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Thursday, June 12, 2008

IS THAT A ZIT ON YOUR FACE??? well no one cares...get over yourself!

"Sometimes i feel so strange

i'll be just sitting quietly and suddenly a chain of randomly composed thoughts will take over my mind...[spooky? no, awesome]

i start off thinking about society and what's "wrong" with it... whatever that means..which leads me to feel selfish about my personal problems or issues since they are so minuscule (comparitively)

then i get out of the social problems and start looking at an even bigger problem...with the environment...and how obnoxious we are as a species of this Earth...taking everything for granted..worrying about our minutes left for the month so the bill doest go up while not thinking about the plague we have become for our home...the pollution, the poverty, the "everything wrong"

we're always worrying about GPAs and SAT scores...about missing a deadline...about being dumped...about being fat..skinny..muslim...jewish...hindu...[etc etc etc] .about this silly paper we call money and rocks we call diamonds.. about beauty...fashion...sex...and more..so much more

and i'll admit i am no different...but its just so sad because these little things are SO MICROSCOPIC but we are still obsessed, its actually why we live...we live for this?! its ridiculous [....no, pathetic]

i mean we are so selfish...we dont ever look beyond ourselves..beyond earth? it's not even a valid thought for some...i mean we are this very small planet, that's part of this unimaginably vast galaxy...in which our solar system is a fruit in comparison...our earth is almost not exitant ...and this galaxy is part of an even larger entity, the growing universe...where our galaxy is less than a speckle of dust

hmmm ....so ....WHAT ARE WE??

we are honestly >>>>>nothing..nada...zilch...a big fat zero baby!

not even a drop of water in all the oceans combined......[i think you get the point by now...but hey i can keep going]

and so what about our little problems?
what are they?
well a problem is usually a problem because WE THINK of it as something unpleasing which needs fixing...right?

SO its just a THOUGHT..

if you didnt declare it to someone, no one would know about it, right?

so our problems are just caused by electric signals in our brains?...well you know an ELECTRON is not even the size of a bee in a football stadium! (if the stadium was an atom) from your elementary school days or high school

so OUR problems are literally non-existant...imaginary things that haunt us? they are in the negative side of the scale of our universe...close to negative infinity!...

and yet WE ARE STILL SO VERY OBSESSED WITH THEM...

WHY??!!! [a damn mystery indeed]

its not something we can fix..but its just pathetic...


just a thought...

ROAR~



[edit]
ok so i think some people didnt really get me ...
NO my point was not that we should kill ourselves...

i was trying to say that whenever you have a problem...just ZOOM OUT a little...look at the big picture intstead of staying focussed on your sadness...[breath in through your fat ugly nose and out through your big, unsymmetrical mouth]

well at least thats what i do[except i dont look like an oger]...
it helps a little, makes me realize i can overcome it...cuz its not really that much of a big deal

MY POINT WAS ALSO to say that well our lives are too short to be able to fully explore every nook and cranny of our surroundings...of course we can't explore the WHOLE planet or anything...but isnt it better to try rather than waste that time sulking?

Its just that one day we'll all leave ...[yes me too, aww i know ill miss you too]
and it would be sad on our part, if we didnt use this short time we're given to live to the fullest and make discoveries....


that's all."

-Alvina Nadeem [no drugs were consumed]


Tuesday, March 04, 2008

i came here all the way...just to say...nothing at all

 

 

CUSTOMS CLEARED


Thursday, January 17, 2008

bigger than slim coming "back"

"HELLO WORLD"...ggghaa comp208 memories

twas fun twas a challenge but twas fun

...man i wish i could a conversation with myself and stay satisfied without having to talk to other humans...mirro mirror on the wall?..yeah somthing like that

WHY? well because people are confusing...who'r real...who's fake..EVERYONE is fake...at some point or other..its true..i am too at times...like an interview etc

for a semester, i totally lost sight of who i am, was, and wanted to be, it was horrible to feel that way...lost sight of my dreams, goals, ambitions, even my potential...

you know that feeling you get when you wake up and realize you dreamnt and you try hard to remember what it was but no matter what, you just can't remember...that momentary frustration? yeahh..now extend that to a whole semester, it was awful...especially once i realized what was happening

but anyway its all good now, im getting back into motion..not perfectly back to the throne i once sat on..but hey im getting there...after all falling off is easier than climbing but hey im young and restless so yeah i can recover and get that motivation back! GOOD JOB to me! kudos

so in honor of the rehabilitation of my personal goals in life i joined SEDS...which is an awesome organization called Students for the Exploration and Development of Space"...hellllllz yeah!! how awesome...its gonna be a blast..there is team challenge for every chapter and finally McGill Uni has a friggin chapter menaing i get to be part of something awesome...so we compete with other schools and design whatever thay require us to and send it off to space if it works and is usefull obviously...man just thinking about tickles my fancy <<haha

no but really, im so excited about it, i hope everything works out it would be awesome!

so yeah

IM BACK BITCHES..watch out! 

 

 


Monday, June 25, 2007

why is that when ur sad..no one is around
and no one is there to make u feel better
and to understand how u feel

why does everyone seem so indifferent when it comes to making someone  feel better

i thought the defintion of friend was someone with whoom u can share the good and the bad times...
everyone wants to share the good times
no ones there for the bad

maybe this means i never made any friends
just aquaintances

well whatever...there are almost 6.723 billion people on this planet, i am sure i can find at least 2 or 3 "friends"

i just need to learn to look forward and stop looking back...
i think i can do that
i will


problem solved!
thnx xanga...haha


Saturday, June 09, 2007

THE RAGE grows within my veins the more  the absurdities spill out and vibrate their way to my ear drums...ignorant fools rant without thinking about the consequences

you're forcing me to hate you



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