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I hate this.

Sun, 16 Sep 2007 20:44:12 GMT

I hate that your family hates me.

For a stupid mistake I made.

I hate that i made that mistake.

I hate that you flirted with her and pushed me into making that mistake.

I hate that i love you.

Bcuz i kno i cant see you as often as i want.

I hate that you cant call.

Cuz jus the sound of your voice makes me smile.

I hate that your bestfriend kissed me.

And told you it was me who came on to him.

I hate that you still dont trust me.

And prolly never will.

I hate that i dont think you believe me when i say I will never hurt you.

I hate that when i get online i dont always see a message from you.

Since that is the only way we can talk.

I hate that your family wont let you talk to me on the phone.

I hate that you have to sneak out to see me.

I hate that you have to test your families trust jus so we can be together.

I hate that we arent together.

I hate that i cry over you a lot.

And its not because you have hurt me.

Because you never have.

Its because i wanna be with you.

And i cant right now.

I hate that your nephew is amazing and means the world to me.

And cuz of that it makes it that much harder to not see you.

But most of all...I hate that i hate nothing about you.

You are perfect. and Amazing.and I love you with all my heart.

and i wanna give you everything i have and more.

you mean the world to me. and there are no words to describe how i feel about you.

or how much you mean to me.

egh...baby life would be perfect if it were you and me...

I LOVE YOU CALEB BARNETT!!! <3 &hearts; <3

Saturday, July 14, 2007

Sat, 14 Jul 2007 16:45:29 GMT

So...i havent been on here in a long ass minute...but ima write a blog jus to keep some of y'all updated...i mean if u really read dis shit...

So i realized that i cant do it any more with the boy that i been talkin to for 3 years...so i ended it...

My first love...we dont talk much any more...i kinda miss him...he was great to talk to...but its cool...

I met a boy named Caleb...and im not gonna lie...i am so in love with him...but i made a mistake...and he is still kinda iffy right now...but we gon pull thru...cuz i love him and dont wanna lose him...he is amazing...

dats all u need to kno...

LOVE YOU

Amelie

Tuesday, March 20, 2007

Tue, 20 Mar 2007 19:44:10 GMT

So i kno like nobody gets on here any more! But ima write on here jus cuz nobody will prolly read this!

So im having boii problems again...i mean seriously when am i not? lol...

but my boii issues consist of this...I really like this boii that ive known for about 3 years. and he says he likes me...and he has liked me on and off for about 3 years also...so now we really really like each other and we are "talking" but i dont get y we dont go out?! i mean he says be patient but fo real its been 3 years but come on...like 3 years i think ive been patient enough...lol...but ok thats only part of problem...

i like another guy too...but he has a girlfriend...and i jus wanted to kno if he liked me...seriously i wanted a straight up answer and i finally got it thru my friend...and im happy to kno the answer...but fo real i want him to kno that im not tryin to get between him and his girlfriend! but yeah...

but seriously im kind of not caring any more...honestly...im kind of thinkin if ur not gonna make up ur mind asap...im done...i mean...3 years is a long time...and i totally dont mind bein ur friend and all...but im waiting...and im tired of waiting...

Love you lots...
Amelie

Damn...

Thu, 01 Mar 2007 20:13:10 GMT

its hella been a minute since i been on dis bitch...

aint nobody eva comment meh!

HIT MEH UP!

Yeah boii!

Thursday, November 23, 2006

Thu, 23 Nov 2006 21:25:43 GMT

Aint nobody up on here no more...its all facebook...and myspace...

Friday, October 06, 2006

Fri, 06 Oct 2006 21:52:38 GMT

4 all tha gurlzzz...

Did any of u ever realize how crazy confusing boys r? I mean seriously...one day they like u...the next they hate u...then the next they like u again...hmm...then again maybe its just me?! Who knos? Not me...hmmm...silly boys...OMG sorry that so reminded me of something...Ok now just imagine the Trix bunny as a girl...and imagine her saying...Silly boys...hearts arent for breaking...lol...look at that skill I so came up with that all by my self!!! Yes!!!

Love you all to peices!!!
Amelie

Monday, September 18, 2006

Mon, 18 Sep 2006 21:00:39 GMT

BOYZ BOYZ BOYZ...wat else can i say?!

Sunday, August 20, 2006

Sun, 20 Aug 2006 21:21:48 GMT

It's prolly time i changed my layout since that was so hmm...how many days ago was it...haha

Sunday, August 13, 2006

Sun, 13 Aug 2006 21:35:13 GMT

I am officially a nerd!!! I am kinda excited for school to start!!! *tears*

Thursday, August 03, 2006

Thu, 03 Aug 2006 23:25:13 GMT

Hey gzzzz!!!!...i really got nothin