doesnt say anything! and you're like aww man, what happened? and so one day you finally talk but its different, its not quite the same. and so you're confused. you dont know what to do. so ya;ll just ignore eachother. its very sad, but it happens. then one day, you look at his profile and see this girl. girl. another girl. and you think, well shes probably just a friend. hope so. but then you see her comment and shes not talking like shes just a friend. you get very jealous and furious because HE didnt tell you ANYTHING about this GIRL. you thought you two were close, yet he doesnt say a word. Then finally you realize, they are going out. and so you say to yourself, well, what about me? like, i thought we had something. but no, yall never had anything. it was just you. you in your mind always thought he was the one. figures. you two were never gonna go that far, come on now, hes incredibly handsome. of course hes gonna want her, but shes not even that pretty. and so now you know its official, cause you constantly check his profile cause youre a stalker. and youre still mad cause he hasnt TOLD you yet. and now, you see a pic of them two on his msn display pic and you say wow hes handsome, why arent we talking anymore ... i thought we had something special. i love him.

but its too friggen bad.
Hes hella ignoring you.
Like never before.
Its annoying.
What a jerk.
And i want him out of my life.
but thats impossible because I love him.

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tis the end of the year.
& we're almost seniors !
holy mother friggen crap.
That was hella fast.
I mean, i dont even feel like a senior.
seriously.

I actually liked this year.
I mean, I like myself more. heh.
& great things happened !~
yeah yeah yeah.

Hm, I'm hella looking forward to next year.
Cause I know it's gonna be hella fun.

it's not aim, its A-I-M.
LOL, castro valley people . .

Overall, my classes have been okay.
I just don't like chemistry or english.
I'm so glad I'm done with science !
and math tambien ~! :D

guessitwasntmeanttobe.
imadefitnitlymisshim.
hesgotsomeoneelse.
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Holas.
Well, junior year is coming to an end; it went by so fast.
Escribire en espanol. jajaja.
Bueno, este ano me a gustado muchisimo.
Me encanta mi clase de arte. Y horita estoy pensando en agarar mi "major" en arte.
perooo, no se en que colegio quiero ir.
Mis opciones horita son : SFSU, Academy of Art Univ, East Bay.
Y para ir a SFSU, necesito a tomar Alg 2 otra vez porq agare un D.
stupidmrlovato.
Osea, tengo q ir a chabot para hacer Alg 2. -_-

Ojala voy a japon! de verdaddd!
Por q las clases de arte van a ir. y tal vez voy yo! =)
Bueno, ojala. Y estoy orando y ayunando para q puedo ir.
Y tambien para los jovenes q van a ir al retiro. claro.
Dios hace muchas cosas. Creo q el puede hacer todo posible.

So im switching fonts. yay.
LOL. this is what i get for spamming Raul <3

Raul: omgggggggggggggggggg

Raul: did you tell me STUPID ?  [hes so mexican! tell -> call*]

Raul: OMG FUCK YOPU !

Raul: HAHAHAHA

Raul: bye almita <33

Raul: take care (:

Raul: sorry, cuidate

Raul: LOL

Raul: sucker.

Isnt he nice..hahahahaha. its okayy. That made my day. =)

March is coming to an end. wah.
Can't wait til thursday! omgomgomg!
Ima see SL people againn! =) yay yay yayyy.
You have no idea, how happy this makes me. hehe
& on tues, me, paloma, elizabeth, camille, laurie, we gonna go to china town! LOL the one in SF
hahahahaha, china town! whoooo! ima hella blend in..hah.

Theres no fashion illustration class today. =( i am very triste.
Its cause its there spring break.
& Apr 4 is our final exhibition & i get to present my project in the Academy of Art gallery! YAY!
Man, ima hella miss my class when its over. Hella nice people.
And made friends there. One of them came from China just to study Fashion. and im like wow. she really wants this. Shes very talented too. She wants to be a fashion designer, and if i stay in touch with her afterwards, she might be so famous, she gets to show her collection in NY Fashion Week and you know, she can give me tickets. ;DDD LOL. How exciting that will be.

Paloma and I have life goals together:
1. Go to NY Fashion week.
2. Drive to Mexico after HS.
3. Go to a World Cup game.
4. Go to a Super Bowl.
5. Go to a World Series.
6. Go to Japan.
7. Go to Korea to go see Nexon.  [LOL. WE'RE SUCH LOSERS]

Those are nearly impossible but we HAVE to do it! omggg!

My parents bought a christian bookstore and im hella excited! i get to work there! w00t!
Its sooo much work! omg! Like everyday this week, i've been coming home like around 11pm-12am.
but it was a good thing that i didnt have a lot of homework. so yeah. & today is our grand opening! yayy.