it hurts.. still does.. some say you have to face it to overcome it.

some say avoid it. - out of sight, out of mind. 

words.. they are lethal. 

memories will forever be in my heart.

the only strength i have right now is to look forward for the next good thing to happen..

if you had to choose between LOVE and MONEY, which would u choose? 

i’ve asked myself this question since i was 15? and the answer just keeps changing. right now, i finally know the answer.

i haven’t been happy.. i thought i would be.  

if only theres an instruction book on how i should lead my life and instruction on how to resolve problems.

i hate that i let you down and i feel so bad about it.. i guess karma comes back around because now im the one thats hurting

im blardy hell fucking angry right now. seriously, i think i made a mistake. a mistake so huge and costly

I FUCKING HATE YOU!

Isetan’s Private sale is a freaking killer i swear! i always regret going for it when i’m at the cashier.

i’ve finally let myself fall into the trap of SKII’s A&P.

Currently in LOVVEEE with Chanel’s Hydra Beauty Serum and Masque hydration active (active moisture masque). One of the rare items that i actually really really can’t find a replacement. (besides Cle de peau’s stick concealer that i can’t live without)

Seriously, how the hell do i rotate the picture? i’ve totally lost touch with xanga.

my favourite sunscreen, base and foundation.. its extremely smooth and thin like a second skin! 

these are 2 of the best mascaras ever! have been using this 2 particular mascaras for the past few years. especially the YSL. was introduced to me by Wanny in 2005 and have been using that on/off!

I went crazy again.. i actually stopped buying cosmetics for almost 4 months. at least not as crazy as this.. STFU if you have any comments on me splurging on makeup and shit. i like them and who are you the comment. and..yes, i know i only have 1 face.

 It’s ladies night, i’m so tempted to meet YM at ZOUK… but i’m way too lazy for that these days.

wanna have a glimpse of my makeup collection? heh <3

can never stop packing my room.. no matter how i try, its still messy. 

omg, how do i even rotate this peektureeee????

show how long i haven’t blogged~~~~~~~

its so funny how people shower gifts on you when they’re going after you and get so calculative after they’ve gotten you. 

sometimes, i look back at those times where i used to blog about my daily life.

so much have changed over the past few years… but deep down, im still the same person i used to be.. 

i wish i could find a person i fully comfortable, trust and be honest with. 

people come and go… what breaks my heart is to know that no one can be trusted and everyone is superficial and judgmental.

<3 <3 <3 love love love

can’t wait for exams to be overrrrrrr )

Some people walk into your life, and some people just walk pass..i finally realized how oblivious i used to be.. i didnt know i was that innocent. sometimes, not everything is meant to told. 2011 kinda just started but so much happened within this 2 months. so much and so fast its too much to handle. right now, i’m just looking forward to the day i can escape from reality… haa.. like it’ll ever come. 

i never knew i could be this strong.. , strong enough to make this decision. i surprise myself every now and then, don’t even know who i am.. what i can do, what i cannot do.. i just live my life day by day, hoping that i’ll be happy someday. i’m not sure if i’d regret this.. i’m not sure if i won’t. time will tell..  

surprisingly, i got accept by RMIT and London School Of econs.. i made up my mind and will be going to LSE for summer school instead of my initial plan of going to RMIT in melbourne to complete my last semester. im scared as hell.. but i think its a good idea to get out of my comfort zone once in a while.. do something different and surprise myself once again.

after all these years… im still a Nemo.  

i am not as perfect. i am terribly sorry.. i’ll make it up to you..