| As I walk through the rain with my head down, the raindrops fall on the back of my head. I'm reminded of a time when I was content. And visions pop into my head of a time of being content once again. I say 'content' because I have a theory that nobody is ever happy. Regardless of how much one has, they always want something else or always want more. Maybe I'm wrong but in the short life that i have lived, that is how I've seen things to be. Is 'happiness' a state of mind? The more I think about it, the more I am starting to believe that it is.
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| so uhhhh...does anybody read/use this crap anymore? 
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| a breath of fresh airit feels good to take a step back from all da crap going on in life and inhale the fresh air...no worries, no problems, no stress, care-free for those few seconds...it feels good to indulge in God's work....
...then i exhale n its back to reality
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| sometimes we may all take a look at our lives and wonder wat things would be like if things were different or if certain aspects of our lives were switched around...or wat things would be like had u made another decision or better decision for dat matter...to shed some light on dis topic...my 'father' and me dont really talk...as a matter of fact we dont talk...could he be a better father? for damn sure...as a matter of fact, he could learn to be a father period...but i digress...da point im gettin at is maybe he could learn a thing or two from my moms bf...i can tell hes a good father...he doesnt try to be mine...but da thought just dawned on me...wat if my dad were more like him? things happen for a reason...although we may not know wat those reasons are, its all in Gods hands....therefore, we shouldnt stress over tryin to find out y things are the way they are...it is wat it is...just accept it as it is and make da best of it...as far as my situation goes, ive been makin the best of it...if not, i wouldnt have gotten dis far...and im still movin forward...maybe things are meant to be dis way cuz i will be better off...i just leave everything in Gods hands and sit back and see wat more he has planned for me....a little faith takes u a long way...a lot of faith takes u even farther
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| wat it all comes down to in the end is it will all be worth it 
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