| | i've been gone for some time now. i haven't lost sight of ana, but due
to extreme stress and depression, i've eaten more. i'm back at 130.
aug. 3 is is on thursday. and i'm 20lbs away, still. i failed. but i'm
picking myself back up and figuring out what my new goal dates will be
and all that shit i hate doing.
fasting today.
probably fasting tomorrow and DEFINATELY fasting on monday b/c i have
to go shopping for all new clothes and i am deathly scared. i'm going
by myself to minimize the imbarassment.
everyone says they can tell i've lost a lot of weight but i'm really
not seeing it at all. i have my skinny days...more frequently but still. i'm fat.
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| | Posted 7/29/2006 3:56 PM - 1 comments
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