Enjoying life as a single...
Until something comes along (like a particular song, or driving past Nandos) and triggers something in you, and before you know it, all the memories come flooding back and you feel hot tears on your cheek.
I've never missed you so much in my life. Maybe it's just because for the first time, I can't just call you up and tell you how much I miss you.
Everywhere I go, friends are hooking up or in couples. Doing all that mushy loveydovey stuff in front of me, which I am trying so hard to forget. I think I'll puke if I see another mushy couple. Got really depressed last Saturday (PMS?) and none of my closer single friends were available for a last minute dinner and chat, so I drove to Sunnybank by myself and had dinner with my textbook at a lil kopitiam in market square called Little Singapore or sth. The drive calmed me. I love driving. Wouldnt mind driving to Melbourne again.... only Im not so sure if I'd wanna drive all the way back again. Heh.
On Tuesday nite, dragged Kevo and Umar out for a random drive down to Gold Coast. Had coffee there at 2am before driving back. Random stuff is good Meet the princess of randomness!
Been countering post-breakup depression by keeping myself busy with 2 cleaning jobs (yep, quit the tuition job liaw) and 5 subjects in uni. The workload is crazy!! The stuff im studying now are like ideology, educational psychology, linguistics, literature... Trying to go to church and bellydance lessons every week (missed a lesson just now cos I overnapped ). My karate uniform is still rotting in the closet. Going out with friends occassionally and chatting with cute single friends on msn LOL. Anything to take my mind off him before I go crazy.
Yeah just needed to blah. Gardner's theory of multiple intelligences and Sternberg's thiarchic theory are BORING. Boo.
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