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short entry
whats up?
im huge but yeah.
i dont know.
i dont think i'll be updating anymore
i dont feel like it anymore...
:(
xoMaddy |
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| i dont know who to talk to. i cant talk to my friends. i dont think they'd really take it seriously. i dont want to talk to them. and my old friends who i use to always talk to arent here anymore. we dont talk anymore because we've realized we need to just let go and move on with out lives.
but today my friend found a note from amanda to robby, my crush, on the ground. i read it.
i suck.
i will show you what it said:
Oct. 2005
"So last night i went through every note you ever gave me. Even some i gave to you.
thankyou so much robby.
you are the best, you're the greatest, nicest, sweetest, coolest boyfriend ever.
after going through all those notes i wanted to cry. i didnt though. i realized what we had was eachother. in the worst times we held onto eachother. thats better then any kiss, any day. (skip alot)
i still feel the same way about you and always will."
and then its a lot more that i dont feel like saying.
i know it was dated a long time ago. but feelings like those are so strong and they dont just fade away so fast.
i though i might have a chance with him but i dont think i would ever be able to replace something like what him and amanda had. at least not so soon.
i want to return the note but i dont know how. i dont want to hang onto it though. it is not my memory to keep.
but why was it in the hall? why did he have it? was he reading it again? does he read it often because he secretly still loves her?
im not good enough. |
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| graduation dres!!
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