This is so over

i'm so fucked up i can never stick to anything when i try to eat healthy i screw everything up by eating junk and when i try to eat nothing i eat something ekh I'M SUCH A FALUIRE

** don't bother even reading i'm just gonna be ranting **

today i went to my grandmas house i thought i was doing well at first but then it turned out to be my cousins birthday and everyone got her a cake so i had to eat it even though it really sucked because it was too sugary and had too much frosting ( i hate frosting it's the most disgusting thing ever )and after that i acsually let my aunt convince me to go to the movies to watch MAMA MIA and ofcourse we ate and it was all junk food filled with fat and sugar anyways after the movie S 's mom was supposed to pick us up but then she called her and told her that i and her were having too much fun and didn't want to go home and told her not to come pick us up i hated her so much at that moment because i wasn't having fun and i did want to go home and i was so bored and the thing is she was telling her mom how much fun i was having but she didn't even ask me if i was having fun WHATEVER i just hate her more than i use to

anyways here is what i ate today i know i sucked

intake:

toasted bread with cheese

-at my gramas:-

about 2 cups salad

a bit of white rice maybe 1/3 cup

1 piece of chocolate/banana cheese cake

1 piece of birthday cake (only ate one bite)

1/2 cup of chocolate vanilla pudding

-at the movies and mall-

hazelnut ice-cream

panini from starbucks

smoothie

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                                                                                                                                   allysa milano has an

                                                                                                                                   amazing body wow

<---- how i feel right now :(

 Intake:

-Breakfast
huge bowl of cereal w/ milk [230]
apple [78]
Total: 308 calories

-Snack:
watermelon [90]
orange juice [112]
Total: 202 calories

-Lunch:
100g lettuce [14.5]
35g tomatoes [7]
25g carrots [10]
2tbsp lemon juice + 1tsp olive oil [46]
whole wheat pita bread [318]
Total: 395.5 calories

-Snack:
90g bananas [80]
150g cherries [94.5]
Total: 174.5 calories

-Dinner:
cheese omlette [217]
8 wheat thins [65]
Total: 217 calories

Total for the day: 1362 calories