| bulemic girls:
i went to the denist for my 6 month check up, and i had 8 cavities, all in the back of my mouth.
this is due to making myself puke and cocaine.
just don't eat ladies. if you're gonna throw it up, just don't eat it. it's wasteful.
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| people tell me i've gotten too skinny.
i don't know how to take that.
i'd still like to be skinnier
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| i've let my ana xanga go, however i'm 25lbs lower than my starting
weight...and 5lbs less than iwas in the 8th grade. i am now 120 lbs and
moving down. HELL YEAH.
idk. i feel skinny and my mom took me to the doctor and they bitched at me to eat
i've just been eating healthy, binging here and here, but for the most
part, just not eating. it's become habit and sometimes i hate it and
i'm miserable. but fucking...who cares. its me. it's my body and it's
changing and will continue to change until perfection.
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| intake:
b- slept through
l- 2 cups of coffee (0)
d-tba
s-2 cups of coffee (0)
i'm not hungry. i've got plenty to do today. i'll stay busy and keep my mind off eating.
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| i've been gone for some time now. i haven't lost sight of ana, but due
to extreme stress and depression, i've eaten more. i'm back at 130.
aug. 3 is is on thursday. and i'm 20lbs away, still. i failed. but i'm
picking myself back up and figuring out what my new goal dates will be
and all that shit i hate doing.
fasting today.
probably fasting tomorrow and DEFINATELY fasting on monday b/c i have
to go shopping for all new clothes and i am deathly scared. i'm going
by myself to minimize the imbarassment.
everyone says they can tell i've lost a lot of weight but i'm really
not seeing it at all. i have my skinny days...more frequently but still. i'm fat.
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