bigger than slim coming "back""HELLO WORLD"...ggghaa comp208 memories twas fun twas a challenge but twas fun ...man i wish i could a conversation with myself and stay satisfied without having to talk to other humans...mirro mirror on the wall?..yeah somthing like that WHY? well because people are confusing...who'r real...who's fake..EVERYONE is fake...at some point or other..its true..i am too at times...like an interview etc for a semester, i totally lost sight of who i am, was, and wanted to be, it was horrible to feel that way...lost sight of my dreams, goals, ambitions, even my potential... you know that feeling you get when you wake up and realize you dreamnt and you try hard to remember what it was but no matter what, you just can't remember...that momentary frustration? yeahh..now extend that to a whole semester, it was awful...especially once i realized what was happening but anyway its all good now, im getting back into motion..not perfectly back to the throne i once sat on..but hey im getting there...after all falling off is easier than climbing but hey im young and restless so yeah i can recover and get that motivation back! GOOD JOB to me! kudos so in honor of the rehabilitation of my personal goals in life i joined SEDS...which is an awesome organization called Students for the Exploration and Development of Space"...hellllllz yeah!! how awesome...its gonna be a blast..there is team challenge for every chapter and finally McGill Uni has a friggin chapter menaing i get to be part of something awesome...so we compete with other schools and design whatever thay require us to and send it off to space if it works and is usefull obviously...man just thinking about tickles my fancy <<haha no but really, im so excited about it, i hope everything works out it would be awesome! so yeah IM BACK BITCHES..watch out! |