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love ya
Ambee

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Walking off the field after say "good game" even when i don't really mean it is hard enough but knowing that once i leave that field there isn't anything that will bring me back to that moment in time.I reach the dugout knowing that for the last time i have to look my teammates in the eyes and i get that feeling of "yea thats it, we're done" and I'm trying so hard not to cry because "THERE'S NO CRYING IN SOFTBALL" but i see my best friend crying and i knew that it's ok to cry we hug and and we both cry  Saying "goodbye" to a tradition is harder than anything I have ever ever had to do.

As i am wanting to leave Ed , wants to talk , of course, to us and try to bring our spirits up. He goes around and asks did you give your hardest to every player and when he gets to me I don't know what to say maybe something like "I guess I gave my hardest I tried so hard to be there for the girls when they would get discouraged"  but those words just don't come out. Then he asks what did you girls learn this year and makes every answer jokingly I reply "seconds base is evil" but what should have been said was " It doesn't matter if your hurt or if your not it's who you play with and having fun"

After we're done talking to the coach me and those four other girls( Beth, Tiff, Stache, Amanda) that i"ve played with for 5 or more years stand around crying and say " i don't want to walk away" and another says" yea cuz then its really over" then i knew that those girls are my family and that nothing will ever change that.

I drove away crying and knowing that i left my family there crying too which sucked i mean really sucked. I get home I go take a shower and in the shower all these memories of me playing third base and getting people out cuz of beth, or hitting home-runs and all the fun times and the good times and then I think what i wouldn't give to be back in that moment a moment where im not sad and im not worried about saying "goodbye" to softball. I didn't have any memories like that for this year my last year and not one good memory of my good doing all i have is the memory of falling and then being made fun of for falling which is ok.

SO to  conclude
Good-bye Softball, its been fun and who knows maybe ill play for school doubt it. and also Good-bye to all the softball memories that could have been made with Beth, Tiff, Stache, and Amanda
I love you girls so much!!! and that won't ever change

on a happier note my birthday is next sunday yeah!

Love
~Ambee~

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ok so this is a little quiz type thing that ive seen on beth and tiff's site and thought id make my own
so what you do it find out the name of the song by the first line in the song. Good luck

1. **One more kiss could be the best thing, one more lie could be the worst** 3 Doors Down ~ Let me Go

2. **You see it all around you good loving gone bad usually its too late when you realize what you had** 38 Special ~ Hold On Loosely

3. **While he was sceaming I was in the beamer just beaming can't believe I caught my man cheating** Blue Cantell ~ Hit Em Up Style

4. **The bar was empty I was sweeping up the floor thats when she walked in I said "Im sorry but we're closed"** Brad Paisley ~ We Danced

5. **I remember looking up to look up to him. I remember most the time he wasn't there** Billy Currington ~ Walk a little straighter daddy

6. **You've always been a friend of mine and that the way it'll be till the day I die, its good to know your on my side ** Chris Cagle ~ Laredo

7. **I wish for you on a falling star wondering where you are and do i ever cross your mind in the worm sunshine** LFO ~ Girl on TV

8. **Desperate for changing , Starving for truth, closer to where started chasing after you** Lifhouse ~ Hanging by a moment

9. ** It started way back in third grade, I used to sit beside emmy loiuse, pink dress matching bow in her pony tail, she kissed me on the school bus but told me not to tell** George Strait ~ Check Yes or No

10. **Somewhere their speaking its already coming in always rising at the back of your mind never could get it unless your fit it** Vertical Horizon ~ Everything You Want

11. **We loaded up my old station wagon with a tent, a coleman, sleeping bags, some fishing poles and a cooler of cokes three days before we had to be back** George Strait ~ Best day of my Life

Ok so these songs are older but you should now them GOOD LUCK

Love ya
~Ambee~

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