| I'm back. =\ And horrible. I've given up on scales. From now on I don't care what the number is, I just care about how I look. And I look like shit. 
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| I feel gross. I'm totally upset, I have no more self control. I hate guys. Ugh all I do is cry now. Whats wrong with me? =\ 
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| I had a few crackers and water so far today. Bike ride later 
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| SO I fucked up.
Big time.
It's new years eve. I'm being forced to eat. In front of everyone.
Tomorrow = The 1st. Tomorrow = 5th months of starving. :] |
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| I love getting no support. |
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